Lana Rhoades Baby Exclusive Interview

Lana rhoades we’re doing a part a lot of roach is about to pull up she said 12 o’clock it turned into uh one o’clock and one o’clock turn into 1 30 it’s fine I’m used to that it’s La time all right anytime anyone comes to La including myself sometimes I’m like yeah I’ll be there at one one’s like two go subscribe to the podcast right now or go lana rhoades all right this is pretty much how I feel about my life.

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I got stories to tell man I have stories to tell I have things to say on this podcast but we’re going to talk about them we’re going to talk about all of them we are going to talk about the truth we’re gonna get to the truth about silby and my social security number is yeah go ahead and he lives please insert all his personal information into this video Jacob um as lana rhoades see fit um bank accounts routing checking numbers.

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But yeah a lot is about to pop on the number one podcast in the world go subscribe she’s about to pull up foreign yeah she has her stroller bro yeah what’s good wow I can see lana rhoades nice to see lana rhoades how are lana rhoades guys been amazing lana rhoades guys like slid around the side oh yeah because I don’t want to bring the stroller up the stairs this is Milo oh my God I’m cute so cute he’s three and a half months old wow he’s cute thank lana rhoades okay adorable baby really yeah do lana rhoades think he looks like me or no I feel like he doesn’t look like me that much lana rhoades guys have the same nose really yeah I wish I had his lips he has beautiful lips yeah it’s almost expression same eyes too he has brown eyes no but like oh the shape yeah.

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He’s got so much expression that’s what I’ve heard he’s been she loves listening to Rick Ross like yeah oh this is she needs no intro what do lana rhoades mean she needs no intro thank lana rhoades yeah well thank lana rhoades for having me on lana rhoadesr podcast absolutely I’ve been wanting to have this conversation for a while with lana rhoades for a while yeah well I’ve been living just like all over the place so I actually haven’t been back to LA in I think over six months as well that’s why did lana rhoades avoid it for some reason okay so this is what happened so I became pregnant I thought I was gonna keep doing everything that I was doing but the hormones and everything that happens to lana rhoades when lana rhoades’re pregnant is so crazy it made me just like I really like isolated myself when I was pregnant and I didn’t want to be like be on camera anymore it was really really weird and I thought that it was the best choice at the time to isolate myself and like pull away but I’ve actually realized that’s super unhealthy and I wish I would have just kept living my life the way that I was but however I didn’t choose to do that so that’s why I haven’t really been posting.

So I haven’t been to La um and now like three and a half months postpartum I’m like just starting to feel like myself again to get back into it yeah so what what what like I guess mediums like podcasts lana rhoades like what kind of things are lana rhoades gonna start making content in again um like do lana rhoades plan to do Vlog stuff again do lana rhoades plan to well I for whatever reason I can’t shoot my own vlogs I like being in other people yeah but in like I don’t feel like they’re good enough when I shoot them myself wow that’s funny because that’s like the most common like beginner Lana rhoadesTuber feeling is like lana rhoades’ve suit some like most people shoot content they’re like like when I first started.

I shot it I must have shot like seven videos eight videos maybe even ten videos and I was like no these are trash I’m not posting any of them I feel every time like I’ll get an ad for like fifty thousand dollars for mine and then I’m like I’m sorry I can’t do this because my Vlog is yeah and so I end up giving up money just because I don’t want to put out something that’s like embarrassing or that I feel just isn’t up to my standard yeah so what about the podcast stuff would you are lana rhoades going to continue that I I thought lana rhoades were good on it.

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Anonymous I’m in trouble with that word um which is something that I need to work that’s fine it’s fine but yeah so I was talking about people without using their names and people just started like putting two and two together and then like oh Lana said this about this person and so like I just don’t want to talk about personal stuff like that anymore yeah I mean that’s the thing on the internet people people also like to make things about themselves in any situations that they can be like to pull it to like make it something more than it is whether it be for like cloud or for views or for something like that yeah and lana rhoades lana rhoades became like at one point with with Mike um not not this was a Bad Thing by any means but lana rhoades became at one point like one of the biggest like quote-unquote click baits on on the internet yeah on the Vlogs and all that stuff so I guess.

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I still have it though because I just shot a video with him and it went trending yeah I saw that yeah I saw that so what do lana rhoades think it is about lana rhoades that people find like that are so like they’re So Into Lana rhoades what do lana rhoades think it is sorry this is lana rhoades can rock him a little bit Yeah Rock him come on Daddy Duty Jacob let’s go no lana rhoades’re not I’ve been watching lana rhoades in the side of my eyes lana rhoades’re a little like yeah dude lana rhoades got to get some muscle in there man no don’t hurt him so funny this is so funny right now because this is like lana rhoades can lana rhoades can try to give him the binkies can lana rhoades please be a father right now Jacob come on lana rhoades need this dude lana rhoades got lana rhoadesr lana rhoadesr sister’s having a kid we need lana rhoades to step this up man this is so funny I feel like the people listening won’t mind though because they’re all super intrigued by him yeah the baby is is like a very he’s more famous yeah everyone wants to know everyone wants to know who the father is lana rhoades don’t lana rhoades don’t say this um I mean I’m fine like talking about the situation yeah or something that I haven’t really talked about however again.

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I wanted that word I want to keep him anonymous yeah I said that one right yes um Anonymous just out of respect for him because that’s what he’s asked me to do got lana rhoades okay so okay yeah I’m not going to pry more than that um let’s I want to ask lana rhoades though about what it what it’s like being a mother and like dealing with lana rhoades know the internet and the lana rhoades know the everything that comes along with it and obviously like keep keeping lana rhoadesr kid off of it and people are all curious who the father what’s a relationship like how did this happen um what is that like and lana rhoades’re so lana rhoadesng which is another thing that’s another thing that kind of blows my mind yeah I was 24 when I became pregnant with him yeah now I’m 25 so I mean I feel like that’s a good age to have a kid the only downside is I guess that what I do for a living revolves around my appearance and the way that I look so that’s been extremely difficult just I don’t really feel comfortable I’m just starting to feel comfortable even though.

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I’m not where I want to be yet physically in lana rhoadesr body in my body yeah um I have to just lana rhoades know put myself out there which it’s a struggle for a lot of new moms just they’re like I didn’t get stretch marks I don’t have extra skin I’m extremely lucky but I am 20 pounds heavier than I was I feel like my face looks different and the reason why it’s important to talk about it is because a lot of moms who had kids also feel the same way yeah so that’s been a struggle being lana rhoadesng and having a baby and then also having social media as a career being a model like that type of thing yeah having to having to perform a look a certain way or be perceived a certain way so that lana rhoades can continue to post content everyone’s gonna tell lana rhoades how they think that lana rhoades look lana rhoades know they don’t care that lana rhoades just had a baby it’s like oh lana rhoades’re fat now yeah whatever this is such a crazy thing though like the internet in general is just it’s a place where all sides of every story are never really told and people just kind of pick and choose the points that they want to like analyze or like hyper focus on and then oh yeah I’ve experienced that so much yeah like lana rhoades can do so much positive or something can just be completely different and lana rhoades can even tell people like no this is what happened but people are still going to go with like the mean version or the negative version why do lana rhoades think that is why do lana rhoades think.

because I’ve experienced this so many ways my own my own way and I’ve experienced not I mean I think I have similar things in some some projects and some aspects that lana rhoades’ve lana rhoades’ve experienced but people they I don’t know it’s like they want the truth but then when they’re told the truth or when they they hear the truth and then they they don’t they want it to be something almost like more nefarious or something bad like they’re more drawn to the negativity in a situation that lana rhoades know are and are more drawn to negative um things that’s why social media purposely like those things I guess go viral or they’re like more put into the algorithm um it’s been shown on social media with like statistics yeah so it’s just that people I guess find that more interesting yeah yeah so and no one wants to make an article about like uh Bradley Martin saved a drowning homeless person like no one cares about that it’s Bradley does drugs and steroids yeah they wanna it’s it I don’t know why it’s that way I mean I guess I I see why people look for the the bad in situations I I feel like it’s more related to like I don’t know people are maybe avoiding certain situations of their own life so that it’s easier to look outward and be like everyone else’s it’s up or that’s going on like lana rhoades.

Look it’s easier to look for bad outside than it is to look for like lana rhoadesr own bad inside lana rhoades know the things that lana rhoades need to work through I mean even what would lana rhoades click on lana rhoades know how like news stories pop up notifications on lana rhoadesr phone ones like this person just got married and is so happy or this family of four murdered like which one are lana rhoades gonna click on yeah lana rhoades know I think that’s what it is I try and avoid that completely to be honest because that to me I see it and I see it for what it is and I’m like I know there’s no there’s like I’m not even like trying to go into that I don’t even want to put myself into that because even I’ve even as I’ve gotten older I’ve been like watching less and less like horror films watching less and less just anything that is like feeding that negative in my mind I do that too especially with music I used to listen to a lot of like sad songs and sad music but I just want to feel like good and happy all the time I think it’s great like to push that negativity out in every way that lana rhoades can yeah just to preserve that a good mindset yeah lana rhoades were saying I work on that heavily and as I’ve gotten older it’s become more and more important and I actually notice a really big difference so the less that I involve myself this baby wants to be on the podcast right now.

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That’s what it is so being like being a mother is it what lana rhoades thought it was going to be when lana rhoades were a kid growing up because like what was lana rhoadesr perception of being a mom lana rhoades know so I never thought that I would be a mom when I was a kid um I never thought that I would I always told my mom like I’m never getting a boyfriend and I’m never gonna have kids I just want a bunch of dogs okay like just because like lana rhoades were just weren’t interested in them or it was like yeah yeah and everything changed and I was like I want a boyfriend too so so so being a mom though like what is it what is it actually like and lana rhoades’re a single mom essentially yeah yeah yeah yeah um what is it like is it what lana rhoades thought it would be like way easier than I thought that it would be and it’s way more enjoyable than I thought that it would be yeah um he’s also a really great baby like he hardly cries he does like to talk a lot and he screams in like a talking way it’s about something new that he started doing this month um but lana rhoades know I’ve struggled a lot now he’s perfect um I’ve struggled a lot um just with like depression most of my life and so one thing that I was scared about with being a parent was will I be good enough because of my depression like there were times like I’ve had a lot of pets that I’ve taken care of and there were times where I just like I can’t get out of bed and I know the dog’s gonna like pee on the floor or something but I just felt like I couldn’t get out of bed and so that was one of my fears as being a mom like what if my baby needs something and I can’t get out of bed but after having him that fear completely diminished because he like he’s all that I want to like take care of and do like it was it’s never a problem to wake up at 1am 3 A.M for him to feed him and so that fear was completely irrational because he just became the most important thing to me as soon as I had him well I think depression a lot of times for for some people I don’t know how this came about in lana rhoadesr life.

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How lana rhoades got depression but it’s sometimes related to a lack of purpose in life and obviously having a kid it’s like it’s a very clear purpose so it’s like of course lana rhoades’d have the thoughts are hopefully if I I I’ll be able to be there for my kid and I don’t want to have this these like feelings not allow me to be there yeah but that’s like that’s like the most purposeful thing I think anyone could do just have a kid and I think the fact that I was having that fear about it just showed how much I care and lana rhoades know have love for my child because lana rhoades’re scared that lana rhoades’re not going to be good enough because lana rhoades love them so much yeah have lana rhoades ever heard any other uh experiences or times in lana rhoadesr life where lana rhoades felt like lana rhoades weren’t good enough besides relationship to the kid relationships besides besides lana rhoadesr relationship to the kid so any other moments in lana rhoadesr life yeah um yeah.

I mean definitely I think everyone feels that way I think everything that I’ve gone new into I always thought that I wouldn’t be good enough like even when I first decided that I wanted to go work at a restaurant like Hooters when I was 17. I was like I’m probably too ugly they’re not gonna hire me like I’m not good enough um of course I got hired right away and then lana rhoades know the same with when I first decided to get into pornography right I didn’t think that people would think that I was good enough looking or that I would be like any good at anything because I was so inexperienced um but somehow I became number one in that yeah that’s a that’s it and lana rhoades did that very fast yeah right yeah um I only did that for like four months of my life when I was 19. four months or sorry eight months eight months um so that whole experience do lana rhoades do lana rhoades ever think.

Because lana rhoades know everyone lana rhoades know everyone has such a negative uh view on that not everyone but a lot of people have this like perception of lana rhoades know or when lana rhoades have a kid or what are people gonna think like what what is lana rhoadesr kid gonna think like all this kind of like kind of like negative thoughts on that do lana rhoades ever worry about that in relationship to lana rhoadesr kid knowing like what his mother did or what lana rhoades know lana rhoades know know not at all I myself am against pornography now um from my own experiences um but I think why are lana rhoades against it now I just didn’t have a great experience and I don’t think that it’s great for other women or even men who do it I don’t think that it’s great for them what was what was what was bad about lana rhoadesr experience and I’m sorry I just kind of oh it’s okay yeah and I just had quite a few bad experiences so there’s there’s different levels to it obviously it’s mostly a hardcore pornography that I have an issue with um I don’t mind girls like I mean everyone can do what they want I just don’t think that they’re making the best decision for themselves going into that career but like the whole only fans thing and like girls posting their nudes like that’s fine like it’s just lana rhoadesr body but I don’t think that having like sexual relations with people that lana rhoades hardly know is good for lana rhoadesr mental health or like lana rhoadesr heart yeah can lana rhoades speak it lana rhoades can speak on that person I’m assuming lana rhoades’ve had yeah yeah I mean there were times.

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When I was doing scenes that I really didn’t want to do with people that I really didn’t want to let touch my body why did lana rhoades do it I just felt like I had already signed up for this there’s also a lot of pressure so the agents like if someone’s gonna do it I don’t think that they should have an agent that’s where a lot of the pressure to do things that lana rhoades don’t want to do comes from and being an 18 19 year old girl it’s lana rhoades just don’t know how to say no lana rhoades want to make everyone happy and I was very much a people pleaser and so I just I just wanted to make my agent happy I wanted to make the fans happy I wanted to make all the directors love me um so I felt pressured and I felt like I couldn’t say no in a lot of situations and that’s no one else’s fault besides myself because I’m the one who didn’t say no and I’m the one who didn’t stick up for myself so it’s my own problem but it is lana rhoades know experiences that I have to deal with now yeah so I’m curious about lana rhoadesr childhood um lana rhoades don’t really talk a lot about like lana rhoadesr family Dynamic and lana rhoades’re like lana rhoadesr upbringing yeah so what what happened with lana rhoadesr I know lana rhoadesr sister she dealt with like a lot of issues yeah so my sister has she first like we started noticing that different or mentally ill when she was like 12. and lana rhoades were how old I’m three and a half years lana rhoadesnger than her okay so lana rhoades were lana rhoadesnger than her yeah so I was lana rhoadesnger but I sort of always played the role of like the older sister taking care of her because of how bad it was so her mental illness like progressed over time at first it was just no one in my family knew what this was but she started pulling out her own hair so she’d have no eyebrows no eyelashes then she started pulling out hair in her head as well and she’s like like plucking it out plucking it out and then looking at lana rhoades know how there’s like a follicle on it yeah and so she was like fascinated by the white like follicle at the end of it so later we found out this is a disorder called dermatolomania.

Which is where lana rhoades pull up this is a real thing yeah it’s a real thing oh my god um so it’s a mental dis compulsion disorder and so that was how her mental disorder like manifested itself first and then came her anorexia she had severe anorexia so she was also like bone thin yeah so imagine like I was very lana rhoadesng so I see this person who has no eyelashes no eyebrows like bald spots that they inflicted on themselves and extremely skinny my sister looked like a monster to me at that age I was scared to look at her wow and my I tell my parents lana rhoades have to make her draw eyebrows on for me to look at her because I was so scared I thought that she was like a month monster wow um this wow I’ve never even heard of something like that yeah well I mean there are so many different disorders that people have um but lana rhoades know a lot of people aren’t aware of yeah and then I’m sure lana rhoades’re more familiar with like bipolar and schizophrenia yeah of course but then after that she was diagnosed with bipolar when she started having suicide attempts and then after 18 she became like very like out of touch with reality and that’s when we’re like this is schizophrenia did lana rhoades ever worry that like lana rhoades would have any of those things just because a relationship like genetically like oh she’s my sister maybe I’ll have something like this or so I always thought that lana rhoades know I got extremely lucky I got a good healthy brain yeah but I feel that because I saw such severe mental illness in her to like her mental illness is very very bad like the most severe that lana rhoades can imagine like yeah needs to be hospitalized that type of thing but still to this day um she’s pretty much catatonic now which means that she’s like lana rhoades can’t really even have a conversation with her she just stares off like laughs um maybe can give lana rhoades like a yes or no so it’s like to the full degree it’s very severe um but because I saw her mental illness and how bad it was I thought that’s what mental illness is so I feel over the years like I’ve had depression I’ve had issues but I was like I’m not mentally ill I don’t have a problem I’m fine because that’s what mental illness is so I downplayed my own.

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Because it wasn’t to that severity it was a comparison though lana rhoades were comparing that it wasn’t because it wasn’t as bad that like lana rhoades weren’t really dealing with something yeah and that I don’t need therapy or I don’t need medication so have lana rhoades ever have lana rhoades ever gone to therapy have lana rhoades ever done any of that stuff now I’ve done I’ve done therapy on and off and I am looking for like a good therapist to go to it’s just such a leap to get over the hump and like find someone that lana rhoades like and I guess I’m just like putting it off but I have noticed since having my baby I don’t know if it’s the hormones as well I noticed like my mood’s definitely like dipping up and down I think the hormone fluctuation maybe yeah or it’s or it’s triggered maybe something like underlying line because luckily I’m very good at self-regulating so I noticed like I’m walking down the street and I’m super happy right now and then 10 minutes later I’m like well this whole day sucks or like really like is that drastic yeah in like a 10 minute period And it’s like well nothing happened but because I’m so good at self-regulating and I know that those are just lana rhoades know it’s not actually what’s happening right I’m able to tell myself like no it’s fine lana rhoades’re good lana rhoades’re going to feel better in 10 minutes in an hour.

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When lana rhoades wake up tomorrow how do lana rhoades think lana rhoades learned uh that ability like of self-regulating like lana rhoades being able to understand that this is happening to me this is how I feel but this isn’t exactly what’s going on like where did lana rhoades learn that from I suppose just I wasn’t really as aware of it but I guess I have been going through that for like years and so just from experience lana rhoades realize like hey I felt like this before and then I like 10 minutes later or the next day lana rhoades were happy again so just ride it out it’s just from experience yeah that’s really important lana rhoades say this though because I can look back on all my anxiety my moments my panic attacks yeah and that was one of the things that really brought me Solace was I realized in the beginning it was always like this is it this is because I always had a fear of death and my anxiety was revolving around that I was like this I’m gonna die this is the moment this is the thing and it would be to this crazy degree where like my heart rate would like increase like physically to a crazy amount because I’d be so worked up so worried yeah and then it would always pass eventually and I’d be good and then what happened Time After Time After Time examples of things that would like throw lana rhoades into that oh man I it was I I hyper focus on things so like I’m a very like my mind’s very very active and I’ll hyper focus on things so what would happen to me a lot of the times is I’d lay in bed at night and I’d feel my heartbeat I’m gonna have a heart attack yes and I start to be like wait did it skip a beat is that normal is it beating too fast is it beating too slow.

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I can’t even yeah a lot of times I’d end up crying and at times I couldn’t I couldn’t uh I couldn’t differentiate like I just kept thinking like something’s wrong with me and and then it would just kind of grow the the worry would grow and then like I would get almost somewhat erratic and I’d have to like I’d either be like calling my mom or like calling a girlfriend at the time and next thing lana rhoades know like I’m calling the the ambulance and then they’re like they’re like they put the EKG thing on me and they’re like lana rhoades’re good lana rhoades need like an Ativan which is like a anxiety medicine and uh I realized over how many times it happened to me that was the thing that brought me real sauce like the same exact thing lana rhoades said was this happened and it wasn’t the lastest baby so cute I’m over here oh my God so this wasn’t the last it’s like it’s it’s not gonna be my last time because it was like lana rhoades know a hundred times that it happened and I was like okay I’ll be okay and then I started to learn that and it was it started to change my life because I was able to recognize it yeah but I have a question I have a question for lana rhoades what’s lana rhoadesr relationship like with lana rhoadesr father so my mom pregnant with me so my mom was actually a single mom as well and my parents had a really rough divorce and um my mom just was like we knew she didn’t want us to like our dad so it was now so at what age were lana rhoades when they got divorced oh sorry lana rhoades were a baby lana rhoades weren’t even now yeah so I didn’t go through the divorce.

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But we had a really nasty like custody battle when I was older and now becoming a mom like I just don’t really get where my mom was coming from the situation that I have like with my child’s biological father is like I would never want to cause any harm to them or their life like I don’t even take child support or anything yeah and there’s nothing wrong with taking child support if lana rhoades need it however I don’t need it and so I don’t want to be um lana rhoades know take it just to be spiteful or yeah I understand what’s the word I’m looking for or just take advantage of the situation yeah like that’s not me and so now when I look back I always thought that it was normal the way that my mom acted about like custody and the divorce and like I feel so many women get spiteful as well when the relationship doesn’t work out and they involve their children in that Spite which is something that I don’t understand like me and my sister weren’t allowed to like our dad growing up because my mom would get angry and yell at us basically so lana rhoades lana rhoades thought lana rhoades lana rhoades felt lana rhoades weren’t allowed to like lana rhoadesr dad because she would be like lana rhoades’d say something like what would show lana rhoades that um like if if lana rhoades were like oh I want to go see Dash.

But lana rhoades shouldn’t want to see that guy like that kind of stuff lana rhoades would never be allowed to say that um so this is so bad but my mom so we would go to court for custody and my mom would feed us like lions to tell the court about my dad and we would have to lana rhoades know we just wanted she was our mom we wanted to make her happy of course and so I feel this stress also is what triggered my sister’s mental illness I was so lana rhoadesng that I didn’t even I didn’t even really know what was going on but my sister was sort of like leading the way like we have to do what mom says and we have to not smile in the birthday pictures with at Dad’s house because it’ll make mom mad do lana rhoades remember that her saying that to lana rhoades like that kind of stuff my sister lana rhoades’re saying that yeah and then I do remember my mom like in the car bringing me home from Like Preschool and she’s like so what are lana rhoades gonna tell court on Wednesday or whatever to me I just lana rhoades know I’ve always been like I I don’t really hold on to things so I just sail through things in life so it didn’t really affect me that much but now becoming a mother myself and having like the situation that I have with his biological father I just don’t really get where my mom was coming from or where a lot of women are coming from that act that way with the custody of their children or like in a divorce like like why do it in a negative such a negative way yeah like if lana rhoades have problems with the father like take that up with him don’t bring lana rhoadesr children into it yeah yeah I think it’s a different it’s a different type of manipulation right like there’s something that happened there that she felt resentful for and then but why would lana rhoades want to hurt me and my sister I’m not saying that’s right kids should be completely left out of it yeah that’s part of the reason why I also respect the wishes of his father not to reveal his identity online like.

I don’t want to cause any issues for my Like Son growing up or I still don’t even know how I’m going to address that situation to him because he’s not involved whatsoever so the father yeah he’s not involved zero zero like money nothing nothing no money I’m not seeing Milo anything okay and that’s by his choice about lana rhoadesr choice oh no that’s his choice okay yeah and so I was wronged or not I want to keep the be as respectful as possible and keep the best relationship that I can um and be as kind as I can because what if Milo grows up and is like I really want to meet my dad I don’t want to affect the relationship by me acting in a way that would make his dad never want to meet him if it was a possibility when Milo was older and I think this comes from what lana rhoades’ve experienced though possibly yeah and so like now that I’m thinking about things that way I’m like I thought that it was normal and like lana rhoades hear about a lot of women acting in that way during a divorce or a custody or whatever and I just I don’t get it like lana rhoadesr child should be the most important thing yeah I mean it’s that’s the that’s that is the most important thing uh I have a question for lana rhoades lana rhoades said something I found interesting.

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Lana rhoades were always able to like let things go where did lana rhoades learn that though because lana rhoades if lana rhoades were able to do it even at a lana rhoadesng age it’s like who is teaching lana rhoades that I think that it was just it was just a natural ability on like if something bad would happen I’d just be like okay on to the next what’s the solution what can I do next to make me happy it’s sort of just a built-in personality trait that I have yeah that’s I mean damn that’s good so there’s no there’s no like thing no one taught lana rhoades that no one said hey this is how lana rhoades should look at things no it just naturally yeah so lana rhoades lana rhoades have lana rhoadesr son um lana rhoades’re gonna keep making content yeah right um do lana rhoades do lana rhoades ever worry that like like I asked lana rhoades kind of earlier do lana rhoades ever worry like of the lana rhoades know what’s gonna happen when he’s lana rhoades know 12 years old when he when he’s 15 16 are they ever gonna like say oh lana rhoadesr mom did this and that lana rhoades don’t worry about that kind of stuff what would lana rhoades say to the people who talk like that time away yeah and also I think if lana rhoades have a parent who has made a lot of bad decisions in their life it’s something that lana rhoades can look at and lana rhoades can hear those lessons and be like okay I’m not gonna make the same mistakes that my mom or dad did yeah that’s beautiful that’s amazing this kid is like like he’s really drawn my attention I’m not gonna lie it’s he’s a cute kid so um in relationship to in relationship to Mike and and the stuff that lana rhoades and I’m gonna make such a conversation a little bit but the content that lana rhoades made um over the years did how did that affect lana rhoadesr career overall.

Because I know it was like lana rhoades lana rhoades came from the adult industry yeah and then what I would say obviously lana rhoades’re one of the most popular adult actresses very fast right lana rhoades were number one and then lana rhoades got onto the social media space like I guess it was like Logan had this like reveal type thing and then lana rhoades like blew up in the space and on Mike’s Vlogs um how has that changed lana rhoadesr like direction of lana rhoadesr life because I feel like that was something that like completely changed I mean unless it was like already in that way lana rhoades were already on a certain path guy not affiliated with Mike or Logan and I never like shot content with him but he was telling me like I’m making fifteen thousand dollars to do an Instagram post or like for this Lana rhoadesTube ad and I’m like well I’m getting paid twelve hundred dollars to do this scene how is this fair and I sort of realized that I was being taken advantage of like doing sex work for an amount that people are getting paid way more just to post a picture on Instagram so I completely quit doing adult films and then I actually became number one porn star from expanding my Instagram so I focused on growing my Instagram I would post every single day and the algorithm really like picked me up yeah um because of the way that I was posting and the content that I was posting and that made me number one on PornHub so it wasn’t so it wasn’t so much the porn itself it was that the it was the social media exposure yeah and then lana rhoades started and lana rhoades started doing Vlogs and stuff with Mike lana rhoades guys obviously started started dating like where did that like did that because I feel like that from my perspective looking at it.

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Mike’s Channel blew up but lana rhoades also like took off to like a different height lana rhoades know like uh numbers wise and all that yeah I mean I mean 17 million yeah but I did notice a big growth when I was first in Logan’s Vlogs but it did help um people see me more as a person and the positive attributes that I have outside of oh she’s just like hot or I just want to her right yeah I think that’s the biggest thing in social media like the the two people that I think about I think lana rhoades guys are actually both working on the same platform um is Mia Khalifa oh did they um I’m not sure yeah she has in her bio um but lana rhoades two are the two that like outside of that lana rhoades guys like took this a whole new life on social media like to a crazy degree yeah she’s done really well for herself as well um and she’s been retired from that industry even longer than me me and she’s managed to make a career up until this point and ongoing which I think is really inspirational for other girls who might have made the same decisions and knowing that they can become successful outside of that and that there is hope lana rhoades don’t have to keep doing something that lana rhoades don’t want to do yeah I have a question for lana rhoades what what do lana rhoades think lana rhoadesr most proud of lana rhoadesrself not in the sense of achievement wise in the industry or on social media and that but just in life like what do lana rhoades think lana rhoades’re most proud of lana rhoadesrself of in life it’s right here right here yeah this baby I’m so proud of him every day like even if he takes a poop I’m like lana rhoades are the most amazing yeah lana rhoades make me want a kid so bad oh man I want a kid so bad I’m getting old yeah enjoyable boy do lana rhoades have to change his like poopy diapers and I’m like no when lana rhoades have a kid like lana rhoades feel proud even of them like taking a lana rhoades’re like yeah that’s it yeah like every time he smiles when I’m changing his poopy diaper because he knows that I think that it’s like amazing and good so I’m like cheering him on it’s beautiful um so so the the play.

The Playboy thing what are lana rhoades what are lana rhoades doing with them for like half a decade now yeah so I used to work with her um at Hustler oh my God beautiful oh did lana rhoades like the people at Playboy yeah he met all the girls there and they were so nice to him um so she when she moved over to Playboy from hustler because I used to work with her at Hustler that’s how I met her um we she bought me in I started working with them on just all of their projects so we do clothing together um we’re all I’m also part owner in the new platform that they have um Center folds yeah what what is that because I see the pictures I don’t really know exactly what it is though is it is it launched yet is it like yeah so it’s already we did a soft launch okay um we’re doing a few tweaks to the platform before we do a hard launch and like really start promoting it heavily but essentially I guess the most mainstream thing to refer refer to is only fans so it’s like an only fans platform however we do not allow um penetration or sex so lana rhoades can’t post whatever lana rhoades want it’s just nudity okay my I love it um I have a profile on there and I also help onboard other girls but my content is more so like I have like yeah I think he wants to be part of the conversation um I post like my lana rhoades know a little more insight into my life than lana rhoades can see on my Instagram yeah so my profile is very PG I feel like he wants me to hold him I wonder if I feel like that’s what it is I got it oh gosh oh hi now lana rhoades’re definitely gonna like get some girl pregnant after this yeah.

I’m gonna have one oh my goodness lana rhoades okay good that’s mom over there that’s mom over there this really made me want to kid I’m not gonna lie to lana rhoades halfway he’s like wait that’s my mom who’s holding me yeah oh my God lana rhoades’re so cute smile smile he’s smiling so it’s a big moment for me really have lana rhoades held a baby this lana rhoadesng before yeah my half sister yeah Faith What About a Boy a baby not a boy not a boy though that is different I’ve never held a baby boy no he was the first newborn baby I’ve ever held he seems to love that lana rhoades’re sitting over there right now and look at me and he can look at lana rhoades yeah and he likes listening to me talk too so this is the this is the thing where lana rhoades’re like this is thing that I’m most proud of what what have lana rhoades learned though in lana rhoadesr life that lana rhoades’re most proud of lana rhoadesrself like what what like what feet mentally lana rhoades’re like I’m glad I finally figured this out about myself um yeah so over the past year with all the the past year for me was really difficult just because I did choose to isolate myself essentially for almost a whole year of my life I barely saw anyone um it was just a very lonely and like I was wondering what lana rhoades were doing I was like this doesn’t post anything like just not like in a great place I just wanted to have the baby here not be pregnant anymore.

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I think that was oh also another thing that I’ve realized that it can really lift lana rhoades out of depression and make lana rhoades feel better when lana rhoades’re not feeling good is service to others and so that’s something that I focus on a lot nowadays and those two things like really realizing the importance of of things in life instead of focusing on the things that aren’t yeah has changed my life dramatically and I think is I’m happy that I’m finally to this point because for a long time I was just doing things that I thought would make me happy and they didn’t it sounded like lana rhoades said lana rhoades were doing things that lana rhoades thought would make other people around lana rhoades happy like trying to make up please other people like lana rhoades know like lana rhoades’re talking about earlier on lana rhoadesr career like the agents the people who are part of lana rhoadesr life like oh I want to make sure they lana rhoades know they’re happy in what I’m doing here doing there and lana rhoades’re never really focusing on lana rhoadesrself I mean even even at a lana rhoadesng age it sounded like lana rhoades were focused on trying to make like lana rhoadesr family Dynamic happy with lana rhoadesr sister and take care of lana rhoadesr sister in a sense and it’s like now lana rhoades’re finally getting to a point which it’s it’s beautiful though because lana rhoades’re still so lana rhoadesng to have figured this out at this point some people still takes 10 20 more years to be like okay this is what really matters in life but lana rhoades figuring out how to like actually live for lana rhoadesrself and make lana rhoadesrself happy and lana rhoades realize how simple it actually is like it’s just the minimal things like lana rhoades said if lana rhoades just lived in a shack but lana rhoades had lana rhoadesr kid lana rhoades had everything lana rhoades needed lana rhoades know food shelter that’s all that really matters like nothing else really matters like yeah.

I think lana rhoadesr health lana rhoadesr family this kid I want a kid so I’m so sorry this is this is I’m how I love this I just had to say this I love this natural anxiety Soother too like when lana rhoades’re holding them I feel like lana rhoades feel less anxious I’m sorry yeah I feel that way I feel amazing little ball of Happiness he’s definitely changed my life so so sorry continue I was just saying the things that I find to be most important are lana rhoadesr health lana rhoadesr happiness and being the best person that lana rhoades can be to other people yeah simple the simplest things I just wonder why we tend to like get ourselves so caught up in like all the other stuff and I think social media has done a lot to create this draw towards a lot of things that are not really important but be our but are perceived as like oh lana rhoades should have this or lana rhoades need this or lana rhoades need this attention lana rhoades know what I think things are going to start going in the opposite direction like a lot of people who have a lot of money and are very successful some Chase more money once like once they get 10 million dollars they want 20 million um but I feel some people like Elon Musk for example once lana rhoades have everything what to do next that’s the big question by Twitter he actually lives I’ve heard below the poverty level so he’s also very minimalistic I think he lives in a tiny home or some sort of small minimalist space yeah well they will say people watching this will be like but he has this multi-million dollar thing in Texas and because they’re all this other stuff with that he does have other properties but I know I I think what lana rhoades’re saying is right I don’t know exactly um I think that’s his main residence though the one in Texas no the uh when he actually lives in yeah this small house or it might be a mobile home as well I’m not sure yeah but yeah what do lana rhoades do once lana rhoades have everything and I think it’s going to be a trend over the next year people not like wanting to flaunt their wealth on social media and more so being more conservative and sustainable living.

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I think it’s going to be a big thing over the next year just in fashion as well because I’m very um I do a lot of clothing stuff and so that has really been I’ve noticed like a huge spike in it just vintage clothing thrifting clothing like it’s the cool thing to shop at Goodwill now I’m dying right now I gotta go pee like a baby I’m so sorry here hey oh my God lana rhoades got it yeah I got him kids do things to lana rhoades that are so different like I don’t think I should have held that baby because like I really want to have a baby now now I have been saying I know but the minute I held that baby the minute I no I want a boy lana rhoades know I so wait should I say I want a girl so I get a boy no like it’s like I don’t know I need a girl Dad no I’m getting no I want a boy no stop it like a girl no yeah yeah dressing up his girl in like tutus no playing Tea Party just a lot of things would change in general but I I want I need I need to get what lana rhoades need in lana rhoadesr life like God gives lana rhoades what lana rhoades need yeah I agree with that I’ve always wanted two boys just doesn’t matter like we all have this image of like what we want our kids to look like and what gender we want and then once lana rhoades actually have a kid it doesn’t matter it doesn’t like yeah it really doesn’t matter and lana rhoades just think that they’re perfect like he looks nothing like what I thought he was gonna look like but as soon as I saw him I’m like lana rhoades’re perfect beautiful kid beautiful but let’s go talk talk back about what lana rhoades’re saying about the um the minimal the living minimally I find that so interesting like my brother lives in a van he’s lived in a van for the last like before it was a cool thing he lived in the van for the last I don’t know eight years it almost seems like now eight years yeah maybe seven seven eight years um or it might be five that’s still like that’s half a day yeah it might be five very long time to live in a van yeah and um there’s something that I do find so intriguing about that because the the idea of living minimally.

I think one of the most powerful things I think it’s one of the most important things too because I’m not saying lana rhoades need to live in a van to experience this but like lana rhoades said lana rhoades think there’s going to be a shift and I fully agree in the next like few years where people are going to be more focused on like what actually matters because I feel like in life everything comes in Cycles where it’s like everyone’s focused on this and not not to say that people aren’t going to be focused on making money at that time as well but I think it will become more of a a prevalent thing for people to be like well I don’t need as much like I don’t I don’t need as much and maybe there will be more people willing to talk about like not not needing it yeah and also just going back to like fashion like so there’s Trend forecasting for fashion which usually is so like in light speaking about lifestyle over the past couple years lana rhoades know Ecom really took off and there were those kids posting on social media like we’re starting econ business and here’s all my cash and these are my five Lamborghinis and I live in a big house and I’m 22. um so that was like sort of the trend over the past couple years and then usually things go from in Trend forecasting they go from one extreme to the other yeah so because that was like so extreme like being a millionaire and having that years on my money yeah now it’s like very refreshing to see the opposite and so just going off a trend forecasting standpoint.

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I think that’s what we’re gonna see being like way more way popular and trending in the future yeah do lana rhoades think that has the same thing that same concept will be will be with uh I the ideologies about like like lana rhoades said not just the idea of flexing everyone’s like flexing look at my stuff look at my stuff and then more people actually talking about what actually matters meaning like the type of content that people make or do lana rhoades think it’s going to shift towards um I guess in a sense more wholesome more people talking more about the things that actually matter and then that having a rise in what’s actually popular meaning are more people going to start watching more of that content or do lana rhoades think because we were talking about this earlier are people still going to go towards the negative and the lana rhoades know yeah so I think in order to get to that mindset lana rhoades have to go through a personal experience like I did and so if the trend shifts to that people are still only going to be doing it because it’s what’s popular right now the popular thing so they’re going to post oh this is me living in my trailer park.

Because that’s what’s cool right now yeah lana rhoades know so it might not necessarily be for everyone because they’ve had this life Epiphany or realize what’s really important in life they’re just gonna do it because it’s cool and it’s trendy yeah and then it will so it’s like kind of just genuine yeah sort of I mean that’s most of social in general here I’ll hold them I think he wants me this is so cool I got lana rhoades man I got lana rhoades nice and quiet over here yeah no problem we’re doing the mic thing here she’s doing a different over there I want kids so bad the microphone yeah I think lana rhoades’re doing lana rhoades’re doing good yeah so um I just whoa a little heading out there I’m uh sometimes lana rhoades like playing today he loves this oh my gosh okay because I’m really trying to figure that out like I I really and I know it’s time for people like it’s timing it’s always about like I know lana rhoades just find me so interesting right now it’s always about timing of like lana rhoades have to go through something to to know that okay this is my time to finally understand.

I just wish that I don’t know I just I guess wish I I wish people were more open to the stuff that is it’s not as click bait it’s not as cool it’s not as like car it’s not as flashy it’s not as good the girl lana rhoades know and more open to really trying to learn about themselves and like their Direction in life before like they’re hit in the face with life and then they want to know yeah lana rhoades know like proactively I wish people were more proactive with that part of their life but it seems like it’s just a human nature thing that lana rhoades just lana rhoades can’t be lana rhoades have to get it’s almost like lana rhoades have to get hit in the face lana rhoades have to learn the lessons then lana rhoades start to look for that kind of like they say they say smart people learn from other people’s experiences and dumb people I guess like me because I always learned from my own I should I do too um yeah so a lot of people aren’t like lana rhoades said they’re not searching for answers or ways to improve themselves or their life until they’ve hit rock bottom lana rhoades know in depression or just feeling like their life sucks to seek out a new way of life yeah this is amazing so.

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I have a question what’s the question so in regards to like social media and stuff and lana rhoades living like a more minimalistic life um the glamor and the tension on like Lana rhoadesTube social media I know lana rhoades’re still doing like the centerfold and everything um do lana rhoades want to do like more like not so much mainstream like doing like businesses such as that or will lana rhoades continue doing like in like Vlogs and all that I know lana rhoades said like lana rhoades don’t like doing lana rhoadesr own but yeah do lana rhoades see lana rhoadesrself doing stuff like that I was gonna ask lana rhoades about business stuff so I’m we’re in like a business aspect especially I’m getting older now and then get older lana rhoades’re what are lana rhoades talking about lana rhoades know lana rhoades’re so lana rhoadesng I have a real like problem with body image as well so like getting older and having a baby it doesn’t for me it doesn’t work with like being in front of the camera so I have wanted to shift more into the business aspect so I don’t have to be in front of the camera as much myself although but lana rhoades’re still super lana rhoadesng yeah I mean I’m 25 but so yeah in like social media age like that’s kind of old I know imagine Brad would be 33 this month holy imagine Brad and Mike look at that look at this yeah lana rhoades’re lana rhoadesr dad lana rhoades do business I feel like lana rhoades have lana rhoadesr gym lana rhoades have I feel like lana rhoades’re very much on the business side.

As well yeah I have and I’ve it’s always been a focus of mine to be honest like not that I was like I came into this I’m like oh I want to I want to do this and make money but I always remember actually I’ll tell this story so wow he’s so happy yeah I’m here oh my God lana rhoades’re so cute she said yeah I am lana rhoades’re so cute I know I’m here so when I first got into the industry uh Fitness stuff I remember I wasn’t as popular and I can’t even this is so I’ve never been this distracted in a podcast before but I don’t even care um wow this Baby’s adorable I really want a kid so I had I um sorry guys I I wasn’t as popular in the very beginning obviously like lana rhoades kind of I was doing competitions and like um Fitness competitions and I was growing on social media and I was one of the first people to grow on social media but the timing wise was like there were other people who were more popular in the industry not on social media oh my gosh amazing not on not on social media though they were this is so funny the balancing active it looks me all day long so join lana rhoadesr conversation I know okay lana rhoades could we do we got this together so the balancing The Balancing Act that’s going on right now is crazy but on the competition industry there was a guy who was really popular and he doesn’t have much social media and I remember I asked him because he was on some certain I’m not going to name these people because I don’t want to cause any like issues for these people but I was uh.

I reached out to one of these guys who was one of the top competitors at the time and I was like hey I’m looking for sponsors yeah yeah I want because this is when I was like 22 right just just competing I wanted to make some money um because I I it was always something I was like kind of struggling with at the time and I said to this guy and again I want to say exactly who it was I don’t want to say what position he had but he did well in competitions at the time and I was like kind of just getting into it I was on social media but two separate things competition and social media right yeah very very beginning so but in the competition industry he was more popular more well no more connected and I said to him I said hey I’m looking for sponsors and he said to me oh we don’t we don’t need anyone and he said in a way that just felt very like just rude very very rude extremely rude and um I was like okay and then I remember I started getting popular on social media and I was one of the first people in that industry to ever give I remember I was the first person in the fitness industry to have 10 000 followers and I go to shows and they’d be like that’s the guy with ten thousand followers on Instagram this is like now everyone has millions but this is back in the day yeah things were different but and then that’s when they they would start to like hey lana rhoades want to come like be a part of this I know lana rhoades want to be a part of this and then like I’ve said they didn’t care about me when I had nothing to give to them but the soon that they can get something from me they came back and I remember thinking like okay I it was a little bit of a spiteful thing I was like I these people I’m gonna do this all on my own then yeah and that’s what made me get on the business tip of like okay I’ll just start my own clothing company I’ll start my own thing I’ll start my own business because lana rhoades know.

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I realized that people were just kind of shitty and I was like okay I’ll just do it for myself then yeah I’ve sort of had to do that in a way as well because there’s opportunities that I want that are harder for me to get because of my past profession that lana rhoades know if I was someone who had 17 million followers and lana rhoades know the engagement and the popularity that I do I would for sure be able to do these things if I was famous from something else yeah but I’m not so like lana rhoades said just like starting lana rhoadesr own business if there’s something that I’m interested in I’m not gonna let other people tell me that I can’t do it because they don’t want to work with me I’m going to start my own company and beat them out competitively yeah absolutely make my company more popular than theirs so have lana rhoades have lana rhoades met anyone or do lana rhoades have any people in lana rhoadesr life like that have to teach lana rhoades business stuff or that show lana rhoades stuff or that have like opened up lana rhoadesr mind in that sense um I mean I get inspired every day by things that I see that I would like to be part of and then my manager is really great she knows a bunch of people in all different fields so she’s able to connect me with the right people to help me on those Ventures yeah which has been very helpful.

Because in the past when I did not have a manager or that support I would have like a really good idea but then I would spend way more time necessary like launching a business or sourcing products or doing the things that I needed because I didn’t have people to help me yeah so it’s definitely important to have the right people around lana rhoades on those Ventures lana rhoades’re having the right team yeah it’s it’s definitely that’s sometimes the most challenging part though too because I mean lana rhoades could find people who lana rhoades know are self-serving or don’t have the right intentions or yeah yeah I mean that happens a lot especially in this industry um if lana rhoades make people a lot of money like they always want more yeah I’ve experience that always a problem but lana rhoades just got to put lana rhoadesr foot down which is one thing that I’ve learned over time from being someone who would never say no to anything or anyone to now even if it’s hard lana rhoades have to say no or be like hey why do lana rhoades think that lana rhoades deserve this percent or or that lana rhoades got to be lana rhoadesr best advocate in all circumstances are there any situations lana rhoades could speak on specifically about that like any any situation lana rhoades’re like lana rhoades’d like to try to get taken advantage of just anything now everything that I did learn over the past couple months from the whole nft like thing was just saying no when I’m not super comfortable with brand like saying no to money or sponsorships or deals that I don’t know much about or lana rhoades know it’s not really in my Lane like this project I originally said no to not because there was anything wrong with it I really thought that it was going to be great for everyone involved and I.

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I experienced something very similar yeah I did and yeah that also like mine was very very public but a lot of these projects they’re just they’re just failing and then because people aren’t happy that what they invested in failed all of a sudden it’s a scam I had the best intentions possible I was working that literally the day after I gave birth on this project like I put so much effort into it and I really wanted it to succeed and do well I even gave lana rhoades and my other friends um what’s it called um pre-sale mates yeah white laced like I gave it to a bunch of my friends because I thought that it was going to do well for them like what was spread in social media about it was just so people could get views off my name because I tend to go viral and they made up stuff that I deal with the same same in the same situation like I had experience with these

I it was ultimately my fault because I made a decision um just not so much prematurely but I trusted basically people that I shouldn’t have trusted and I had a similar thing these two kids that were came with the idea and I was like wow that’s a great idea because when I was thinking about doing nft it was exactly what mine was is this whole ape thing and uh but it was a jacked version of it which I was like okay that makes sense it’s on brand for lana rhoades yeah very on brand and uh I I reached out to them and I was like Hey I want to be a part of this and it wasn’t like I was trying to get paid to get promo whatever but the kids were like yeah we’re gonna do this we’re gonna do this we’re gonna do all this stuff all this stuff and then as soon as we dropped it I don’t think the kids knew they were getting into and how much money that was going to be there or maybe they did and maybe they were just trying to be Shady but eventually what happened was they tried not to pay two of the other people who are bigger Partners in the group with me that were like main marketers for that like in the nft space yeah kicked them out and they got vocal and then they started talking about it and then.

I had to come back in talk to those two guys these two lana rhoadesnger kids and say hey what the are lana rhoades guys doing kicking these people out like that is like a a main mover in this whole project and they put work into it they put their time into it just as I did and it’s it’s so crazy because these kids out there were just gonna kick them off and like just I don’t know dip but I ended up having to like threaten to sue these two kids to give the company basically back to us so that one of the other guys who was in the project who’s still leading the project now could manage it properly but of course everyone looks at me like oh that guy’s a bad guy because because I have the biggest name in it guess name even though lana rhoades probably like me I wasn’t responsible for these like it was never part of the deal for me to be responsible right for like the the road map and the Discord the money like I never had access to a wallet or anything I was just being paid the percent that I was told for being part of the project yeah um so very much like lana rhoades it was just well we had in so what happened I had to sue these I had to try to threaten to sue these kids to get the money back to the project so that they can continue in the project there’s still a new project today but it’s like I had to I had to do all this but lana rhoades didn’t sign up for it no way yeah I signed up because I thought that there was we were going to really do these things and then all of a sudden they just like.

I wake up one day and they’re like the two guys are hitting me up like yo they kicked us out of the company they took us out the Discord I’m like what are lana rhoades talking about and I’m playing damage control trying to figure out what the happened and none of this was ever brought to my attention until like people are talking about me on the internet and I’m like what the is going on and even to this day kids talk about me it’s like lana rhoades don’t lana rhoades don’t know the story lana rhoades don’t know the whole story and it’s just it’s just frustrating if lana rhoades tell it they’re still gonna run with the other version of course this is what I’ve experienced because I’ve literally said it a million times what my intentions were how it was supposed to go and the facts and people don’t care yeah that’s the thing but that’s what we were talking about earlier people it’s like they want to live in that negative space and like I said is it because that there’s something else in their life that it’s easier for them to look at lana rhoades and other people that they look at as lana rhoades know influencers or celebrities or whatever and look at them in a negative flight so that lana rhoades don’t have to look at lana rhoadesrself in lana rhoadesr own real light and figure out lana rhoadesr own it’s easier to point fingers at someone else yeah I don’t really understand and then and then the kids on the internet that talk is like lana rhoades’re literally doing this just for views just for money which is another funny thing it’s like hold on lana rhoades’re put lana rhoades lana rhoades put lana rhoadesr name in a title and mine or my name in a title and then lana rhoades try to bad mouth me or lana rhoades yeah in relationship to something lana rhoades don’t actually know about just so lana rhoades can make money who’s the real scumbag in that situation well and the up part.

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I mean I don’t want to talk about anyone specifically but the person who started it they had information beforehand like they knew that I didn’t scam anyone and they still chose to do that video and I had like just had a baby to like three weeks prior like I don’t know why someone would do that and choose to cause that type of trouble or drama for me like I was getting death threats because of it like for their own benefit yeah lana rhoades porn for their own benefit and it’s like but this is one of the biggest problems on the internet in general when people do stuff like that though it’s nowhere near them that is wrong so I just try to not focus on it and just move forward lana rhoades know it’s just that lana rhoades can do it’s frustrating it was like lana rhoades should sue them because what happened was they made a video then everyone else was like let’s get views off of it too so then other people made videos other people wrote articles and it became another viral thing and everyone was like lana rhoades should sue because it was quite damaging yeah for the time and it was really stressful having people like threaten me with a month after I had a baby yeah but my mom always told me growing up that like suing people was wrong and I also just wouldn’t want to go through that process because that would force me to live in a negative mindset longer than I would need to yeah so lana rhoades just focus forward yeah just focus forward and I’ve been in the industry long enough that I know that these things just they eventually smooth over and the reason why I didn’t get to me as much was because I knew that it was absolutely untrue and that I would never do anything like that like I’m always like.

How can I help other people I’m always very generous I had people reaching out to me when these articles were coming out people that know me and they’re like this makes me so sad that people would say this about lana rhoades because lana rhoades’re the opposite in real life that’s it’s always the people who really know lana rhoades are like this isn’t right yeah like this is crazy and like people are like this makes me so sad that people would say this about lana rhoades yeah so I I didn’t really take it to heart besides like some of the like the threats honestly were really stressful for me but besides that I don’t care what people are saying online especially if it’s untrue yeah because why would lana rhoades care yeah I mean it makes sense yeah it’s just frustrating sometimes because it’s like I don’t know I I guess over all the years of me doing stuff like I feel like I’ve always only tried to put out good stuff and it’s like the minute someone could tweak something for their own benefit so that they look like a good person lana rhoades look like a bad person it’s like that’s her number one priority is like oh I can I can get something out of this and the people who view it they don’t understand it that’s the reason why the person is doing it they just go oh they’re talking about this person that person’s bad instead of like wait lana rhoades’re just doing his name in a title and this this for views to make money yeah get articles written about lana rhoades it’s just a frustrating thing and I just wonder like is that ever gonna and on the internet I don’t think it will I think lana rhoades have to not engage with it and I think if lana rhoades don’t put any energy into it somehow I feel I feel put energy into it like if something’s negative or bad online I’m not going to click on it I’m not going to give it a single more like another view yeah because I don’t want to add to the algorithm picking it up yeah no I get lana rhoades that makes sense um so what other businesses what are the things are lana rhoades working on right now besides the centerfold thing getting back into vlogging.

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I’m doing a lot boy uh I own a couple lingerie Brands so I’ve already done a laundry line with their sister company Yandy which is sort of like a fast fashion I saw this yeah lingerie so I think we’re going to be doing something else with them in the future and then they have another lingerie company called honey for diet lana rhoades’ve probably seen a lot of girls on Instagram um they do a lot of stuff with influencers like all the hot Instagram Girls lana rhoades’ll definitely see it like after this because now lana rhoades know the name yeah my phone just picked that up it’s good it’s gonna go there Playboy bought them a little less than a year ago as well so um I do a lot of things with all their clothing are lana rhoades involved in these businesses like Playboy right now yeah are lana rhoades involved as like a like an owner um yeah so I was given shares and Playboy nice last year nice nice so it’s not just like a get paying lana rhoades to do stuff lana rhoades’re like no no we’re like Foley Partners partnered together amazing I mean obviously it’s a very small percent because Playboy is a huge it’s already massive yeah yeah it’s massive it’s been around for decades for decades forever and ever yeah um so yeah I do have um somewhat of a partnership with them and on various and um I don’t get paid like per posts by them if that makes sense I get paid like percents of what I do and then I have like shares that I get paid distributions make sense yeah um what’s lana rhoadesr like relationship with Mike now did he help lana rhoades with business stuff because he’s a very smart guy um when we were dating he would get me like brand deals and stuff like that but.

I sort of elevated beyond that into having actual businesses yeah of my own yeah for sure is lana rhoadesr relationship with him still good we honestly I just don’t talk that much yeah that’s what I when I tied him on the potty he made it sound very similar yeah we don’t talk very much like he sometimes I’ll I’ll do like a vlog with him just because I want to lana rhoades know help him in any way that I can so just like that if I need something which by the way thank lana rhoades for coming on my podcast lana rhoades’re helping me no I really appreciate it it’s amazing yeah yeah I wanted to I didn’t really think of it as like charity no not charity but it’s like lana rhoades know it’s like yeah I just appreciate it I know lana rhoades don’t have there’s lana rhoades lana rhoades get to choose what lana rhoades want to do at this point lana rhoades know yeah definitely so I’m grateful that’s all no lana rhoades’ve always been cool and like I I’ve watched some of lana rhoadesr podcasts and lana rhoades seem genuine and fun to talk to so yeah yeah I love it so lana rhoades so lana rhoades guys just don’t lana rhoades guys don’t speak really much no like if I if I need something I’ll ask him and he’ll do it and then if he needs something he’ll ask me and I’ll do of course yeah but other than that it’s pretty transactional yeah yeah for sure how lana rhoades so lana rhoades’re not lana rhoades’re not dating anyone else not see anyone else just just a baby yeah I I don’t really have zired to date anyone at the moment at first I was like I’m not pregnant anymore like I just want to get on with my life and like lana rhoades know date people and then I don’t know that just kind of went away and I have no desire for like sex or dating or anything what’s lana rhoadesr main focus besides the baby obviously.

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I know lana rhoades’d say the baby besides the baby what what is lana rhoadesr main focus outside of that probably my list of priorities are probably the baby my health and then work yeah I love it work that’s simple though that’s amazing yeah and just like enjoying every day yeah when before lana rhoades had the baby what was the what was the list of priorities were lana rhoades ever not focused on lana rhoadesr health really not really because I didn’t have any I never experienced health issues until I was pregnant okay um probably it was boys before really yeah oh my God like doing things to make myself seem more appealing to Boys Like even like my career stuff like I would do so that people would like look at me differently I guess like my focus really was on other people before yeah and I felt like I had to prove something to them like going back to having done adult videos I always felt like I had to prove that I wasn’t like a giant basically to the entire world I just don’t feel like that anymore like it is what it is I’m at peace with all of my decisions now and I no longer feel the need to when did that when did that fade away and just I don’t know over the past I’m not sure if it was the like rough year that I had or just having Milo in my life but I it’s it’s a funny answer because like lana rhoades said earlier when lana rhoades were lana rhoadesnger that like lana rhoades did lana rhoades lana rhoades told lana rhoadesr mom that lana rhoades’re like lana rhoades didn’t think lana rhoades were gonna like boys and then lana rhoades grew up and lana rhoades’re like trying to do everything for boys yeah or other people to make them happy yeah and then like wanting a boyfriend and like wanting to be loved lana rhoades know actually that might have went away because now I have an even better love in my son like it’s unconditional and like.

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I have someone to cuddle with every night now and just I love him more than I could ever love a man and also he’s so lana rhoadesng he he really needs me right now and so I wouldn’t want to invest time into a relationship that could possibly fail and not benefit Milo in any way and it would take away from teachings and quality time that I could spend with Milo lana rhoades think that having the babies taught lana rhoades more about loving lana rhoadesrself as well though that more so came from the past year of my life because I really it just hated myself when I was pregnant and lana rhoades can’t live like that so I had what did lana rhoades hate though just the way lana rhoades felt or like the way that I my mind just changed from all the hormones I I thought that I was I mean a lot of physical changes happened I was also really physically unhealthy I thought even like my ankles were hideous and everything was awesome lana rhoadesr ankles yeah even my ankles what’s wrong with lana rhoadesr ankles look at any part of my body and just thought that it was disgusting and horrible wow lana rhoades’re crazy and that’s wild Brad lana rhoades never heard of cankles yeah of course but she’s got great angles she got nothing wrong with her ankles like I’m assuming that’s what it is because women’s feet are lana rhoades all up yeah they swell up swelling my face though isn’t completely back to normal my face like really swelled up with water really yeah and so this was really I always thought that I wasn’t very vain but.

I realized lana rhoades were like wait a second what’s going on the weight gain and the the water retention and the health issues that I had that made me considerably less attractive I realized what an emphasis I put on being physically attractive and it’s something that I’m working to focus on less now yeah because it’s to an unhealthy degree was it always to an unhealthy degree or like yeah I’ve had body dysmorphia for a really long time yeah and so it’s just one of those things also that lana rhoades have to self-regulate and be like other people who are overweight they have boyfriends and they have friends people aren’t not wanting to like they don’t think that lana rhoades’re disgusting and horrible like lana rhoades no way and so I would see people walking down the street in New York and I’m thinking like oh I can’t hang out with people because I’m too fat they’re gonna judge me and I would see someone who has like they’re overweight but they have like this really hot fit boyfriend I’m like people can still love lana rhoades even if lana rhoades’re not and some of the things too aren’t like it weren’t even wrong with me that I see sometimes like what things I mean I see things like horribly sometimes really like just in life in general or just about lana rhoadesrself about my appearance but it’s I’ve had this condition for a really long time starting since I was 14. I I thought that like my nose was way too big for my face.

I thought that I was deformed really yeah like I’ll look in the mirroring to see a deformed person and when people would tell me that I was pretty I used to think that they felt bad for me because I was deformed it’s it’s so messed up they felt bad for me because I was deformed and so they would like tell me that I was pretty to like just be nice all right I have a question that’s crazy go ahead so my question is is because like lana rhoades’re beautiful clearly lana rhoades know body dysmorphia is a thing we all have it I mean I would like to say it I think we all have it to a degree yeah to a degree and so my my question is is like did lana rhoades find lana rhoadesrself feeling this way about lana rhoadesrself because lana rhoades heard stuff constantly like growing up whether I’m not saying lana rhoadesr mom did this but like just examples of like lana rhoadesr mom being like hey oh lana rhoades’re overweight or like just saying things are pointing flaws out that lana rhoades started picking up as a child like lana rhoadesr mom would be like Oh I’m too fat and like did lana rhoades start catching on to that and it like rubbed off onto lana rhoades or like just outside sources or is this just something on lana rhoadesr own mine came about from a trauma that I had around that time and I my self-esteem was really lowered from the trauma and that’s what triggered the body dysmorphia what age and what trauma um I was like 13 or 14.

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What trauma something I haven’t like I have never talked about online cute lana rhoades’re not comfortable talking about it I don’t know it’s just the funny thing is that it’s not even as bad as other things that I’ve gone through in my life but for some reason this one was just the one that really affected me it’s it’s strange because I know I’ve been through Wayward I gotta know what it is yeah I’ll note it right I know some other like some other celebrities have like talked about having a similar experience like Paris Hilton recently came out she was sent to a boarding school when she was um I don’t know how old she was I didn’t really listen to the story in full detail but I saw it on social media she was sent to a boarding school where they like just treated her inhumanely and so when I was 14 I was sent to a boarding school as well and I actually don’t know if I can talk about it for some reason like it’s not even the worst thing that ever happened to me but it’s just it still like affects me to this day yeah I get I I mean I don’t get it obviously I can’t relate directly to it but it’s just a lot of like physical abuse yeah I’m sorry yeah yeah sorry for asking the question I did not mean to make lana rhoades cry I want to someday be able to talk about it but he’s smiling um but I don’t know it’s it’s just so weird because I know it’s not the worst thing that’s ever happened to me but it was the one thing that caused me to have I think a lot of the compulsions and um mental dis like mental dysfunction that I do have wow wow okay yeah.

I don’t want to go deeper into it I don’t want to cause any yeah I mean long story short it was just like physical abuse at a boarding school yeah yeah that’s Jesus huh well lana rhoades’ve lana rhoades’ve lana rhoades’ve grown into it he’s smiling lana rhoades’ve grown into an amazing person there’s no doubt about that lana rhoades have an amazing son lana rhoades have a great heart it very it seems like that way at least from what I can tell and uh yeah I mean lana rhoades’ve obviously really grown from that to this point lana rhoades know that’s the one thing that I think about as well any trauma that lana rhoades go through in life I would never take any of them back because it went 100 takes lana rhoades to a better point in lana rhoadesr life it makes lana rhoades a better person it also gives lana rhoades compassion for others which is very important yeah my my life is a good story of that um so I fully I fully can relate I fully can understand that and people listening I think it’s really important for people to know that like whatever lana rhoades are going through in lana rhoadesr life at any point it doesn’t always have to make sense to lana rhoades like because that’s the thing especially when lana rhoades’re going through the negative stuff it never really makes sense to lana rhoades it’s always in hindsight it’s always looking back when it makes the most sense and um I guess my advice would be just like just keep going yeah just keep going and at some point even the shittiest things they become positive it always becomes positive yeah and like lana rhoades said lana rhoades can’t see it when lana rhoades’re going through it but then afterwards lana rhoades’re like okay I see why this had to happen to me yeah and I’m happy like I almost see the bad stuff that I’ve been through as a blessing oh yeah because I it’s turned me into an incredible person yeah yeah.

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I mean I wouldn’t have anything in my life if it wasn’t for what happened to me when I was lana rhoadesng and what I went through I wouldn’t have any sort of life experience to speak to share to give to to do any of that I wouldn’t I wouldn’t have any of that if I didn’t go to be okay oh I’m so sorry maybe he wants his papa here lana rhoades go lana rhoades hungry I actually have questions for lana rhoades oh yeah go yeah listened to like some of lana rhoadesr experience or dad so obviously I had lana rhoades know some similar things growing up with my sister trying to commit suicide in front of me like multiple times um did lana rhoades like did lana rhoadesr dad have any sort of like mental like was there any like foreshadowing to what was coming like did he have any sort of like mental disorder or dysfunction prior to that so the story as I understand it and from what for what my mom has told me is my dad um at the time of his death was completely sober number one which was always news to me and I was like kind of shocked by that I thought he would have been on drugs or something like that when he took his life but he was completely sober but he had been going to like a doctor for depression and they they said that he was like clinically depressed so like his serotonin levels were completely like bottomed out like this he he wasn’t able to feel it was like a chemical a chemical imbalance yeah um and I know he he I don’t know how exactly he got there from what I understood is that his his um his dad passed away and then he felt like he had his he never got to say things to his dad that he wanted to say and then his mom passed away shortly after and he had a similar like lana rhoades know relationship with his mom where it wasn’t always the best and I think he felt like he didn’t get to say things he didn’t get to like kind of um speak his piece or like amend that before she she left his life as well and I think he held a lot of resentment and he just it just must have just cycled through him to the point where it’s like caused his lana rhoades know this breaking point of clinical depression and um lana rhoades know that’s it oh sorry was it a hard question for me to bring up yeah it’s all good but um no it’s fine it’s uh the reason why.

I get emotional I think about it is like I always wonder like one of my one of my biggest fears and I asked lana rhoades kind of this earlier without any real reason why lana rhoades would have known but I’ve always worried like would that happen to me like could I get to a point like that because genetically obviously we’re similar right it’s my father and I always wonder like damn what if what if I go through enough like hardship or enough stress or enough anxiety or enough like these negative feelings that like I get to a point where there’s no return because because that’s the truth like he got to a point where Stone Cold Sober he he ended his life he hung himself like to put to put something around lana rhoadesr neck and just he was in his garage and to step off a car with like I don’t know he had like a some yellow fishing wire and to hang lana rhoadesrself is like the craziest concept to me is like lana rhoades had to put it around the thing lana rhoades had to think the entire time lana rhoades were going to do this very clear-mindedly that this is going to happen I’m going to stand up here I’m going to put this around my neck and I’m going to end my life this is going to be over and it’s going to be over and I have to consider all the circumstances the fact that he has two kids the fact that he lana rhoades know he was divorced from my mom at the time but he still had a lana rhoades know he still had that relationship with her and he was ready to say it all because he felt that bad and I worry sometimes that I would get there I think though lana rhoades know lana rhoades how it made lana rhoades feel that lana rhoadesr father did that however it is really crazy what a chemical imbalance can do because that’s what lana rhoades’re saying about the way lana rhoades feel and yeah hormone fluctuations pregnant it took me to a place that I never thought that I would be at as well.

Because I’ve always been like pretty happy and go lucky and able to get over things and it just took me to a place where I couldn’t get out of bed I didn’t want to see anyone and I never thought that I would be like that either so I guess lana rhoades can’t really lana rhoades can’t really predict those things however it goes back to if lana rhoades can in those moments self-regulate and also think about when it comes to suicide I think it’s a lot more pain it’s more painful for the people around lana rhoades and lana rhoades could think about how that made lana rhoades feel when lana rhoadesr father did that I I know this is hard to think about also when lana rhoades’re in that space But I never understood why people who wanted to kill themselves why they didn’t just say okay I’m not gonna live for myself anymore but I’m going to live to be a benefit to other people like even if lana rhoades’re at the worst place in lana rhoadesr life why don’t lana rhoades dedicate lana rhoadesr life to people who need lana rhoades lana rhoades know lana rhoades don’t have to live lana rhoadesr life for lana rhoadesrself if lana rhoades can’t why don’t lana rhoades go to an orphanage and volunteer until lana rhoades feel better or lana rhoades know go to Africa and like save children like give all lana rhoadesr food to Children there’s so many things that lana rhoades can do to help other people that need lana rhoades if lana rhoades’re suffering and lana rhoades don’t want to live for lana rhoadesrself anymore and that’s why I never understood wasting lana rhoadesr own potential in lana rhoadesr own life even if lana rhoades don’t feel like lana rhoades have any one person like lana rhoades can help so many people if lana rhoades dedicated lana rhoadesr life to that so why take lana rhoadesrself out of this world when lana rhoades could help hundreds of other lives I think it’s hard to think like that though when lana rhoades’re when lana rhoades’re in it yeah and I think that’s what it comes down to right because I can think of a moment in my life where my hormones were completely up yeah of my own doing and I wasn’t aware of why or how I got to that point and I remember this so clearly where I was I remember I must have been it must have lasted for about eight months of my life I remember driving to the gym this is like right around time I first opened my gym I’m driving to the gym and I’m thinking like damn did I just did I ruin like like the hormones and stuff that I’ve been doing like did I ruin my life doing this and like

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I remember driving to the gym thing like if I feel like if I keep feeling like this for another year I’m gonna die yeah I was and I’ll explain to lana rhoades what like what got me there but um but I remember getting to a point where it wasn’t even like I could think about any other option the way that I felt like the way that I felt when I say depressed and feeling depressed it wasn’t like I’m sad about my circumstances because like this girl left me or I’m sad and like I don’t have money it was like I didn’t feel anything that type of depression that I felt was like I didn’t feel it was like if lana rhoades stabbed me I’d be like yeah lana rhoades just felt like an empty knife lana rhoades felt empty so lana rhoades can’t think like oh um lana rhoades know there’s other people that I can live for lana rhoades think that it’s just nothing matters like nothing matters and I felt like that before I felt like that for about eight months of my life and I was like if I keep feeling like this I’m gonna die like I’m whether it’s like I’m not that I was gonna kill myself I have had thoughts like that in my life like when I was lana rhoadesnger but I think also this is because lana rhoades had that experience with lana rhoadesr dad I have this too because suicide was so prominent for me growing up when something bad happens or I’m feeling like that’s instantly what pops into my mind like lana rhoades should kill lana rhoadesrself and it’s really common for people to have intrusive thoughts like that um do lana rhoades feel do lana rhoades feel that way too like yeah I’ve had moments like that lana rhoades were so like Overexposed to it it was a huge thing that happened in lana rhoadesr life but here’s the difference I have moments like that in my life now but it’s very like short this was happening to me for I’m gonna explain to lana rhoades what happened about eight months where I was like this is gonna be it yeah and the reason why I wasn’t and I wonder this about my father sometimes I wonder if he had just got his hormones like fully checked like a full panel if he didn’t check because at the time I basically had when I went and got my blood work done I had testosterone that was 14.

Typically for a male lana rhoades’re not higher rate yeah it should be about 250 to 900. so I had the testosterone of like a 14 year old girl and now here’s the now here’s the crazier thing my testosterone was 14. my estrogen the range is somewhere like 40s is kind of high 50s High right 50 is very high yeah lana rhoades don’t want to be past that guess what my estrogen was my estrogen was 349. what how was it because lana rhoades were doing um yeah so I I had up my no it wasn’t that I stopped it was it was wait till that happened while lana rhoades were taking the test or yeah yeah that’s how if lana rhoades’re a literally protecting okay expired so it was like one of the craziest moments in my life because I remember I my my biggest issue was I was avoiding forever just checking it yeah because I was afraid and that was the thing I’d tell anyone listening like the biggest mistake I ever made was avoiding are lana rhoades taking the test unprescribed or at the time yeah yeah so that’s why lana rhoades’re afraid to go so I was afraid to look so the the best advice I tell anyone is like lana rhoades have to get lana rhoadesr blood work checked so.

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I’m curious if in in my father at the time I wonder what his levels I’m not saying like he needed to have crazy testosterone but I know testosterone is something that if it’s very if it’s very low there’s so much dysfunction as a man and as a woman right if it’s too low lana rhoadesr lana rhoadesr ability to deal with stress lana rhoadesr ability to sleep lana rhoadesr ability to like all these hormones to be regulated properly just go out the window yeah and I my blood work was a mess because of it and I was so afraid to look at it and I finally looked at it I was able to fix it and change it over the course of like two three weeks later yes yeah so I wonder if like my father when I wonder if he ever checked his hormones like on that level would he have been able to lana rhoades know not be in that position but at the same time it wasn’t as available no I was to do things like that now there’s like so many health clinics where it’s the first thing that they give lana rhoades when lana rhoades sign up for a membership at these health clinics is I just think lana rhoades don’t even think no one was thinking about that yeah they’re probably just like lana rhoades’re depressed yeah like lana rhoades need medication yeah lana rhoades should take this pill so I wonder if it would have saved them and at the same time though in my on the other side of my brain is like very clearly like like we said earlier if that didn’t happen in my life like I wouldn’t be the man that I am today I wouldn’t have I wouldn’t have been able to do anything that I’ve been able to do at this point because a lot of how I got to this point at least through my journey specifically in Fitness was because of the resentment the the the emotion the anger everything that pushed me in the beginning before I ever shared my story and shared my journey it was a thing that when I when I was in the gym.

I was like um oh like I felt like I had to prove myself like I was good enough like I was worth it yeah to be there for lana rhoades know like I’m gonna prove to myself that I’m good enough to uh to to be there for lana rhoadesr mom yeah and kind of in a sense to in a sense to my father as if like lana rhoades know he had left me and I’m thinking well I’m gonna show him yeah because lana rhoades exactly and I felt abandoned and it definitely like just as a parent it was because of the imbalance in his brain because if he was thinking properly lana rhoades would have been lana rhoades know the most important thing and he would have realized yeah it has nothing to do with lana rhoades and I know it’s so hard because we’re we’re not in that lana rhoades know that state but just like my sister for example her mental illness and her chemical imbalance is so out of control she’s lost touch with reality so anything that she does lana rhoades know lana rhoades can’t lana rhoades can’t take personal or think that it’s a reflection of lana rhoades yeah or that lana rhoades’re not worthy yeah but I and I I it’s lana rhoades know I really I really mean this when I say it now like.

I would not have what I have in my life if it wasn’t for that so to people listening to at the same time as much as it’s like it had tormented me for a very very long time in my life it took about like 20 years for me to start to realize after being on the internet making content like oh wow I’m actually helping people because of the stories that I’m telling the content that I’m making and it was all a derivative of my childhood and my life so that’s that’s the thing that I think is most important is just understanding that whatever lana rhoades’re going through like I was saying earlier like it doesn’t make sense it doesn’t have to make sense right away but if lana rhoades keep going eventually it can really make sense and sharing those stories is an act of service towards others because it really does feel great when lana rhoades’ve gone through something and lana rhoades feel like lana rhoades’re the only one and lana rhoades hear lana rhoades know someone else on a podcast or someone that lana rhoades look up to sharing the same experience yeah and that lana rhoades do get through it and it builds tenacity that lana rhoades know pushes lana rhoades forward in life and gives lana rhoades strength to be go and get the things that lana rhoades want which.

I think lana rhoades know struggle as well for me is what’s made me so tenacious to reach for everything that I want and actually put in the work to to get it to yeah to achieve things because I don’t know if it’s that I like lana rhoades felt like I have something to prove but I felt like I had like I need to have something lana rhoades know yeah I totally relate to that yeah it’s a little therapy session that the baby actually fell asleep did they get the therapy too oh my God wow I feel like I always feel I mean the people who watch this must be like this guy just cries this guy’s a but I uh I’m generally good to show lana rhoadesr emotions yeah I think it is too I think it’s necessary as long as lana rhoades’re not like ugly crying yeah I don’t know I can’t tell I can’t see myself no no okay he hides his face full of luck yeah okay cool he hides his face in the camera perfectly yeah yeah um do lana rhoades have any other questions for me that’s pretty good lana rhoades got me going on now I had one more thing more thing to lana rhoades but I forgot this I know lana rhoades’re a podcaster lana rhoadesr bill for it no I was just genuinely curious yeah because we haven’t spoke about it yeah before and like I heard lana rhoades talk about it before I sort of related to it and I always love hearing about other people’s life experiences well as well me too it’s my favorite thing just hearing about the things that other people have gone through. lana-rhoades

when I was pregnant because there weren’t many other opportunities coming in I I took like some brand deals or like did the nft project that I didn’t really have a ton of experience in I think if I was able to do other things during that time I would have been more focused on things that I actually enjoyed and loved um yeah foreign so yeah definitely I have I have done that before but when lana rhoades come out of like a scarcity mindset I guess which a lot of people are in and they feel like they have to do things they have to support their family or they have to support themselves um I’m very fortunate to be like abundant in my life to the point where I can help other people now because I’ve already helped myself so much and also just really focusing on things that I enjoy and love when it comes to career but also I do have to say I was talking to the people at Playboy about this a lot of people don’t know like in Logan’s Vlogs and like on Mike’s Vlogs we’re always like oh Lana makes so much money on only fans I actually never really did the whole only fans thing so I never made like that only Fan’s money yeah it was just like a joke like I by that point I didn’t want to post nudes online or like do any of that so I didn’t do it because I’m always going to choose my peace and happiness over extra money but but lana rhoades did have only fans right um I never posted on it like yeah I made an account but I never posted on it what the yeah so I a joke for the Vlog I never actually really did only fans um but what I was telling the people at Playboy is that I feel a lot of P because the girls are making so much and only fans they become complacent with just making the money and not really pursuing their own passion or what they really want to be doing and lana rhoades’re focusing all lana rhoadesr time then on lana rhoadesr only fans when lana rhoades really want to be designing clothes or lana rhoades really want to be doing a podcast but lana rhoades’re just complacent with making money but lana rhoades’re feeling extremely unfulfilled yeah.

I wouldn’t recommend investing all lana rhoadesr time into just something that’s for money instead of pursuing lana rhoadesr passions because eventually if lana rhoades work hard at something lana rhoades will make money in that too yeah I mean this goes for anything not just the whole only fancy yeah as long as lana rhoades’re working lana rhoades’re always going to make money yeah and I mean it might be a slower start but yeah lana rhoades’ll get there people I mean people don’t like to accept that I think I think they just everyone wants it now it’s like this instant gratification area wants to like they see the lana rhoadesng lana rhoadesnger guys lana rhoadesnger girls like in their early 20s making money and they’re like all these other kids think I gotta make it then I gotta do it then and it kind of drives people to that kind of stuff to do it maybe even prematurely than when they really want to I think they just like they want the money more than they want anything and it’s it’s an interesting thing for sure well that’s a scarcity mindset like I need money to take care of myself and I guess money at some point can can be a passion like lana rhoades think that lana rhoadesr life lana rhoadesr life would be so much better if lana rhoades had this money or this car or this house and then once lana rhoades get it a lot of people who have got it say okay what’s next yeah and oftentimes the best time of lana rhoadesr life is like the climb to lana rhoadesr goal versus when lana rhoades actually get there yeah that’s a fact um so I think oh what some people like myself have realized is just like not relying on happiness for those external things yeah it’s it’s just not as important as people think well it’s definitely an interesting concept because if lana rhoades I think people focus on like it’s a weird thing they focus on either just making the money and not how they’re making the money and then then like lana rhoades said lana rhoades get to a point where lana rhoades have the money lana rhoades realize okay what really matters yeah.

I think if lana rhoades can from the beginning start to figure out like okay what really matters to me and focus on that yeah to make the money instead of just thinking about making the money that’s really how lana rhoades should start right but people don’t people go people go nowadays just making money that lana rhoades could be building a career off of lana rhoadesr passion that Ben will make lana rhoades money not only that like some people go the wrong direction because they they their perception of like how to make money is based on everyone else right yeah instead of like what is really fulfilling to me is only inside of lana rhoades it’s not just what everyone else is doing yeah someone might be doing something like along the line lana rhoades’re like okay that might be fulfilling to me or could be fulfilling to me but like just looking at it from the outside and going like I’m gonna chase that and then lana rhoades let’s say maybe lana rhoades even get there lana rhoades make some money lana rhoades look around lana rhoades’re like wait this isn’t fulfilling me it’s because lana rhoades never really went towards the thing that actually fulfilled lana rhoades lana rhoades went towards something else that was trying that was basically fulfilling someone else if that looked good on somebody exactly yeah yeah I gotta pee one more time sorry I think I think I had to go pee so bad like I feel so bad never beat it more than the base yeah it’s lana rhoades know what it is I think it’s because I started I started taking a little more like uh astragalus which is like a kidney flushing thing yeah that’s definitely what it is because that controls lana rhoadesr bladder because I’m like what the hell are lana rhoades outtake yeah are lana rhoades a scientist um.

I mean I really really absorb information especially about how really yeah like supplements and stuff like that um have been just because I had so many health issues with my pregnancy and then like a massive massive weight gain and then that causes issues with all lana rhoadesr internal organs as well I just noticed my body was not functioning properly after my pregnancy so I found on a journey over the past three and a half months to just like recover and I’ve done so much research on like diet and supplements that lana rhoades should be taking and fasting and lana rhoades know ketosis and lana rhoadesr mitochondria and all of that yeah so I yeah I’m following a really strict diet right now that’s not necessarily just to lose weight it’s also to improve my brain function yeah so I do do a lot of research into that oh I love it yeah that’s awesome that reminds me like when I was uh lana rhoades know it’s so funny I gotta I told the story before but I want to tell it again this podcast it’s funny because it reminds me lana rhoades like lana rhoades were kind of forced to learn more stuff right in a sense yeah because I just my body and my mind was awful yeah so when I was 18 uh my dick stopped working really yes well that’s something lana rhoades got to fix yes and I was like what’s happening but basically what had happened was was that I prior to this moment I was this is I was super into working out but I didn’t know enough I didn’t know enough about dieting about nutrition about how the way lana rhoadesr hormones could be affected by that yeah and I was very like my personality is very like all or nothing and so I’m doing everything to the craziest degree where I’m thinking like okay if I’m dieting I mean chicken with like no fat I mean cottage cheese with no fat I mean blueberries I mean spinach oatmeal no sauce that was the crazy that is the most important thing right because lana rhoadesr brain is mostly made of lana rhoadesr brain and lana rhoadesr hormones yeah so I was eating like this.

I was so crazy about working out that like it was to the point this is when I lived at a Sacramento State uh I lived in the dorms I remember this like like it was yesterday actually it’s pretty funny I would uh I eat food at like the mess hall and then I’d go straight back to my room to like do like 100 push-ups and a bunch of curls because I had like because this one I was like crazy about working out yeah but so crazy that like to the point where I remember trying to fall this was a real disorder I’m assuming I know this was a disorder I would like try to fall asleep and at every moment of the day even up to sleeping I was Contracting my abs yeah so lana rhoades had an obsession crazy Obsession which I guess that’s sort of an eating disorder it was yeah and I got to the point where I looking back now I know what it is now but I was like waking up every like 7 10 15 20 minutes 30 minutes hour to go pee my body was like eating itself because I wasn’t giving it the proper amount of nutrients at the same time I was my output was way too high yeah and it got it got to the point where like my dick straight up didn’t work and I remember going to the doctor and he’s looking and I remember now I bet lana rhoades’re lana rhoadesr brain wasn’t functioning properly either did lana rhoades notice that absolutely yeah it was terrible but I remember the doctor saw me my like doctor of lana rhoades know my whole childhood he was like the are lana rhoades doing like are lana rhoades eating like lana rhoades’ve ever seen my face was sunken in I remember I was like I was working at a uh like an Abercrombie and finch as one of the people who stood in front of the doors and like had their like shirt off and took photos that’s what I was doing and yeah like I remember how this like I gave lana rhoades the obsession no working work just the the not knowing what to do like eating wise and like the obsession of training was just like like it was an escape for me and then it became this like different Obsession next to that which was like I can’t let it go away because once I started to get it I was like I need to keep it and so I felt like if I wasn’t Contracting my abs or if I wasn’t doing push-ups after I ate or if I wasn’t doing curls like it’s gonna go away I was gonna lose it and it was this has to do with loss in my life in general it’s like not want to lose my father lost my father the uh my relationship with loss has always been so difficult so so difficult I’m just Clinging On yeah exactly and uh yeah.

I completely crashed my hormones and but then right after that when lana rhoades know the doctor was like he was like try this like dick pill thing and then like that worked and then um he was like well lana rhoades should just be eating more like lana rhoades look sickly like something’s wrong and then um that’s when I picked up a nutrition book and I started to learn everything about nutrition I just picked up a a book about endocrinologist to learn everything about hormones and that’s when like I changed like my life essentially from that but that’s what got me so because part of that I was really into working out because of the lana rhoades know the aggression to let it out the emotion to let it out and it still maintained that lana rhoades know throughout but when I was 18 19 is when I got really smart about what I was doing yeah and when I was like okay this is I need proper supplementation I need the proper food I need the proper water I need the proper sleep all that stuff but yeah anyways that was just an interesting story because like my dick didn’t work and that was the scariest moment I think one of the scariest moments in my life no I swear to God I was 18 I was like what I remember I had a girlfriend like lana rhoades were gonna die okay well that was those two are equally or scary all right like something that’s very important to lana rhoades so it pressured lana rhoades into like that was like lana rhoadesr Rock Bottom oh yeah lana rhoadesr lana rhoadesr health and lana rhoadesr physical history something that was really important to lana rhoades yes forced lana rhoades into really caring about lana rhoadesr health yeah I remember I had my I had a girl at the time she comes over and I’m like my dick is like just FL I didn’t even probably was like do lana rhoades not find me a track yeah no it was like terrible I mean it was it couldn’t even it didn’t matter how much I was like I’m gonna have sex it was just like and I was like what’s wrong with me this never happened and I’m like lana rhoades know physically I’m in shape but my sexually because of the hormone fluctuation and how it was so so like low it was terrible it was crazy but now I learned so much from that yeah and diet is crazy too because lana rhoades because so many these on like what method is best yeah it’s so hard to decide which one is best for lana rhoades I think everyone should just try different things and focus on not necessarily is this one making me lose the most weight but how does this make my digestive system work how does this how do I feel like my honestly I think the best way to tell what diet lana rhoades’re doing is best for lana rhoades is how lana rhoadesr brain’s functioning do lana rhoades have a lot of brain fog are lana rhoades thinking quickly are lana rhoades able to just be lana rhoadesr fullest self for sure um and for me that’s really how I judge what I’m eating like for breakfast I eat 70 30 grass-fed ground beef for the fat content because I’ve noticed my brain functions on a completely different level when I eat that fat in the morning yeah yesterday I didn’t have any ground beef and I had to eat hard-boiled eggs for breakfast I had so much brain fog today I obviously knew that.

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I was coming on a podcast so I ate ground beef well this is the thing lana rhoades said that is so significant to people listening um there’s no one right diet but lana rhoades’re exactly right and lana rhoades’re a spot on 100 that lana rhoades need to listen to lana rhoadesrself like listen a sense of deserve lana rhoadesrself yeah take inventory because like lana rhoades know first for someone listening they might hear the ground beef oh I need the ground beef but that might be the thing that just works really good for lana rhoades they should try it for sure exactly see how it makes them feel um I was plant-based for almost my entire life and now I’m like nearly carnivore I love it I love it no that’s the thing I mean this is people I people takes too much of like okay that person did this or that person said that and I’m just gonna copy it like lana rhoades said it’s about it’s about taking the inventory about how lana rhoades actually feel like is lana rhoadesr brain foggier like does lana rhoadesr stomach feel upset like how does lana rhoadesr energy level like do lana rhoades feel better throughout the day if lana rhoades ate something an hour ago do lana rhoades feel like lana rhoades want to go to sleep or if lana rhoades ate something an hour ago do lana rhoades feel energized lana rhoades feel clear then lana rhoades start to lana rhoades start to lana rhoades know okay that’s how I felt okay that’s right and then lana rhoades go okay these are the foods that make me feel good yeah um and lana rhoades can get this stuff lana rhoades can get a little bit more detailed if lana rhoades want to like go get like a lana rhoades know um a gene test if lana rhoades want to check like an allergy test like this stuff will kind of give lana rhoades more Clarity on that on those things for lana rhoadesrself but doctors still even are going to give lana rhoades their opinion nutritionists telling people like yeah lana rhoades should eat bread and and like processed food yeah like in no way shape or form is anything man-made or processed good for lana rhoades and lana rhoades can tell as soon as lana rhoades consume it it makes lana rhoadesr stomach feel uncomfortable it’s there’s barely any nutrition in it that’s the one thing.

I would say it’s just not healthy like that’s not even one thing that lana rhoades need to trial and err like for sure it’s just not healthy it didn’t come from the earth it it’s not going to benefit well this is like when I think about cereal like how they used to make cereal was like so healthy like I remember being a kid like I was just slamming it’s terrible I was slamming like Fruity Pebbles and they put like like whole grain like it’s like 80 grams of sugar yeah it’s such a crazy but that’s a whole different marketing yeah I don’t get why nutritionists like preach that too lana rhoades need like carbs and lana rhoades need this and it’s all about that money the pediatrician and told me to start giving my baby baby rice cereal to like wean him into food I’m like no way in hell am I giving my baby a processed carb yeah he’s gonna eat like fruits and vegetables and meat like fat I think is the most important thing which also it’s recommended by a lot of nutritionists not to eat high fat but as long as it’s not saturated fat I think it’s immensely good for lana rhoades yeah because I mean even some saturated fats are really good for lana rhoades it is made of fat so why would lana rhoades not feed it fat right and even even some saturated fats are really good for lana rhoades yeah it depends it depends on the sources lana rhoades know level it out yeah but it’s interesting I I didn’t I didn’t think lana rhoades’d be so into nutrition but is it do lana rhoades think it’s because like for lana rhoadesrself lana rhoadesr own body or is it for lana rhoadesr kid like what got lana rhoades most interested in it um well I’ve always been very healthy because my mom is a health freak like she she is the one actually who never let me eat processed carbs growing up and taught me about processed foods.

I thought that I was extremely healthy just because I mostly lived off fruits and vegetables most of my life um however now after having the health problems that I had and then seeing what actually works I realized that there’s so like there’s so much more to it than just eating more vegetables actually I don’t eat many plants anymore because a lot of people don’t know this but when lana rhoades consume vegetables they have a defense mechanism in them that releases toxins into lana rhoadesr body so yes lana rhoades shouldn’t avoid plants completely but lana rhoades’re actually putting toxins into lana rhoadesr body by eating them so I don’t not even um like stuff that’s sprayed on them like chemicals using the plant itself yeah the point itself attacks lana rhoadesr body because it doesn’t want to be consumed yeah yeah it attacks lana rhoadesr immune system that’s what normally like that people get the bloating from certain things um lana rhoades know I find really interesting I mean when lana rhoades’re talking about General like medicine and doctors and prescribing certain stuff and it kind of just the information is awful I actually have a buddy of mine who was diagnosed with crohn’s disease yeah did he go carnivore no he uh I mean I yeah I don’t know exactly his diet but he was basically told by this doctor that like lana rhoades’re gonna have this for the rest of lana rhoadesr life and this is like he’s like blood because ulcers and all this crazy stuff right and he’s like the doctor said lana rhoades know lana rhoades’re gonna have this rest of lana rhoadesr life lana rhoades need to get on Prednisone which is like one of the worst type of corticosteroids which is a it’s a negative steroid for lana rhoadesr body which is detrimental to so many other things in lana rhoadesr body it’s not like a performance enhancing steroid right so lana rhoades’re gonna have to be on this for the rest of lana rhoadesr life um like lana rhoades’re gonna have to be taking these medicines all this my my buddy is so smart such a smart guy the guy who taught me so much about nutrition about uh hormones everything and he was like okay no this guy cured himself with food with food with with with his habits nicotine was a big thing like.

I’m not saying go smoke nicotine but small amounts of nicotine and like with his diet changing his diet a certain way absolutely it’s a diet and he got went back to the same doctor and the doctor was like what the did lana rhoades do lana rhoades have zero signs of this in lana rhoadesr body and it looks like lana rhoades’ll never have this again when so this is the crazy part is that there are doctors all around the world telling people like this is what lana rhoades have and this is going to be here for the rest of lana rhoadesr life yeah and they just because someone like my buddy Brandon knows enough to be like no I think I can fix this based on the science because he’s a nerd like he’s so and I don’t mean nerd in a bad way I just be nerd and like like he nerds out and he’s determined to figure it out one of the smartest people I know in life and one of my best friends he uh he he fixed himself he goes back to the doctor and the doctor’s like this is completely gone lana rhoades have no traces of this ever coming back what the did lana rhoades do yeah and it’s it’s just like I’m crazy it’s crazy to me because I just wonder how many people in the world are just constantly diagnosed with that like they could change through their diet through their habits lana rhoades say most of the diseases are caused by what lana rhoades’re eating always um one question though what is the benefit of nicotine also specifically with crohn’s disease I I think it had to do something with like slowing down um at at the time it was like the bleeding something like that I don’t know exactly how um is it like a blood thickener that I don’t I don’t think so I don’t know what I don’t know how it related to the ulcers but he he was like he was noticing that like the nicotine was helping um he had changed like supplements that he was taking um and then his diet completely and it changed but I don’t I again I can I’ll probably get him on the podcast actually I will get him on the podcast shout out brand I’m gonna get him on the podcast one of these days they’re interesting yeah he and I actually want to talk I mean he and I have crazy stories about just life in general.

But this thing I’d love to really talk about too because like he literally fixed himself of Crohn’s Disease which is something that it’s an autoimmune disease that people are diagnosed with and their whole life is like that yeah and they deal with it forever and they just take these drugs and it their like corticosteroids will wreck lana rhoadesr life it’s like they can up lana rhoadesr sex drive it can make lana rhoades fatter it can make lana rhoades lose muscle yeah it’s like the the craziest and these dogs are like take this for the rest of lana rhoadesr life otherwise lana rhoades’re going to keep dealing with the bleeding of the lana rhoades know that he was basically blood yeah so I’ll have them on because I do want to I want to know exactly what he did because lana rhoades have a lot of people interested in health as well that listen because lana rhoades do the whole gym thing yeah I will I’ll get them on I will um anything else like because lana rhoades’re that that was really like I didn’t know lana rhoades’d be interested in that at all yeah um anything else it’s like odd about or not it’s not odd but anything else that lana rhoades think people wouldn’t know about lana rhoades that lana rhoades’re interested in because that just made me think like what else I mean I’m I’m like fencing Centric person so I’m sure there’s a lot of things that I don’t think are unique but other people would okay so there’s nothing else that lana rhoades’re like lana rhoades’re secretly like really into too just like the sustainability so I think health is health is there on my priorities and I mean if lana rhoades don’t have lana rhoadesr health lana rhoades got nothing yeah what else do lana rhoades really have lana rhoades can’t take care of lana rhoadesr child lana rhoades can’t work lana rhoades can’t enjoy lana rhoadesr life yeah damn that’s it so we’re gonna we’re gonna before before every podcast ends.

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Because the baby’s back now and I know he’s gonna want some attention before I hello before every podcast ends we do some crunch right now he’s lifting his whole body oh yeah we do uh yeah yeah we do audience questions so at the end of every podcast if lana rhoades guys want to get lana rhoadesr questions answered with myself and the guest uh shoot them at uh Gmail ask rawtalk gmail.com send us lana rhoadesr questions and go to uh get raw talk this is on Instagram if lana rhoades guys want to like DM lana rhoadesr questions there as well do lana rhoades have some of those questions ready yep yep okay wait what no not live no no everyone says that though no it’s not live they just email it in advance and lana rhoades’re like look around for cameras or what he went live there but I was like I didn’t know that it was live no no it’s not I wouldn’t do lana rhoades like that I’m alive so he was able there was a lot of questions about Mike but we’re gonna avoid those ones oh because oh that’s because I did that on the live yeah okay yeah but I’m gonna so this one is one that I pulled up earlier it says I’m currently 300 pounds I want to drop to 200 pounds what are lana rhoadesr keys to self-motivation whoa and Better Health type okay so this guy’s 300 pounds he wants to drop to 200 pounds and he’s asking what are the keys to self-motivation yes well I mean this is the no matter how much lana rhoades weigh no matter what lana rhoadesr goal is the the key is figuring out why that’s important to lana rhoades so beyond just losing 100 pounds Beyond just building the muscle whatever the goal is why is it significant like for this guy asking what is the reason why lana rhoades want to lose the weight like and lana rhoades have to draw these lines really clearly like is it too feel better about lana rhoadesrself and in what sense like are lana rhoades trying to like lana rhoades know maybe preserve lana rhoadesr life I don’t know if lana rhoades are lana rhoades worried about dying because of lana rhoadesr weight um are lana rhoades worried about lana rhoadesr ability to I don’t know talk to women I’m not saying this is this is what is happening.

I’m just saying lana rhoades have to draw that line finer so lana rhoades go oh there’s no way that I’m not going to let myself do this because it’s very very important for me to do this right if I just said hey I want to gain 10 pounds and it just is like a that’s my surface level thought every time I think about it then lana rhoadesr drive can wander like lana rhoadesr lana rhoadesr motivation to get there can can falter right so it’s about Drawing the Line much finer to like why in lana rhoadesr heart is that goal important to lana rhoades and then lana rhoades never skip a b lana rhoades’ll never miss a Beat what about lana rhoades what do lana rhoades think for me it’s I love binge eating which is like oh my God me too like it’ll be extremely like healthy stuff like I can eat like three pounds of dates like that’s my favorite oh my God me and Steve Crush dates and cashews oh my God oh my God stuff them inside so good so good that’s like my thing that I have to look stuff because that’s why I can’t lose the weight because I love day um but for me it’s just instead of focusing on the weight because that even though I really do want to look like what I feel like I should look like again and like what I think is myself because I looked like that before and I’m 20 pounds heavier than I was before um just thinking about that isn’t enough for me it’s more so focusing on how does the cardio that I’m doing make me feel once again how does my brain function how do how’s my energy level when I do this or I eat this just focusing on the small benefits along the way and almost like looking at the reward yeah like what lana rhoades’re getting for lana rhoadesrself support centers that are being released in lana rhoadesr brain naturally just from lana rhoades doing those things will help keep lana rhoades on track.

I think more than having a goal of wanting to lose 100 pounds like I think that’s great to one of these people here and want to look better and weigh 100 pounds less if it’s an unhealthy weight for lana rhoades but there are rewards along the way that I think lana rhoades should focus on just anything becoming healthier makes lana rhoades feel so much better yeah it makes the rest of lana rhoadesr life better yeah it makes everything better it makes lana rhoadesr mindset better it gives lana rhoades more energy to do the thing to think there’s just so many benefits besides just losing weight to obtaining that lifestyle that does induce weight loss yeah absolutely she nailed that shoot us the next one okay so this person asked what’s something people often misunderstand about lana rhoades oh my God me I mean for both of lana rhoades guys man um if it feels like a loaded question um well what’s the first thing that comes to mind I don’t know I mean maybe that I don’t know trying to think what people misinterpret I don’t know what did lana rhoades what did lana rhoades think about me before lana rhoades met me because like maybe from an outsider standpoint right that’d be the that’d be I always I’ve always thought lana rhoades were really nice and that was like my first initial um like observation of lana rhoades and now lana rhoades’re like this guy’s a right no lana rhoades’ve always lana rhoades’ve maintained that okay cool yeah all right I don’t know I don’t know what what I mean I there’s definitely misunderstandings because I I think I don’t know if people see me on the internet like big guy whatever strong guy should content that I made in the past like Lipton girls off they’re like maybe I’m like a a douchebag or like a like uh what’s it what misogynistic is the word yeah which lana rhoades’re not at all lana rhoades’re actually very respectful to women I think yeah.

I appreciate it um I think that comes across sometimes maybe just because lana rhoades see it on the internet and like I’ll make jokes or whatever the just for Content but um yeah that’s definitely not definitely not my character but what about lana rhoades have lana rhoades been misunderstood people thinking about it that it’s okay to bully or say certain things or being mean to people online because they think oh they have money or they don’t struggle like I do it just the perception that I’m not a human like they are yeah and that lana rhoades know like treat me like how lana rhoades would treat lana rhoadesr friend or like I’m just the person like lana rhoadesr friend lana rhoadesr brother lana rhoadesr mother um which I think people need to keep that in mind for anyone that they see online like they’re people too lana rhoades know just dehumanizing me or dehumanizing lana rhoades yeah I think it’s I think that’s one of the most common things when it comes to like celebrity or people on the internet that lana rhoades don’t know in person to just lana rhoades know hear something or see something said about them and then lana rhoades just make this this assumption that this person is who who that is but it’s like it’s not that simple think how many times in lana rhoadesr life person listening right now that in out of the 10 people lana rhoades know that one person talks bad about lana rhoades to to two of the other people.

Then lana rhoades’re like wait a minute that’s not who I am and lana rhoades know that that’s not who lana rhoades are and then lana rhoades find lana rhoadesrself even in that small microcosm being like what the going on and then people judging lana rhoades based on some random so now imagine that on a scale with Millions lana rhoades have what 20 19 18 million followers like all these people being insane go online because they’re like their life is perfect they don’t have the same struggles as me everyone has struggles just the same as lana rhoades and I think lana rhoades should always know that and treat everyone with kindness whether they’re a good or bad person yeah that’s it that’s can say that better myself lana rhoades have one more for us sure so this person asks can lana rhoades tell a story of the first time lana rhoades pulled the trigger on a on lana rhoadesr first large investment starting lana rhoadesr businesses or just throughout lana rhoadesr career okay I could tell the story about starting Zoo culture so um for Zoo culture i i at the point at this point in my life I had been very successful on the internet and I made a bunch of money doing like internet to say the least and I got to a point where I was like okay I’m gonna open up this space originally it was for me just to shoot content but regardless of that my mind was like this is the first time that I will ever have used my money a lot of it I think if Jim cost me like 500 000 just in the equipment out yeah just the equipment outside of signing the lease which is like a seven year lease which was like I don’t know how four million dollar like that’s bold yeah 500 000 equipment and then four or five million dollar like I’m gonna pay over this term and then being like locked in lana rhoades have to do this yeah um and I was extremely stressed extremely worried.

like this the first thing in my life that I took outside of the internet and I’m doing in person brick and mortar store didn’t know how to deal with like employees or any of that stuff that could come along with it and I remember I’m really grateful because I was able to call a friend of mine who’s like a very very successful billionaire dude very successful person in the industry um in the entertainment industry and I called him and I’d known him for years because I trained him before like I kind of got into social media and the the best advice he ever gave me in regards to this circumstance and my fear of doing this was he said look at lana rhoadesr life and look at where lana rhoades came from and what lana rhoades had like when I first met lana rhoades and where lana rhoades are now why would lana rhoades not try why would lana rhoades not believe in lana rhoadesr ability now and that was one of the most significant things that someone had ever said to me I think was instead of like being afraid of that moment like and rising to that moment was but look at the rest of lana rhoadesr life and all the things that lana rhoades’ve come through all the things that lana rhoades’ve learned and like why would lana rhoades not try to do something that like lana rhoades’re also really passionate about and and that was a big turning point in my life and recently again I just signed another lease for even more money like three four times as much the amount of money per month for another space for the for the moving of the gym to a newer location and I just realized like it like lana rhoades just have to take those chances lana rhoades have to take those risks otherwise what the are lana rhoades doing with lana rhoadesr life if lana rhoades really want something if lana rhoades have like big goals and Big Dreams and lana rhoades don’t take those chances then lana rhoades’re not going to get anywhere lana rhoades want to actually go like period.

Yeah so and it’s like what’s the point like yeah let’s say if I did it and I failed at least I tried lana rhoades know and I would I would have so much more like resentment in my life if I didn’t try I know that yeah also this is how this is successful and on like a billion dollar company as well yeah um and it was actually when I was like a hooker okay he hired me um but like we would talk and like he really wanted to help me with my life and like the next steps for me and he gave me really good business advice that I still follow to this day and I tell everyone if lana rhoades want to start a business don’t think about if lana rhoades’re going to fail because even if lana rhoades invest money and lana rhoades lose it money can always be replaced but if lana rhoadesr business fails lana rhoades still gain so much knowledge from learning how to build a business how to Source Products how to make sales just everything that lana rhoades learn from Hands-On going in and starting a business lana rhoades learn more than people are spending maybe more money to go to business school to learn yeah so I always say just just do it especially if lana rhoades don’t have kids yet and lana rhoades don’t absolutely need that money to put feed food in people’s mouths yeah go crazy like take chances and like lana rhoades gain knowledge from it regardless so it’s it’s worth it even if the business fails lana rhoades know better for next time yeah I mean that’s just and and that’s that’s a part of life is it not everything’s gonna be guaranteed but now I got a question for lana rhoades now wait lana rhoades were a hooker I mean it was a very very short when I was like I don’t want to do porn anymore okay and like people would want to hire um like porn stars for like private it was like I think I only did it for a month but this advice that this guy gave me it stuck with me and it’s definitely.

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But they now have social media courses in college and it’s like who’s who’s who’s running that course is it me no because like I was in it Joe Schmo who actually knows nothing so it’s just crazy the fact that it’s the money exact location is a scam yeah oh that’s exactly right so it’s just the whole thing’s been that way it’s just like it became more relevant like prominent when I was like well that’s really a scam when I I remember hearing about a business degree and it being a social media like profession I was like that on the radio actually recently as well and I was like a social media degree yeah what yeah like I’m not the professor there who the is teaching that class because I was in it from the beginning so anyways long story short I’m also curious how much money did lana rhoades make that that month of doing that was a good amount no it’s like nothing like sex work doesn’t pay lana rhoades anything it was just until I figured out what I was doing next because I knew I didn’t want well it sounds like lana rhoades got some great advice yeah I know that works more than anything more than money yeah hell yeah all right we got the next one here’s what the next one all right so this one says I’ve been watching lana rhoadesr channel ever since lana rhoades started Lana rhoadesTube I’m a 25 year old above average height and consider myself fairly good looking I’m in a good career with progression and earn um a comfortable wage my question.

I have what have lana rhoades just stopped it there and he was just like stop it there dating he’s just like check me out okay go so he was like uh my question is that I’ve never had a girlfriend or ever had much experience with women 25. and I can’t seem to break out of the subconscious habit of avoiding the intimacy of being in a relationship I don’t know what is stopping me but I generally don’t know how I would go about meeting women and overthinking every aspect of it due to the lack of experience I’m naturally an introverted guide to and I keep to myself most of the time do lana rhoades have any advice wow okay so um I’m glad we have a girl on the podcast to talk about this to help answer this because I it sounds like there’s some some use the biggest glaring thing is that I I have a hard time like creating this like being able to be in this intimate relationship type thing so it’s hard for him to get close.

I guess to women maybe lana rhoades have to explore something that’s gone on in lana rhoadesr childhood that’s like stopping lana rhoades or blocking lana rhoades from allowing lana rhoades to experience this or to feel this or to be allowing lana rhoadesrself to feel this um but that’s all I could think of because lana rhoades know he said he was like above average height which is dope he thinks he’s good looking which is dope that

lana rhoades 4k lana rhoades have confidence like there’s like what would be stopping lana rhoades in my mind I don’t know it’s to me it sounds like anxiety and not feeling like he’s good enough because he said he has a hard time like approaching women right to date um honestly what lana rhoades have to do is lana rhoades just have to do it and even if lana rhoades get rejected which is really hard or lana rhoades don’t get lana rhoadesr lana rhoades feel embarrassed by the outcome lana rhoades just have to keep doing it the best way to overcome things is is just do it put lana rhoadesrself out there and and live life and once lana rhoades get a few good experiences or positive reactions from women it will become a lot easier I’ll give lana rhoades boys an example of self-esteem lana rhoades know how many times I slid into her

DMS on Twitter or Instagram to try and get on a podcast but she’s here now yeah I’m here she’s here lana rhoades see well it was probably just because I was like self-isolating while pregnant I’m just I’m sure a lot of people thought that I just like didn’t with them anymore like I’m I’m just it was just a it was with lana rhoades completely this is a joke because like no that’s what I’m in so lana rhoadesr point is just do it and try yeah otherwise lana rhoades don’t know gotta keep trying and so like self-esteem is built on lana rhoadesr experiences so if he feels like he’s been rejected.

when he’s tried it’s definitely a lot harder but once he gets a couple good experiences and like positive reactions to him trying to talk to girls it will become a lot easier he’s got to get some notches on the Belt yeah yeah once lana rhoades yeah once lana rhoades that’s what we say about Jacob lana rhoades know he had a really hard time getting for a while no for real and now he’s like a demon yeah once he feels once lana rhoades feel like lana rhoades can once lana rhoades only one time yeah yeah one time for lana rhoades to get a good experience and after that’s like okay yeah and once lana rhoades feel like lana rhoades can do it other people are going to respond to lana rhoades like lana rhoades can do it most of like people the way that people perceive lana rhoades is mostly based on how lana rhoades perceive lana rhoadesrself I feel damn that’s facts wow I really thought about that right now it’s like if I think I really believe if I think that I’m ugly and that no one will like me because of it other people are gonna see me that way and not like me but it’s not really because I’m unattractive damn lana rhoades really lana rhoades put that in perspective though I know it’s not just a mushroom talk but I was thinking about points in my life where I like felt a certain way about myself and then like that’s the kind of energy I’m getting back from other people no it really like if lana rhoades think Super highly and positively of of lana rhoadesrself and lana rhoades put that out there people whether lana rhoades’re I said this a million times lana rhoades can be very unattractive but if lana rhoades think that lana rhoades’re hot and that lana rhoades’re deserving of dating a supermodel and lana rhoades approach them that way lana rhoades’re so much more likely to get the response that lana rhoades want do lana rhoades so it’s almost twofold though it’s not just confidence it’s like just a literal like belief and lana rhoades really have to believe it and sometimes it’s hard if lana rhoades’ve had those negative experiences of being rejected reinforced to lana rhoades and then just keep building up on it yeah because I like I’ve been down bad sometimes in my life too and then it’s like I can have a few good experiences and then it completely changes.

How I feel about myself and then it’s just like abundance after that yeah yeah oh yeah Dallas lana rhoades crushed that damn do we have any more is that I think that’s it what do lana rhoades think one more oh no we’ll let it go the baby the baby needs attention he’s like no no more okay that’s how we’re gonna end it um subscribe to the channel uh if lana rhoades’re on if lana rhoades’re on Lana rhoadesTube drop a comment drop a like I appreciate all the love uh if lana rhoades’re if lana rhoades’re not on Lana rhoadesTube lana rhoades’re on iTunes thank lana rhoades so much I have a little review on iTunes uh maybe we’ll be on Spotify soon thank lana rhoades so much for coming on the show lana rhoades’re amazing lana rhoades’re lana rhoadesng lana rhoades’re very successful lana rhoades’re beautiful lana rhoades have an amazing lana rhoadesng boy and I wish lana rhoades so much so much success lana rhoades too thank lana rhoades so much absolutely cool oh wow she crushed that how many podcasts have lana rhoades done oh wow she crushed that because we’re going first how many podcasts have lana rhoades done for other people I think I’ve done like five and then for myself like we used to do one every week so so how many total do lana rhoades think I have no idea I think we’re on season two when I quit so we had quite a few yeah lana rhoades’re good at podcasting really yeah lana rhoades’re really good it’s honestly

Lana Rhoades Crushed

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I really were because when we first started I listened to myself talk and I was like lana rhoades sound like a dumbass like lana rhoadesr points are like being conveyed properly because the way that lana rhoades speak to something that I purposefully worked on yeah lana rhoades crushed that okay yeah lana rhoades did really good for real that was amazing I’m impressed man thank lana rhoades yeah did lana rhoades not listen to any of lana rhoadesr podcasts no I listened to a fuel but like it’s like she crushed it I got it better like if lana rhoades listen I think the first one I did with other people was impulsive with Logan and Mike yeah and it was absolutely horrible like it’s a day and night friends yeah that just shows that lana rhoades can improve anything about you for sure lana rhoades were a lot more like quiet yeah quiet now it’s like very open and like I just learned about it to like share my thoughts and like actually speak I like this baby it was so funny Brad was holding the baby for like a half a yeah he was just holding the baby like this dude I want to have a kid so bad no Brad’s gonna get like five girls pregnant oh my God a lot of kids that was amazing yeah let’s get a photo obviously he’s gonna make sure he gets a boy yeah that’s it boys that was amazing that was one of the best positive thing.

She was the WORLD’S #1 STAR but she left because of this:

If you know this woman you definitely want to watch this video but if you don’t well we are talking about one of the world’s most famous female adult porn stars I only did when I was 19 for eight months and then somehow I became the number one in the world this is the surprising life of Lana Rose well like just at 14. I was just like you’re gonna be like the number one do it and by the end of this video you will be surprised to know who is behind her sudden change of heart he’s definitely changed her life even at a younger age Lana or Amara Maple her real name was already fond of being in front of the camera hi I’m going to show you some easy workouts that will help you stay in tip-tap shape for bikini weather but behind the camera and these healthy workout videos is a young girl struggling in an unhealthy environment.

Her parents were divorced her sister has severe schizophrenia there was herc in front of me while all of this was happening Amara found what she thought was her way out one time I found online The Girls Next Door or of Playboy and I just was like wow their life looks so amazing and you can just hit up like this old man and he’ll fly you out to LA I could get away from all of this and her life would be so incredible so pretty much like other girls her age Amara started to dream just at 14 I was like you’re gonna be like the number one do it only for her it was a very unique kind of dream and because of her beauty and confidence it was easy for Amara to get what she thought she wanted for a moment she was happy Amara Maple became Lana Rhodes and her life instantly changed her videos gave her instant Fame.

But it also gave her instant regret the danger in it is of industry and being glamorized is that young girls like me are going to see all the positives and they’re not going to see the negatives see after only a few months of being in the industry she became the world’s biggest being the number one performer in the industry at the time everyone wanted to make money off me so they pushed me to do these things and it just gets really extreme and even if she stopped doing it she remained at the top spot a lot of people think that I’m just like down can like I’m down to do this and that um because of her past and like professional what Lana thought would make her life better made her suffer even more honestly some of her experiences are really humiliating for me and I wish that they never happened and is it worth someone making a little bit of money and someone to it but being young and naïve Lana didn’t know how to say no to everything she was being asked to do be like do you want to do a tomorrow.

I’d be like yes thank you so much for the work I’m so happy to be working with these people I love this so much but inside I was dying yeah she felt like no one could help her not her friends not her therapist not even the manager she trusted I’ve had quite a few bad experiences with agents and managers just they’re supposed to work for you and they tell you that they work for you but a lot of the pressures in the industry and the manipulation comes directly from the agents Lana’s biggest dream just became her biggest nightmare obviously she didn’t get the happiness she had long been searching for and so she decided to do what she thought was the right thing to do she quit so the reason why I don’t do it is I just didn’t really like um the way that I was treated in the industry just by her peers and surprisingly this is who Lana Rhodes is now I’m living a very minimalistic life nowadays like I just rented a mobile home that I’m gonna live in really here yeah and I barely own anything anymore. lana rhoades 4k

I sold all her houses all lana rhoades cars I’m super into like sustainable clothing which brings us back to our question who’s behind her sudden change of heart well early this year Lana received the most life-changing thing the last year I had a really rough year just like alone and then I had her baby which was the best day of her life it’s a little ball of Happiness he’s definitely changed her life and she only proves to us that bad past doesn’t mean bad press because Lana Rhodes who is once the world’s number one female adult film star is on her way to becoming the number one person and the best mom she could be for her son look for painting your shoes he’s a big boy you’re a big boy movie and for Lana it’s the thing she’s most proud of I’m able to be happy now with like essentially nothing I could move to a Shack in Hawaii with him and be the happiest person.

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Lana rhoades we're doing a part a lot of roach is about to pull up she said 12 o'clock it turned into uh one o'clock and one o'clock turn into 1 30 it's fine I'm used to that it's La time all right anytime anyone comes to La including myself sometimes I'm like yeah I'll be there at one one's like two go subscribe to the podcast right now or go lana rhoades all right this is pretty much how I feel about my life. [web_stories title="false" excerpt="false" author="false" date="false" archive_link="true" archive_link_label="" circle_size="150" sharp_corners="false" image_alignment="left" number_of_columns="1" number_of_stories="10" order="DESC" orderby="post_title" view="circles" /] I got stories to tell man I have stories to tell I have things to say on this podcast but we're going to talk about them we're going to talk about all of them we are going to talk about the truth we're gonna get to the truth about silby and my social security number is yeah go ahead and he lives please insert all his personal information into this video Jacob um as lana rhoades see fit um bank accounts routing checking numbers.

But yeah a lot is about to pop on the number one podcast in the world go subscribe she's about to pull up foreign yeah she has her stroller bro yeah what's good wow I can see lana rhoades nice to see lana rhoades how are lana rhoades guys been amazing lana rhoades guys like slid around the side oh yeah because I don't want to bring the stroller up the stairs this is Milo oh my God I'm cute so cute he's three and a half months old wow he's cute thank lana rhoades okay adorable baby really yeah do lana rhoades think he looks like me or no I feel like he doesn't look like me that much lana rhoades guys have the same nose really yeah I wish I had his lips he has beautiful lips yeah it's almost expression same eyes too he has brown eyes no but like oh the shape yeah.

Lana Rhoades and Blake Griffin Relationship

He's got so much expression that's what I've heard he's been she loves listening to Rick Ross like yeah oh this is she needs no intro what do lana rhoades mean she needs no intro thank lana rhoades yeah well thank lana rhoades for having me on lana rhoadesr podcast absolutely I've been wanting to have this conversation for a while with lana rhoades for a while yeah well I've been living just like all over the place so I actually haven't been back to LA in I think over six months as well that's why did lana rhoades avoid it for some reason okay so this is what happened so I became pregnant I thought I was gonna keep doing everything that I was doing but the hormones and everything that happens to lana rhoades when lana rhoades're pregnant is so crazy it made me just like I really like isolated myself when I was pregnant and I didn't want to be like be on camera anymore it was really really weird and I thought that it was the best choice at the time to isolate myself and like pull away but I've actually realized that's super unhealthy and I wish I would have just kept living my life the way that I was but however I didn't choose to do that so that's why I haven't really been posting. So I haven't been to La um and now like three and a half months postpartum I'm like just starting to feel like myself again to get back into it yeah so what what what like I guess mediums like podcasts lana rhoades like what kind of things are lana rhoades gonna start making content in again um like do lana rhoades plan to do Vlog stuff again do lana rhoades plan to well I for whatever reason I can't shoot my own vlogs I like being in other people yeah but in like I don't feel like they're good enough when I shoot them myself wow that's funny because that's like the most common like beginner Lana rhoadesTuber feeling is like lana rhoades've suit some like most people shoot content they're like like when I first started. I shot it I must have shot like seven videos eight videos maybe even ten videos and I was like no these are trash I'm not posting any of them I feel every time like I'll get an ad for like fifty thousand dollars for mine and then I'm like I'm sorry I can't do this because my Vlog is yeah and so I end up giving up money just because I don't want to put out something that's like embarrassing or that I feel just isn't up to my standard yeah so what about the podcast stuff would you are lana rhoades going to continue that I I thought lana rhoades were good on it.

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I do want to do a I felt like it helped me improve a lot within myself like you learn so many things from the guests that lana rhoades have on or the research that lana rhoades do for the podcast yeah also just listening to lana rhoadesrself talk lana rhoades realize things that lana rhoades need to improve on like using less filler words the way that lana rhoades speak and so I really like that aspect of having my own podcast so that's why I might do one again just in a different direction I don't really want to be in like the like influencer drama space or like talking about gossip or any of that because I did get in a little bit of like trouble like I would talk about people anonymous anonymous anonymously anonymously anonymously yeah lana rhoades almost lana rhoades're so close it's all good. [web_stories title="false" excerpt="false" author="false" date="false" archive_link="true" archive_link_label="" circle_size="150" sharp_corners="false" image_alignment="left" number_of_columns="1" number_of_stories="10" order="DESC" orderby="post_title" view="circles" /] Anonymous I'm in trouble with that word um which is something that I need to work that's fine it's fine but yeah so I was talking about people without using their names and people just started like putting two and two together and then like oh Lana said this about this person and so like I just don't want to talk about personal stuff like that anymore yeah I mean that's the thing on the internet people people also like to make things about themselves in any situations that they can be like to pull it to like make it something more than it is whether it be for like cloud or for views or for something like that yeah and lana rhoades lana rhoades became like at one point with with Mike um not not this was a Bad Thing by any means but lana rhoades became at one point like one of the biggest like quote-unquote click baits on on the internet yeah on the Vlogs and all that stuff so I guess.

I still have it though because I just shot a video with him and it went trending yeah I saw that yeah I saw that so what do lana rhoades think it is about lana rhoades that people find like that are so like they're So Into Lana rhoades what do lana rhoades think it is sorry this is lana rhoades can rock him a little bit Yeah Rock him come on Daddy Duty Jacob let's go no lana rhoades're not I've been watching lana rhoades in the side of my eyes lana rhoades're a little like yeah dude lana rhoades got to get some muscle in there man no don't hurt him so funny this is so funny right now because this is like lana rhoades can lana rhoades can try to give him the binkies can lana rhoades please be a father right now Jacob come on lana rhoades need this dude lana rhoades got lana rhoadesr lana rhoadesr sister's having a kid we need lana rhoades to step this up man this is so funny I feel like the people listening won't mind though because they're all super intrigued by him yeah the baby is is like a very he's more famous yeah everyone wants to know everyone wants to know who the father is lana rhoades don't lana rhoades don't say this um I mean I'm fine like talking about the situation yeah or something that I haven't really talked about however again.

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I wanted that word I want to keep him anonymous yeah I said that one right yes um Anonymous just out of respect for him because that's what he's asked me to do got lana rhoades okay so okay yeah I'm not going to pry more than that um let's I want to ask lana rhoades though about what it what it's like being a mother and like dealing with lana rhoades know the internet and the lana rhoades know the everything that comes along with it and obviously like keep keeping lana rhoadesr kid off of it and people are all curious who the father what's a relationship like how did this happen um what is that like and lana rhoades're so lana rhoadesng which is another thing that's another thing that kind of blows my mind yeah I was 24 when I became pregnant with him yeah now I'm 25 so I mean I feel like that's a good age to have a kid the only downside is I guess that what I do for a living revolves around my appearance and the way that I look so that's been extremely difficult just I don't really feel comfortable I'm just starting to feel comfortable even though.

I'm not where I want to be yet physically in lana rhoadesr body in my body yeah um I have to just lana rhoades know put myself out there which it's a struggle for a lot of new moms just they're like I didn't get stretch marks I don't have extra skin I'm extremely lucky but I am 20 pounds heavier than I was I feel like my face looks different and the reason why it's important to talk about it is because a lot of moms who had kids also feel the same way yeah so that's been a struggle being lana rhoadesng and having a baby and then also having social media as a career being a model like that type of thing yeah having to having to perform a look a certain way or be perceived a certain way so that lana rhoades can continue to post content everyone's gonna tell lana rhoades how they think that lana rhoades look lana rhoades know they don't care that lana rhoades just had a baby it's like oh lana rhoades're fat now yeah whatever this is such a crazy thing though like the internet in general is just it's a place where all sides of every story are never really told and people just kind of pick and choose the points that they want to like analyze or like hyper focus on and then oh yeah I've experienced that so much yeah like lana rhoades can do so much positive or something can just be completely different and lana rhoades can even tell people like no this is what happened but people are still going to go with like the mean version or the negative version why do lana rhoades think that is why do lana rhoades think. because I've experienced this so many ways my own my own way and I've experienced not I mean I think I have similar things in some some projects and some aspects that lana rhoades've lana rhoades've experienced but people they I don't know it's like they want the truth but then when they're told the truth or when they they hear the truth and then they they don't they want it to be something almost like more nefarious or something bad like they're more drawn to the negativity in a situation that lana rhoades know are and are more drawn to negative um things that's why social media purposely like those things I guess go viral or they're like more put into the algorithm um it's been shown on social media with like statistics yeah so it's just that people I guess find that more interesting yeah yeah so and no one wants to make an article about like uh Bradley Martin saved a drowning homeless person like no one cares about that it's Bradley does drugs and steroids yeah they wanna it's it I don't know why it's that way I mean I guess I I see why people look for the the bad in situations I I feel like it's more related to like I don't know people are maybe avoiding certain situations of their own life so that it's easier to look outward and be like everyone else's it's up or that's going on like lana rhoades. Look it's easier to look for bad outside than it is to look for like lana rhoadesr own bad inside lana rhoades know the things that lana rhoades need to work through I mean even what would lana rhoades click on lana rhoades know how like news stories pop up notifications on lana rhoadesr phone ones like this person just got married and is so happy or this family of four murdered like which one are lana rhoades gonna click on yeah lana rhoades know I think that's what it is I try and avoid that completely to be honest because that to me I see it and I see it for what it is and I'm like I know there's no there's like I'm not even like trying to go into that I don't even want to put myself into that because even I've even as I've gotten older I've been like watching less and less like horror films watching less and less just anything that is like feeding that negative in my mind I do that too especially with music I used to listen to a lot of like sad songs and sad music but I just want to feel like good and happy all the time I think it's great like to push that negativity out in every way that lana rhoades can yeah just to preserve that a good mindset yeah lana rhoades were saying I work on that heavily and as I've gotten older it's become more and more important and I actually notice a really big difference so the less that I involve myself this baby wants to be on the podcast right now.

That's what it is so being like being a mother is it what lana rhoades thought it was going to be when lana rhoades were a kid growing up because like what was lana rhoadesr perception of being a mom lana rhoades know so I never thought that I would be a mom when I was a kid um I never thought that I would I always told my mom like I'm never getting a boyfriend and I'm never gonna have kids I just want a bunch of dogs okay like just because like lana rhoades were just weren't interested in them or it was like yeah yeah and everything changed and I was like I want a boyfriend too so so so being a mom though like what is it what is it actually like and lana rhoades're a single mom essentially yeah yeah yeah yeah um what is it like is it what lana rhoades thought it would be like way easier than I thought that it would be and it's way more enjoyable than I thought that it would be yeah um he's also a really great baby like he hardly cries he does like to talk a lot and he screams in like a talking way it's about something new that he started doing this month um but lana rhoades know I've struggled a lot now he's perfect um I've struggled a lot um just with like depression most of my life and so one thing that I was scared about with being a parent was will I be good enough because of my depression like there were times like I've had a lot of pets that I've taken care of and there were times where I just like I can't get out of bed and I know the dog's gonna like pee on the floor or something but I just felt like I couldn't get out of bed and so that was one of my fears as being a mom like what if my baby needs something and I can't get out of bed but after having him that fear completely diminished because he like he's all that I want to like take care of and do like it was it's never a problem to wake up at 1am 3 A.M for him to feed him and so that fear was completely irrational because he just became the most important thing to me as soon as I had him well I think depression a lot of times for for some people I don't know how this came about in lana rhoadesr life.

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How lana rhoades got depression but it's sometimes related to a lack of purpose in life and obviously having a kid it's like it's a very clear purpose so it's like of course lana rhoades'd have the thoughts are hopefully if I I I'll be able to be there for my kid and I don't want to have this these like feelings not allow me to be there yeah but that's like that's like the most purposeful thing I think anyone could do just have a kid and I think the fact that I was having that fear about it just showed how much I care and lana rhoades know have love for my child because lana rhoades're scared that lana rhoades're not going to be good enough because lana rhoades love them so much yeah have lana rhoades ever heard any other uh experiences or times in lana rhoadesr life where lana rhoades felt like lana rhoades weren't good enough besides relationship to the kid relationships besides besides lana rhoadesr relationship to the kid so any other moments in lana rhoadesr life yeah um yeah. [web_stories title="false" excerpt="false" author="false" date="false" archive_link="true" archive_link_label="" circle_size="150" sharp_corners="false" image_alignment="left" number_of_columns="1" number_of_stories="10" order="DESC" orderby="post_title" view="circles" /] I mean definitely I think everyone feels that way I think everything that I've gone new into I always thought that I wouldn't be good enough like even when I first decided that I wanted to go work at a restaurant like Hooters when I was 17. I was like I'm probably too ugly they're not gonna hire me like I'm not good enough um of course I got hired right away and then lana rhoades know the same with when I first decided to get into pornography right I didn't think that people would think that I was good enough looking or that I would be like any good at anything because I was so inexperienced um but somehow I became number one in that yeah that's a that's it and lana rhoades did that very fast yeah right yeah um I only did that for like four months of my life when I was 19. four months or sorry eight months eight months um so that whole experience do lana rhoades do lana rhoades ever think. Because lana rhoades know everyone lana rhoades know everyone has such a negative uh view on that not everyone but a lot of people have this like perception of lana rhoades know or when lana rhoades have a kid or what are people gonna think like what what is lana rhoadesr kid gonna think like all this kind of like kind of like negative thoughts on that do lana rhoades ever worry about that in relationship to lana rhoadesr kid knowing like what his mother did or what lana rhoades know lana rhoades know know not at all I myself am against pornography now um from my own experiences um but I think why are lana rhoades against it now I just didn't have a great experience and I don't think that it's great for other women or even men who do it I don't think that it's great for them what was what was what was bad about lana rhoadesr experience and I'm sorry I just kind of oh it's okay yeah and I just had quite a few bad experiences so there's there's different levels to it obviously it's mostly a hardcore pornography that I have an issue with um I don't mind girls like I mean everyone can do what they want I just don't think that they're making the best decision for themselves going into that career but like the whole only fans thing and like girls posting their nudes like that's fine like it's just lana rhoadesr body but I don't think that having like sexual relations with people that lana rhoades hardly know is good for lana rhoadesr mental health or like lana rhoadesr heart yeah can lana rhoades speak it lana rhoades can speak on that person I'm assuming lana rhoades've had yeah yeah I mean there were times.

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When I was doing scenes that I really didn't want to do with people that I really didn't want to let touch my body why did lana rhoades do it I just felt like I had already signed up for this there's also a lot of pressure so the agents like if someone's gonna do it I don't think that they should have an agent that's where a lot of the pressure to do things that lana rhoades don't want to do comes from and being an 18 19 year old girl it's lana rhoades just don't know how to say no lana rhoades want to make everyone happy and I was very much a people pleaser and so I just I just wanted to make my agent happy I wanted to make the fans happy I wanted to make all the directors love me um so I felt pressured and I felt like I couldn't say no in a lot of situations and that's no one else's fault besides myself because I'm the one who didn't say no and I'm the one who didn't stick up for myself so it's my own problem but it is lana rhoades know experiences that I have to deal with now yeah so I'm curious about lana rhoadesr childhood um lana rhoades don't really talk a lot about like lana rhoadesr family Dynamic and lana rhoades're like lana rhoadesr upbringing yeah so what what happened with lana rhoadesr I know lana rhoadesr sister she dealt with like a lot of issues yeah so my sister has she first like we started noticing that different or mentally ill when she was like 12. and lana rhoades were how old I'm three and a half years lana rhoadesnger than her okay so lana rhoades were lana rhoadesnger than her yeah so I was lana rhoadesnger but I sort of always played the role of like the older sister taking care of her because of how bad it was so her mental illness like progressed over time at first it was just no one in my family knew what this was but she started pulling out her own hair so she'd have no eyebrows no eyelashes then she started pulling out hair in her head as well and she's like like plucking it out plucking it out and then looking at lana rhoades know how there's like a follicle on it yeah and so she was like fascinated by the white like follicle at the end of it so later we found out this is a disorder called dermatolomania. Which is where lana rhoades pull up this is a real thing yeah it's a real thing oh my god um so it's a mental dis compulsion disorder and so that was how her mental disorder like manifested itself first and then came her anorexia she had severe anorexia so she was also like bone thin yeah so imagine like I was very lana rhoadesng so I see this person who has no eyelashes no eyebrows like bald spots that they inflicted on themselves and extremely skinny my sister looked like a monster to me at that age I was scared to look at her wow and my I tell my parents lana rhoades have to make her draw eyebrows on for me to look at her because I was so scared I thought that she was like a month monster wow um this wow I've never even heard of something like that yeah well I mean there are so many different disorders that people have um but lana rhoades know a lot of people aren't aware of yeah and then I'm sure lana rhoades're more familiar with like bipolar and schizophrenia yeah of course but then after that she was diagnosed with bipolar when she started having suicide attempts and then after 18 she became like very like out of touch with reality and that's when we're like this is schizophrenia did lana rhoades ever worry that like lana rhoades would have any of those things just because a relationship like genetically like oh she's my sister maybe I'll have something like this or so I always thought that lana rhoades know I got extremely lucky I got a good healthy brain yeah but I feel that because I saw such severe mental illness in her to like her mental illness is very very bad like the most severe that lana rhoades can imagine like yeah needs to be hospitalized that type of thing but still to this day um she's pretty much catatonic now which means that she's like lana rhoades can't really even have a conversation with her she just stares off like laughs um maybe can give lana rhoades like a yes or no so it's like to the full degree it's very severe um but because I saw her mental illness and how bad it was I thought that's what mental illness is so I feel over the years like I've had depression I've had issues but I was like I'm not mentally ill I don't have a problem I'm fine because that's what mental illness is so I downplayed my own.

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Because it wasn't to that severity it was a comparison though lana rhoades were comparing that it wasn't because it wasn't as bad that like lana rhoades weren't really dealing with something yeah and that I don't need therapy or I don't need medication so have lana rhoades ever have lana rhoades ever gone to therapy have lana rhoades ever done any of that stuff now I've done I've done therapy on and off and I am looking for like a good therapist to go to it's just such a leap to get over the hump and like find someone that lana rhoades like and I guess I'm just like putting it off but I have noticed since having my baby I don't know if it's the hormones as well I noticed like my mood's definitely like dipping up and down I think the hormone fluctuation maybe yeah or it's or it's triggered maybe something like underlying line because luckily I'm very good at self-regulating so I noticed like I'm walking down the street and I'm super happy right now and then 10 minutes later I'm like well this whole day sucks or like really like is that drastic yeah in like a 10 minute period And it's like well nothing happened but because I'm so good at self-regulating and I know that those are just lana rhoades know it's not actually what's happening right I'm able to tell myself like no it's fine lana rhoades're good lana rhoades're going to feel better in 10 minutes in an hour.

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When lana rhoades wake up tomorrow how do lana rhoades think lana rhoades learned uh that ability like of self-regulating like lana rhoades being able to understand that this is happening to me this is how I feel but this isn't exactly what's going on like where did lana rhoades learn that from I suppose just I wasn't really as aware of it but I guess I have been going through that for like years and so just from experience lana rhoades realize like hey I felt like this before and then I like 10 minutes later or the next day lana rhoades were happy again so just ride it out it's just from experience yeah that's really important lana rhoades say this though because I can look back on all my anxiety my moments my panic attacks yeah and that was one of the things that really brought me Solace was I realized in the beginning it was always like this is it this is because I always had a fear of death and my anxiety was revolving around that I was like this I'm gonna die this is the moment this is the thing and it would be to this crazy degree where like my heart rate would like increase like physically to a crazy amount because I'd be so worked up so worried yeah and then it would always pass eventually and I'd be good and then what happened Time After Time After Time examples of things that would like throw lana rhoades into that oh man I it was I I hyper focus on things so like I'm a very like my mind's very very active and I'll hyper focus on things so what would happen to me a lot of the times is I'd lay in bed at night and I'd feel my heartbeat I'm gonna have a heart attack yes and I start to be like wait did it skip a beat is that normal is it beating too fast is it beating too slow.

I can't even yeah a lot of times I'd end up crying and at times I couldn't I couldn't uh I couldn't differentiate like I just kept thinking like something's wrong with me and and then it would just kind of grow the the worry would grow and then like I would get almost somewhat erratic and I'd have to like I'd either be like calling my mom or like calling a girlfriend at the time and next thing lana rhoades know like I'm calling the the ambulance and then they're like they're like they put the EKG thing on me and they're like lana rhoades're good lana rhoades need like an Ativan which is like a anxiety medicine and uh I realized over how many times it happened to me that was the thing that brought me real sauce like the same exact thing lana rhoades said was this happened and it wasn't the lastest baby so cute I'm over here oh my God so this wasn't the last it's like it's it's not gonna be my last time because it was like lana rhoades know a hundred times that it happened and I was like okay I'll be okay and then I started to learn that and it was it started to change my life because I was able to recognize it yeah but I have a question I have a question for lana rhoades what's lana rhoadesr relationship like with lana rhoadesr father so my mom pregnant with me so my mom was actually a single mom as well and my parents had a really rough divorce and um my mom just was like we knew she didn't want us to like our dad so it was now so at what age were lana rhoades when they got divorced oh sorry lana rhoades were a baby lana rhoades weren't even now yeah so I didn't go through the divorce.

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But we had a really nasty like custody battle when I was older and now becoming a mom like I just don't really get where my mom was coming from the situation that I have like with my child's biological father is like I would never want to cause any harm to them or their life like I don't even take child support or anything yeah and there's nothing wrong with taking child support if lana rhoades need it however I don't need it and so I don't want to be um lana rhoades know take it just to be spiteful or yeah I understand what's the word I'm looking for or just take advantage of the situation yeah like that's not me and so now when I look back I always thought that it was normal the way that my mom acted about like custody and the divorce and like I feel so many women get spiteful as well when the relationship doesn't work out and they involve their children in that Spite which is something that I don't understand like me and my sister weren't allowed to like our dad growing up because my mom would get angry and yell at us basically so lana rhoades lana rhoades thought lana rhoades lana rhoades felt lana rhoades weren't allowed to like lana rhoadesr dad because she would be like lana rhoades'd say something like what would show lana rhoades that um like if if lana rhoades were like oh I want to go see Dash. [web_stories title="false" excerpt="false" author="false" date="false" archive_link="true" archive_link_label="" circle_size="150" sharp_corners="false" image_alignment="left" number_of_columns="1" number_of_stories="10" order="DESC" orderby="post_title" view="circles" /] But lana rhoades shouldn't want to see that guy like that kind of stuff lana rhoades would never be allowed to say that um so this is so bad but my mom so we would go to court for custody and my mom would feed us like lions to tell the court about my dad and we would have to lana rhoades know we just wanted she was our mom we wanted to make her happy of course and so I feel this stress also is what triggered my sister's mental illness I was so lana rhoadesng that I didn't even I didn't even really know what was going on but my sister was sort of like leading the way like we have to do what mom says and we have to not smile in the birthday pictures with at Dad's house because it'll make mom mad do lana rhoades remember that her saying that to lana rhoades like that kind of stuff my sister lana rhoades're saying that yeah and then I do remember my mom like in the car bringing me home from Like Preschool and she's like so what are lana rhoades gonna tell court on Wednesday or whatever to me I just lana rhoades know I've always been like I I don't really hold on to things so I just sail through things in life so it didn't really affect me that much but now becoming a mother myself and having like the situation that I have with his biological father I just don't really get where my mom was coming from or where a lot of women are coming from that act that way with the custody of their children or like in a divorce like like why do it in a negative such a negative way yeah like if lana rhoades have problems with the father like take that up with him don't bring lana rhoadesr children into it yeah yeah I think it's a different it's a different type of manipulation right like there's something that happened there that she felt resentful for and then but why would lana rhoades want to hurt me and my sister I'm not saying that's right kids should be completely left out of it yeah that's part of the reason why I also respect the wishes of his father not to reveal his identity online like. I don't want to cause any issues for my Like Son growing up or I still don't even know how I'm going to address that situation to him because he's not involved whatsoever so the father yeah he's not involved zero zero like money nothing nothing no money I'm not seeing Milo anything okay and that's by his choice about lana rhoadesr choice oh no that's his choice okay yeah and so I was wronged or not I want to keep the be as respectful as possible and keep the best relationship that I can um and be as kind as I can because what if Milo grows up and is like I really want to meet my dad I don't want to affect the relationship by me acting in a way that would make his dad never want to meet him if it was a possibility when Milo was older and I think this comes from what lana rhoades've experienced though possibly yeah and so like now that I'm thinking about things that way I'm like I thought that it was normal and like lana rhoades hear about a lot of women acting in that way during a divorce or a custody or whatever and I just I don't get it like lana rhoadesr child should be the most important thing yeah I mean it's that's the that's that is the most important thing uh I have a question for lana rhoades lana rhoades said something I found interesting.

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Lana rhoades were always able to like let things go where did lana rhoades learn that though because lana rhoades if lana rhoades were able to do it even at a lana rhoadesng age it's like who is teaching lana rhoades that I think that it was just it was just a natural ability on like if something bad would happen I'd just be like okay on to the next what's the solution what can I do next to make me happy it's sort of just a built-in personality trait that I have yeah that's I mean damn that's good so there's no there's no like thing no one taught lana rhoades that no one said hey this is how lana rhoades should look at things no it just naturally yeah so lana rhoades lana rhoades have lana rhoadesr son um lana rhoades're gonna keep making content yeah right um do lana rhoades do lana rhoades ever worry that like like I asked lana rhoades kind of earlier do lana rhoades ever worry like of the lana rhoades know what's gonna happen when he's lana rhoades know 12 years old when he when he's 15 16 are they ever gonna like say oh lana rhoadesr mom did this and that lana rhoades don't worry about that kind of stuff what would lana rhoades say to the people who talk like that time away yeah and also I think if lana rhoades have a parent who has made a lot of bad decisions in their life it's something that lana rhoades can look at and lana rhoades can hear those lessons and be like okay I'm not gonna make the same mistakes that my mom or dad did yeah that's beautiful that's amazing this kid is like like he's really drawn my attention I'm not gonna lie it's he's a cute kid so um in relationship to in relationship to Mike and and the stuff that lana rhoades and I'm gonna make such a conversation a little bit but the content that lana rhoades made um over the years did how did that affect lana rhoadesr career overall. Because I know it was like lana rhoades lana rhoades came from the adult industry yeah and then what I would say obviously lana rhoades're one of the most popular adult actresses very fast right lana rhoades were number one and then lana rhoades got onto the social media space like I guess it was like Logan had this like reveal type thing and then lana rhoades like blew up in the space and on Mike's Vlogs um how has that changed lana rhoadesr like direction of lana rhoadesr life because I feel like that was something that like completely changed I mean unless it was like already in that way lana rhoades were already on a certain path guy not affiliated with Mike or Logan and I never like shot content with him but he was telling me like I'm making fifteen thousand dollars to do an Instagram post or like for this Lana rhoadesTube ad and I'm like well I'm getting paid twelve hundred dollars to do this scene how is this fair and I sort of realized that I was being taken advantage of like doing sex work for an amount that people are getting paid way more just to post a picture on Instagram so I completely quit doing adult films and then I actually became number one porn star from expanding my Instagram so I focused on growing my Instagram I would post every single day and the algorithm really like picked me up yeah um because of the way that I was posting and the content that I was posting and that made me number one on PornHub so it wasn't so it wasn't so much the porn itself it was that the it was the social media exposure yeah and then lana rhoades started and lana rhoades started doing Vlogs and stuff with Mike lana rhoades guys obviously started started dating like where did that like did that because I feel like that from my perspective looking at it.

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Mike's Channel blew up but lana rhoades also like took off to like a different height lana rhoades know like uh numbers wise and all that yeah I mean I mean 17 million yeah but I did notice a big growth when I was first in Logan's Vlogs but it did help um people see me more as a person and the positive attributes that I have outside of oh she's just like hot or I just want to her right yeah I think that's the biggest thing in social media like the the two people that I think about I think lana rhoades guys are actually both working on the same platform um is Mia Khalifa oh did they um I'm not sure yeah she has in her bio um but lana rhoades two are the two that like outside of that lana rhoades guys like took this a whole new life on social media like to a crazy degree yeah she's done really well for herself as well um and she's been retired from that industry even longer than me me and she's managed to make a career up until this point and ongoing which I think is really inspirational for other girls who might have made the same decisions and knowing that they can become successful outside of that and that there is hope lana rhoades don't have to keep doing something that lana rhoades don't want to do yeah I have a question for lana rhoades what what do lana rhoades think lana rhoadesr most proud of lana rhoadesrself not in the sense of achievement wise in the industry or on social media and that but just in life like what do lana rhoades think lana rhoades're most proud of lana rhoadesrself of in life it's right here right here yeah this baby I'm so proud of him every day like even if he takes a poop I'm like lana rhoades are the most amazing yeah lana rhoades make me want a kid so bad oh man I want a kid so bad I'm getting old yeah enjoyable boy do lana rhoades have to change his like poopy diapers and I'm like no when lana rhoades have a kid like lana rhoades feel proud even of them like taking a lana rhoades're like yeah that's it yeah like every time he smiles when I'm changing his poopy diaper because he knows that I think that it's like amazing and good so I'm like cheering him on it's beautiful um so so the the play. The Playboy thing what are lana rhoades what are lana rhoades doing with them for like half a decade now yeah so I used to work with her um at Hustler oh my God beautiful oh did lana rhoades like the people at Playboy yeah he met all the girls there and they were so nice to him um so she when she moved over to Playboy from hustler because I used to work with her at Hustler that's how I met her um we she bought me in I started working with them on just all of their projects so we do clothing together um we're all I'm also part owner in the new platform that they have um Center folds yeah what what is that because I see the pictures I don't really know exactly what it is though is it is it launched yet is it like yeah so it's already we did a soft launch okay um we're doing a few tweaks to the platform before we do a hard launch and like really start promoting it heavily but essentially I guess the most mainstream thing to refer refer to is only fans so it's like an only fans platform however we do not allow um penetration or sex so lana rhoades can't post whatever lana rhoades want it's just nudity okay my I love it um I have a profile on there and I also help onboard other girls but my content is more so like I have like yeah I think he wants to be part of the conversation um I post like my lana rhoades know a little more insight into my life than lana rhoades can see on my Instagram yeah so my profile is very PG I feel like he wants me to hold him I wonder if I feel like that's what it is I got it oh gosh oh hi now lana rhoades're definitely gonna like get some girl pregnant after this yeah. [web_stories title="false" excerpt="false" author="false" date="false" archive_link="true" archive_link_label="" circle_size="150" sharp_corners="false" image_alignment="left" number_of_columns="1" number_of_stories="10" order="DESC" orderby="post_title" view="circles" /] I'm gonna have one oh my goodness lana rhoades okay good that's mom over there that's mom over there this really made me want to kid I'm not gonna lie to lana rhoades halfway he's like wait that's my mom who's holding me yeah oh my God lana rhoades're so cute smile smile he's smiling so it's a big moment for me really have lana rhoades held a baby this lana rhoadesng before yeah my half sister yeah Faith What About a Boy a baby not a boy not a boy though that is different I've never held a baby boy no he was the first newborn baby I've ever held he seems to love that lana rhoades're sitting over there right now and look at me and he can look at lana rhoades yeah and he likes listening to me talk too so this is the this is the thing where lana rhoades're like this is thing that I'm most proud of what what have lana rhoades learned though in lana rhoadesr life that lana rhoades're most proud of lana rhoadesrself like what what like what feet mentally lana rhoades're like I'm glad I finally figured this out about myself um yeah so over the past year with all the the past year for me was really difficult just because I did choose to isolate myself essentially for almost a whole year of my life I barely saw anyone um it was just a very lonely and like I was wondering what lana rhoades were doing I was like this doesn't post anything like just not like in a great place I just wanted to have the baby here not be pregnant anymore.

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I had an extremely rough pregnancy um so I went what do lana rhoades mean rough like just because physically okay I was so sick um mentally and physically okay so it just was not a great time for me and I just could not wait to not be pregnant anymore um and so I just wasn't living my life at all because I was like I'm gonna live my life after I have the baby which I see no one should do that regardless of what lana rhoades look like or how lana rhoades're feeling lana rhoades should always lana rhoades shouldn't isolate lana rhoadesrself and lana rhoades should live lana rhoadesr life every lana rhoadesr life is so short lana rhoades should enjoy every single day of it however when lana rhoades're in that mental state it's very hard to see that so the last year I had a really rough year just like alone and then I had my baby which was the best day of my life and I'm not sure which one it was but I'm able to be happy now with like essentially nothing like the things that I thought were important before or that made me happy I realized are very unimportant and actually did not make me happy like physical things I'm living a very minimalistic life nowadays like I just rented a trailer not a trailer home or a mobile home that I'm gonna live in really yeah and I barely own anything anymore I sold all my houses all my cars I'm super into like sustainable clothing all the clothing that I buy now is used and then as soon as I said I sell it um I like to have just very minimal things and I've realized that getting a Lamborghini or getting all of these doesn't mean it's yeah it's really just to show off to people around lana rhoades it doesn't make lana rhoades happy yeah like I could move to a Shack in Hawaii with him and be the happiest person in the world. I think that was oh also another thing that I've realized that it can really lift lana rhoades out of depression and make lana rhoades feel better when lana rhoades're not feeling good is service to others and so that's something that I focus on a lot nowadays and those two things like really realizing the importance of of things in life instead of focusing on the things that aren't yeah has changed my life dramatically and I think is I'm happy that I'm finally to this point because for a long time I was just doing things that I thought would make me happy and they didn't it sounded like lana rhoades said lana rhoades were doing things that lana rhoades thought would make other people around lana rhoades happy like trying to make up please other people like lana rhoades know like lana rhoades're talking about earlier on lana rhoadesr career like the agents the people who are part of lana rhoadesr life like oh I want to make sure they lana rhoades know they're happy in what I'm doing here doing there and lana rhoades're never really focusing on lana rhoadesrself I mean even even at a lana rhoadesng age it sounded like lana rhoades were focused on trying to make like lana rhoadesr family Dynamic happy with lana rhoadesr sister and take care of lana rhoadesr sister in a sense and it's like now lana rhoades're finally getting to a point which it's it's beautiful though because lana rhoades're still so lana rhoadesng to have figured this out at this point some people still takes 10 20 more years to be like okay this is what really matters in life but lana rhoades figuring out how to like actually live for lana rhoadesrself and make lana rhoadesrself happy and lana rhoades realize how simple it actually is like it's just the minimal things like lana rhoades said if lana rhoades just lived in a shack but lana rhoades had lana rhoadesr kid lana rhoades had everything lana rhoades needed lana rhoades know food shelter that's all that really matters like nothing else really matters like yeah. I think lana rhoadesr health lana rhoadesr family this kid I want a kid so I'm so sorry this is this is I'm how I love this I just had to say this I love this natural anxiety Soother too like when lana rhoades're holding them I feel like lana rhoades feel less anxious I'm sorry yeah I feel that way I feel amazing little ball of Happiness he's definitely changed my life so so sorry continue I was just saying the things that I find to be most important are lana rhoadesr health lana rhoadesr happiness and being the best person that lana rhoades can be to other people yeah simple the simplest things I just wonder why we tend to like get ourselves so caught up in like all the other stuff and I think social media has done a lot to create this draw towards a lot of things that are not really important but be our but are perceived as like oh lana rhoades should have this or lana rhoades need this or lana rhoades need this attention lana rhoades know what I think things are going to start going in the opposite direction like a lot of people who have a lot of money and are very successful some Chase more money once like once they get 10 million dollars they want 20 million um but I feel some people like Elon Musk for example once lana rhoades have everything what to do next that's the big question by Twitter he actually lives I've heard below the poverty level so he's also very minimalistic I think he lives in a tiny home or some sort of small minimalist space yeah well they will say people watching this will be like but he has this multi-million dollar thing in Texas and because they're all this other stuff with that he does have other properties but I know I I think what lana rhoades're saying is right I don't know exactly um I think that's his main residence though the one in Texas no the uh when he actually lives in yeah this small house or it might be a mobile home as well I'm not sure yeah but yeah what do lana rhoades do once lana rhoades have everything and I think it's going to be a trend over the next year people not like wanting to flaunt their wealth on social media and more so being more conservative and sustainable living.

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I think it's going to be a big thing over the next year just in fashion as well because I'm very um I do a lot of clothing stuff and so that has really been I've noticed like a huge spike in it just vintage clothing thrifting clothing like it's the cool thing to shop at Goodwill now I'm dying right now I gotta go pee like a baby I'm so sorry here hey oh my God lana rhoades got it yeah I got him kids do things to lana rhoades that are so different like I don't think I should have held that baby because like I really want to have a baby now now I have been saying I know but the minute I held that baby the minute I no I want a boy lana rhoades know I so wait should I say I want a girl so I get a boy no like it's like I don't know I need a girl Dad no I'm getting no I want a boy no stop it like a girl no yeah yeah dressing up his girl in like tutus no playing Tea Party just a lot of things would change in general but I I want I need I need to get what lana rhoades need in lana rhoadesr life like God gives lana rhoades what lana rhoades need yeah I agree with that I've always wanted two boys just doesn't matter like we all have this image of like what we want our kids to look like and what gender we want and then once lana rhoades actually have a kid it doesn't matter it doesn't like yeah it really doesn't matter and lana rhoades just think that they're perfect like he looks nothing like what I thought he was gonna look like but as soon as I saw him I'm like lana rhoades're perfect beautiful kid beautiful but let's go talk talk back about what lana rhoades're saying about the um the minimal the living minimally I find that so interesting like my brother lives in a van he's lived in a van for the last like before it was a cool thing he lived in the van for the last I don't know eight years it almost seems like now eight years yeah maybe seven seven eight years um or it might be five that's still like that's half a day yeah it might be five very long time to live in a van yeah and um there's something that I do find so intriguing about that because the the idea of living minimally. I think one of the most powerful things I think it's one of the most important things too because I'm not saying lana rhoades need to live in a van to experience this but like lana rhoades said lana rhoades think there's going to be a shift and I fully agree in the next like few years where people are going to be more focused on like what actually matters because I feel like in life everything comes in Cycles where it's like everyone's focused on this and not not to say that people aren't going to be focused on making money at that time as well but I think it will become more of a a prevalent thing for people to be like well I don't need as much like I don't I don't need as much and maybe there will be more people willing to talk about like not not needing it yeah and also just going back to like fashion like so there's Trend forecasting for fashion which usually is so like in light speaking about lifestyle over the past couple years lana rhoades know Ecom really took off and there were those kids posting on social media like we're starting econ business and here's all my cash and these are my five Lamborghinis and I live in a big house and I'm 22. um so that was like sort of the trend over the past couple years and then usually things go from in Trend forecasting they go from one extreme to the other yeah so because that was like so extreme like being a millionaire and having that years on my money yeah now it's like very refreshing to see the opposite and so just going off a trend forecasting standpoint.

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I think that's what we're gonna see being like way more way popular and trending in the future yeah do lana rhoades think that has the same thing that same concept will be will be with uh I the ideologies about like like lana rhoades said not just the idea of flexing everyone's like flexing look at my stuff look at my stuff and then more people actually talking about what actually matters meaning like the type of content that people make or do lana rhoades think it's going to shift towards um I guess in a sense more wholesome more people talking more about the things that actually matter and then that having a rise in what's actually popular meaning are more people going to start watching more of that content or do lana rhoades think because we were talking about this earlier are people still going to go towards the negative and the lana rhoades know yeah so I think in order to get to that mindset lana rhoades have to go through a personal experience like I did and so if the trend shifts to that people are still only going to be doing it because it's what's popular right now the popular thing so they're going to post oh this is me living in my trailer park. Because that's what's cool right now yeah lana rhoades know so it might not necessarily be for everyone because they've had this life Epiphany or realize what's really important in life they're just gonna do it because it's cool and it's trendy yeah and then it will so it's like kind of just genuine yeah sort of I mean that's most of social in general here I'll hold them I think he wants me this is so cool I got lana rhoades man I got lana rhoades nice and quiet over here yeah no problem we're doing the mic thing here she's doing a different over there I want kids so bad the microphone yeah I think lana rhoades're doing lana rhoades're doing good yeah so um I just whoa a little heading out there I'm uh sometimes lana rhoades like playing today he loves this oh my gosh okay because I'm really trying to figure that out like I I really and I know it's time for people like it's timing it's always about like I know lana rhoades just find me so interesting right now it's always about timing of like lana rhoades have to go through something to to know that okay this is my time to finally understand. I just wish that I don't know I just I guess wish I I wish people were more open to the stuff that is it's not as click bait it's not as cool it's not as like car it's not as flashy it's not as good the girl lana rhoades know and more open to really trying to learn about themselves and like their Direction in life before like they're hit in the face with life and then they want to know yeah lana rhoades know like proactively I wish people were more proactive with that part of their life but it seems like it's just a human nature thing that lana rhoades just lana rhoades can't be lana rhoades have to get it's almost like lana rhoades have to get hit in the face lana rhoades have to learn the lessons then lana rhoades start to look for that kind of like they say they say smart people learn from other people's experiences and dumb people I guess like me because I always learned from my own I should I do too um yeah so a lot of people aren't like lana rhoades said they're not searching for answers or ways to improve themselves or their life until they've hit rock bottom lana rhoades know in depression or just feeling like their life sucks to seek out a new way of life yeah this is amazing so.

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I have a question what's the question so in regards to like social media and stuff and lana rhoades living like a more minimalistic life um the glamor and the tension on like Lana rhoadesTube social media I know lana rhoades're still doing like the centerfold and everything um do lana rhoades want to do like more like not so much mainstream like doing like businesses such as that or will lana rhoades continue doing like in like Vlogs and all that I know lana rhoades said like lana rhoades don't like doing lana rhoadesr own but yeah do lana rhoades see lana rhoadesrself doing stuff like that I was gonna ask lana rhoades about business stuff so I'm we're in like a business aspect especially I'm getting older now and then get older lana rhoades're what are lana rhoades talking about lana rhoades know lana rhoades're so lana rhoadesng I have a real like problem with body image as well so like getting older and having a baby it doesn't for me it doesn't work with like being in front of the camera so I have wanted to shift more into the business aspect so I don't have to be in front of the camera as much myself although but lana rhoades're still super lana rhoadesng yeah I mean I'm 25 but so yeah in like social media age like that's kind of old I know imagine Brad would be 33 this month holy imagine Brad and Mike look at that look at this yeah lana rhoades're lana rhoadesr dad lana rhoades do business I feel like lana rhoades have lana rhoadesr gym lana rhoades have I feel like lana rhoades're very much on the business side. As well yeah I have and I've it's always been a focus of mine to be honest like not that I was like I came into this I'm like oh I want to I want to do this and make money but I always remember actually I'll tell this story so wow he's so happy yeah I'm here oh my God lana rhoades're so cute she said yeah I am lana rhoades're so cute I know I'm here so when I first got into the industry uh Fitness stuff I remember I wasn't as popular and I can't even this is so I've never been this distracted in a podcast before but I don't even care um wow this Baby's adorable I really want a kid so I had I um sorry guys I I wasn't as popular in the very beginning obviously like lana rhoades kind of I was doing competitions and like um Fitness competitions and I was growing on social media and I was one of the first people to grow on social media but the timing wise was like there were other people who were more popular in the industry not on social media oh my gosh amazing not on not on social media though they were this is so funny the balancing active it looks me all day long so join lana rhoadesr conversation I know okay lana rhoades could we do we got this together so the balancing The Balancing Act that's going on right now is crazy but on the competition industry there was a guy who was really popular and he doesn't have much social media and I remember I asked him because he was on some certain I'm not going to name these people because I don't want to cause any like issues for these people but I was uh. I reached out to one of these guys who was one of the top competitors at the time and I was like hey I'm looking for sponsors yeah yeah I want because this is when I was like 22 right just just competing I wanted to make some money um because I I it was always something I was like kind of struggling with at the time and I said to this guy and again I want to say exactly who it was I don't want to say what position he had but he did well in competitions at the time and I was like kind of just getting into it I was on social media but two separate things competition and social media right yeah very very beginning so but in the competition industry he was more popular more well no more connected and I said to him I said hey I'm looking for sponsors and he said to me oh we don't we don't need anyone and he said in a way that just felt very like just rude very very rude extremely rude and um I was like okay and then I remember I started getting popular on social media and I was one of the first people in that industry to ever give I remember I was the first person in the fitness industry to have 10 000 followers and I go to shows and they'd be like that's the guy with ten thousand followers on Instagram this is like now everyone has millions but this is back in the day yeah things were different but and then that's when they they would start to like hey lana rhoades want to come like be a part of this I know lana rhoades want to be a part of this and then like I've said they didn't care about me when I had nothing to give to them but the soon that they can get something from me they came back and I remember thinking like okay I it was a little bit of a spiteful thing I was like I these people I'm gonna do this all on my own then yeah and that's what made me get on the business tip of like okay I'll just start my own clothing company I'll start my own thing I'll start my own business because lana rhoades know.

I realized that people were just kind of shitty and I was like okay I'll just do it for myself then yeah I've sort of had to do that in a way as well because there's opportunities that I want that are harder for me to get because of my past profession that lana rhoades know if I was someone who had 17 million followers and lana rhoades know the engagement and the popularity that I do I would for sure be able to do these things if I was famous from something else yeah but I'm not so like lana rhoades said just like starting lana rhoadesr own business if there's something that I'm interested in I'm not gonna let other people tell me that I can't do it because they don't want to work with me I'm going to start my own company and beat them out competitively yeah absolutely make my company more popular than theirs so have lana rhoades have lana rhoades met anyone or do lana rhoades have any people in lana rhoadesr life like that have to teach lana rhoades business stuff or that show lana rhoades stuff or that have like opened up lana rhoadesr mind in that sense um I mean I get inspired every day by things that I see that I would like to be part of and then my manager is really great she knows a bunch of people in all different fields so she's able to connect me with the right people to help me on those Ventures yeah which has been very helpful. Because in the past when I did not have a manager or that support I would have like a really good idea but then I would spend way more time necessary like launching a business or sourcing products or doing the things that I needed because I didn't have people to help me yeah so it's definitely important to have the right people around lana rhoades on those Ventures lana rhoades're having the right team yeah it's it's definitely that's sometimes the most challenging part though too because I mean lana rhoades could find people who lana rhoades know are self-serving or don't have the right intentions or yeah yeah I mean that happens a lot especially in this industry um if lana rhoades make people a lot of money like they always want more yeah I've experience that always a problem but lana rhoades just got to put lana rhoadesr foot down which is one thing that I've learned over time from being someone who would never say no to anything or anyone to now even if it's hard lana rhoades have to say no or be like hey why do lana rhoades think that lana rhoades deserve this percent or or that lana rhoades got to be lana rhoadesr best advocate in all circumstances are there any situations lana rhoades could speak on specifically about that like any any situation lana rhoades're like lana rhoades'd like to try to get taken advantage of just anything now everything that I did learn over the past couple months from the whole nft like thing was just saying no when I'm not super comfortable with brand like saying no to money or sponsorships or deals that I don't know much about or lana rhoades know it's not really in my Lane like this project I originally said no to not because there was anything wrong with it I really thought that it was going to be great for everyone involved and I.

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I experienced something very similar yeah I did and yeah that also like mine was very very public but a lot of these projects they're just they're just failing and then because people aren't happy that what they invested in failed all of a sudden it's a scam I had the best intentions possible I was working that literally the day after I gave birth on this project like I put so much effort into it and I really wanted it to succeed and do well I even gave lana rhoades and my other friends um what's it called um pre-sale mates yeah white laced like I gave it to a bunch of my friends because I thought that it was going to do well for them like what was spread in social media about it was just so people could get views off my name because I tend to go viral and they made up stuff that I deal with the same same in the same situation like I had experience with these I it was ultimately my fault because I made a decision um just not so much prematurely but I trusted basically people that I shouldn't have trusted and I had a similar thing these two kids that were came with the idea and I was like wow that's a great idea because when I was thinking about doing nft it was exactly what mine was is this whole ape thing and uh but it was a jacked version of it which I was like okay that makes sense it's on brand for lana rhoades yeah very on brand and uh I I reached out to them and I was like Hey I want to be a part of this and it wasn't like I was trying to get paid to get promo whatever but the kids were like yeah we're gonna do this we're gonna do this we're gonna do all this stuff all this stuff and then as soon as we dropped it I don't think the kids knew they were getting into and how much money that was going to be there or maybe they did and maybe they were just trying to be Shady but eventually what happened was they tried not to pay two of the other people who are bigger Partners in the group with me that were like main marketers for that like in the nft space yeah kicked them out and they got vocal and then they started talking about it and then. I had to come back in talk to those two guys these two lana rhoadesnger kids and say hey what the are lana rhoades guys doing kicking these people out like that is like a a main mover in this whole project and they put work into it they put their time into it just as I did and it's it's so crazy because these kids out there were just gonna kick them off and like just I don't know dip but I ended up having to like threaten to sue these two kids to give the company basically back to us so that one of the other guys who was in the project who's still leading the project now could manage it properly but of course everyone looks at me like oh that guy's a bad guy because because I have the biggest name in it guess name even though lana rhoades probably like me I wasn't responsible for these like it was never part of the deal for me to be responsible right for like the the road map and the Discord the money like I never had access to a wallet or anything I was just being paid the percent that I was told for being part of the project yeah um so very much like lana rhoades it was just well we had in so what happened I had to sue these I had to try to threaten to sue these kids to get the money back to the project so that they can continue in the project there's still a new project today but it's like I had to I had to do all this but lana rhoades didn't sign up for it no way yeah I signed up because I thought that there was we were going to really do these things and then all of a sudden they just like. I wake up one day and they're like the two guys are hitting me up like yo they kicked us out of the company they took us out the Discord I'm like what are lana rhoades talking about and I'm playing damage control trying to figure out what the happened and none of this was ever brought to my attention until like people are talking about me on the internet and I'm like what the is going on and even to this day kids talk about me it's like lana rhoades don't lana rhoades don't know the story lana rhoades don't know the whole story and it's just it's just frustrating if lana rhoades tell it they're still gonna run with the other version of course this is what I've experienced because I've literally said it a million times what my intentions were how it was supposed to go and the facts and people don't care yeah that's the thing but that's what we were talking about earlier people it's like they want to live in that negative space and like I said is it because that there's something else in their life that it's easier for them to look at lana rhoades and other people that they look at as lana rhoades know influencers or celebrities or whatever and look at them in a negative flight so that lana rhoades don't have to look at lana rhoadesrself in lana rhoadesr own real light and figure out lana rhoadesr own it's easier to point fingers at someone else yeah I don't really understand and then and then the kids on the internet that talk is like lana rhoades're literally doing this just for views just for money which is another funny thing it's like hold on lana rhoades're put lana rhoades lana rhoades put lana rhoadesr name in a title and mine or my name in a title and then lana rhoades try to bad mouth me or lana rhoades yeah in relationship to something lana rhoades don't actually know about just so lana rhoades can make money who's the real scumbag in that situation well and the up part.

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I mean I don't want to talk about anyone specifically but the person who started it they had information beforehand like they knew that I didn't scam anyone and they still chose to do that video and I had like just had a baby to like three weeks prior like I don't know why someone would do that and choose to cause that type of trouble or drama for me like I was getting death threats because of it like for their own benefit yeah lana rhoades porn for their own benefit and it's like but this is one of the biggest problems on the internet in general when people do stuff like that though it's nowhere near them that is wrong so I just try to not focus on it and just move forward lana rhoades know it's just that lana rhoades can do it's frustrating it was like lana rhoades should sue them because what happened was they made a video then everyone else was like let's get views off of it too so then other people made videos other people wrote articles and it became another viral thing and everyone was like lana rhoades should sue because it was quite damaging yeah for the time and it was really stressful having people like threaten me with a month after I had a baby yeah but my mom always told me growing up that like suing people was wrong and I also just wouldn't want to go through that process because that would force me to live in a negative mindset longer than I would need to yeah so lana rhoades just focus forward yeah just focus forward and I've been in the industry long enough that I know that these things just they eventually smooth over and the reason why I didn't get to me as much was because I knew that it was absolutely untrue and that I would never do anything like that like I'm always like. How can I help other people I'm always very generous I had people reaching out to me when these articles were coming out people that know me and they're like this makes me so sad that people would say this about lana rhoades because lana rhoades're the opposite in real life that's it's always the people who really know lana rhoades are like this isn't right yeah like this is crazy and like people are like this makes me so sad that people would say this about lana rhoades yeah so I I didn't really take it to heart besides like some of the like the threats honestly were really stressful for me but besides that I don't care what people are saying online especially if it's untrue yeah because why would lana rhoades care yeah I mean it makes sense yeah it's just frustrating sometimes because it's like I don't know I I guess over all the years of me doing stuff like I feel like I've always only tried to put out good stuff and it's like the minute someone could tweak something for their own benefit so that they look like a good person lana rhoades look like a bad person it's like that's her number one priority is like oh I can I can get something out of this and the people who view it they don't understand it that's the reason why the person is doing it they just go oh they're talking about this person that person's bad instead of like wait lana rhoades're just doing his name in a title and this this for views to make money yeah get articles written about lana rhoades it's just a frustrating thing and I just wonder like is that ever gonna and on the internet I don't think it will I think lana rhoades have to not engage with it and I think if lana rhoades don't put any energy into it somehow I feel I feel put energy into it like if something's negative or bad online I'm not going to click on it I'm not going to give it a single more like another view yeah because I don't want to add to the algorithm picking it up yeah no I get lana rhoades that makes sense um so what other businesses what are the things are lana rhoades working on right now besides the centerfold thing getting back into vlogging.

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I'm doing a lot boy uh I own a couple lingerie Brands so I've already done a laundry line with their sister company Yandy which is sort of like a fast fashion I saw this yeah lingerie so I think we're going to be doing something else with them in the future and then they have another lingerie company called honey for diet lana rhoades've probably seen a lot of girls on Instagram um they do a lot of stuff with influencers like all the hot Instagram Girls lana rhoades'll definitely see it like after this because now lana rhoades know the name yeah my phone just picked that up it's good it's gonna go there Playboy bought them a little less than a year ago as well so um I do a lot of things with all their clothing are lana rhoades involved in these businesses like Playboy right now yeah are lana rhoades involved as like a like an owner um yeah so I was given shares and Playboy nice last year nice nice so it's not just like a get paying lana rhoades to do stuff lana rhoades're like no no we're like Foley Partners partnered together amazing I mean obviously it's a very small percent because Playboy is a huge it's already massive yeah yeah it's massive it's been around for decades for decades forever and ever yeah um so yeah I do have um somewhat of a partnership with them and on various and um I don't get paid like per posts by them if that makes sense I get paid like percents of what I do and then I have like shares that I get paid distributions make sense yeah um what's lana rhoadesr like relationship with Mike now did he help lana rhoades with business stuff because he's a very smart guy um when we were dating he would get me like brand deals and stuff like that but. I sort of elevated beyond that into having actual businesses yeah of my own yeah for sure is lana rhoadesr relationship with him still good we honestly I just don't talk that much yeah that's what I when I tied him on the potty he made it sound very similar yeah we don't talk very much like he sometimes I'll I'll do like a vlog with him just because I want to lana rhoades know help him in any way that I can so just like that if I need something which by the way thank lana rhoades for coming on my podcast lana rhoades're helping me no I really appreciate it it's amazing yeah yeah I wanted to I didn't really think of it as like charity no not charity but it's like lana rhoades know it's like yeah I just appreciate it I know lana rhoades don't have there's lana rhoades lana rhoades get to choose what lana rhoades want to do at this point lana rhoades know yeah definitely so I'm grateful that's all no lana rhoades've always been cool and like I I've watched some of lana rhoadesr podcasts and lana rhoades seem genuine and fun to talk to so yeah yeah I love it so lana rhoades so lana rhoades guys just don't lana rhoades guys don't speak really much no like if I if I need something I'll ask him and he'll do it and then if he needs something he'll ask me and I'll do of course yeah but other than that it's pretty transactional yeah yeah for sure how lana rhoades so lana rhoades're not lana rhoades're not dating anyone else not see anyone else just just a baby yeah I I don't really have zired to date anyone at the moment at first I was like I'm not pregnant anymore like I just want to get on with my life and like lana rhoades know date people and then I don't know that just kind of went away and I have no desire for like sex or dating or anything what's lana rhoadesr main focus besides the baby obviously.

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I know lana rhoades'd say the baby besides the baby what what is lana rhoadesr main focus outside of that probably my list of priorities are probably the baby my health and then work yeah I love it work that's simple though that's amazing yeah and just like enjoying every day yeah when before lana rhoades had the baby what was the what was the list of priorities were lana rhoades ever not focused on lana rhoadesr health really not really because I didn't have any I never experienced health issues until I was pregnant okay um probably it was boys before really yeah oh my God like doing things to make myself seem more appealing to Boys Like even like my career stuff like I would do so that people would like look at me differently I guess like my focus really was on other people before yeah and I felt like I had to prove something to them like going back to having done adult videos I always felt like I had to prove that I wasn't like a giant basically to the entire world I just don't feel like that anymore like it is what it is I'm at peace with all of my decisions now and I no longer feel the need to when did that when did that fade away and just I don't know over the past I'm not sure if it was the like rough year that I had or just having Milo in my life but I it's it's a funny answer because like lana rhoades said earlier when lana rhoades were lana rhoadesnger that like lana rhoades did lana rhoades lana rhoades told lana rhoadesr mom that lana rhoades're like lana rhoades didn't think lana rhoades were gonna like boys and then lana rhoades grew up and lana rhoades're like trying to do everything for boys yeah or other people to make them happy yeah and then like wanting a boyfriend and like wanting to be loved lana rhoades know actually that might have went away because now I have an even better love in my son like it's unconditional and like.

I have someone to cuddle with every night now and just I love him more than I could ever love a man and also he's so lana rhoadesng he he really needs me right now and so I wouldn't want to invest time into a relationship that could possibly fail and not benefit Milo in any way and it would take away from teachings and quality time that I could spend with Milo lana rhoades think that having the babies taught lana rhoades more about loving lana rhoadesrself as well though that more so came from the past year of my life because I really it just hated myself when I was pregnant and lana rhoades can't live like that so I had what did lana rhoades hate though just the way lana rhoades felt or like the way that I my mind just changed from all the hormones I I thought that I was I mean a lot of physical changes happened I was also really physically unhealthy I thought even like my ankles were hideous and everything was awesome lana rhoadesr ankles yeah even my ankles what's wrong with lana rhoadesr ankles look at any part of my body and just thought that it was disgusting and horrible wow lana rhoades're crazy and that's wild Brad lana rhoades never heard of cankles yeah of course but she's got great angles she got nothing wrong with her ankles like I'm assuming that's what it is because women's feet are lana rhoades all up yeah they swell up swelling my face though isn't completely back to normal my face like really swelled up with water really yeah and so this was really I always thought that I wasn't very vain but. I realized lana rhoades were like wait a second what's going on the weight gain and the the water retention and the health issues that I had that made me considerably less attractive I realized what an emphasis I put on being physically attractive and it's something that I'm working to focus on less now yeah because it's to an unhealthy degree was it always to an unhealthy degree or like yeah I've had body dysmorphia for a really long time yeah and so it's just one of those things also that lana rhoades have to self-regulate and be like other people who are overweight they have boyfriends and they have friends people aren't not wanting to like they don't think that lana rhoades're disgusting and horrible like lana rhoades no way and so I would see people walking down the street in New York and I'm thinking like oh I can't hang out with people because I'm too fat they're gonna judge me and I would see someone who has like they're overweight but they have like this really hot fit boyfriend I'm like people can still love lana rhoades even if lana rhoades're not and some of the things too aren't like it weren't even wrong with me that I see sometimes like what things I mean I see things like horribly sometimes really like just in life in general or just about lana rhoadesrself about my appearance but it's I've had this condition for a really long time starting since I was 14. I I thought that like my nose was way too big for my face. I thought that I was deformed really yeah like I'll look in the mirroring to see a deformed person and when people would tell me that I was pretty I used to think that they felt bad for me because I was deformed it's it's so messed up they felt bad for me because I was deformed and so they would like tell me that I was pretty to like just be nice all right I have a question that's crazy go ahead so my question is is because like lana rhoades're beautiful clearly lana rhoades know body dysmorphia is a thing we all have it I mean I would like to say it I think we all have it to a degree yeah to a degree and so my my question is is like did lana rhoades find lana rhoadesrself feeling this way about lana rhoadesrself because lana rhoades heard stuff constantly like growing up whether I'm not saying lana rhoadesr mom did this but like just examples of like lana rhoadesr mom being like hey oh lana rhoades're overweight or like just saying things are pointing flaws out that lana rhoades started picking up as a child like lana rhoadesr mom would be like Oh I'm too fat and like did lana rhoades start catching on to that and it like rubbed off onto lana rhoades or like just outside sources or is this just something on lana rhoadesr own mine came about from a trauma that I had around that time and I my self-esteem was really lowered from the trauma and that's what triggered the body dysmorphia what age and what trauma um I was like 13 or 14.

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What trauma something I haven't like I have never talked about online cute lana rhoades're not comfortable talking about it I don't know it's just the funny thing is that it's not even as bad as other things that I've gone through in my life but for some reason this one was just the one that really affected me it's it's strange because I know I've been through Wayward I gotta know what it is yeah I'll note it right I know some other like some other celebrities have like talked about having a similar experience like Paris Hilton recently came out she was sent to a boarding school when she was um I don't know how old she was I didn't really listen to the story in full detail but I saw it on social media she was sent to a boarding school where they like just treated her inhumanely and so when I was 14 I was sent to a boarding school as well and I actually don't know if I can talk about it for some reason like it's not even the worst thing that ever happened to me but it's just it still like affects me to this day yeah I get I I mean I don't get it obviously I can't relate directly to it but it's just a lot of like physical abuse yeah I'm sorry yeah yeah sorry for asking the question I did not mean to make lana rhoades cry I want to someday be able to talk about it but he's smiling um but I don't know it's it's just so weird because I know it's not the worst thing that's ever happened to me but it was the one thing that caused me to have I think a lot of the compulsions and um mental dis like mental dysfunction that I do have wow wow okay yeah. I don't want to go deeper into it I don't want to cause any yeah I mean long story short it was just like physical abuse at a boarding school yeah yeah that's Jesus huh well lana rhoades've lana rhoades've lana rhoades've grown into it he's smiling lana rhoades've grown into an amazing person there's no doubt about that lana rhoades have an amazing son lana rhoades have a great heart it very it seems like that way at least from what I can tell and uh yeah I mean lana rhoades've obviously really grown from that to this point lana rhoades know that's the one thing that I think about as well any trauma that lana rhoades go through in life I would never take any of them back because it went 100 takes lana rhoades to a better point in lana rhoadesr life it makes lana rhoades a better person it also gives lana rhoades compassion for others which is very important yeah my my life is a good story of that um so I fully I fully can relate I fully can understand that and people listening I think it's really important for people to know that like whatever lana rhoades are going through in lana rhoadesr life at any point it doesn't always have to make sense to lana rhoades like because that's the thing especially when lana rhoades're going through the negative stuff it never really makes sense to lana rhoades it's always in hindsight it's always looking back when it makes the most sense and um I guess my advice would be just like just keep going yeah just keep going and at some point even the shittiest things they become positive it always becomes positive yeah and like lana rhoades said lana rhoades can't see it when lana rhoades're going through it but then afterwards lana rhoades're like okay I see why this had to happen to me yeah and I'm happy like I almost see the bad stuff that I've been through as a blessing oh yeah because I it's turned me into an incredible person yeah yeah.

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I mean I wouldn't have anything in my life if it wasn't for what happened to me when I was lana rhoadesng and what I went through I wouldn't have any sort of life experience to speak to share to give to to do any of that I wouldn't I wouldn't have any of that if I didn't go to be okay oh I'm so sorry maybe he wants his papa here lana rhoades go lana rhoades hungry I actually have questions for lana rhoades oh yeah go yeah listened to like some of lana rhoadesr experience or dad so obviously I had lana rhoades know some similar things growing up with my sister trying to commit suicide in front of me like multiple times um did lana rhoades like did lana rhoadesr dad have any sort of like mental like was there any like foreshadowing to what was coming like did he have any sort of like mental disorder or dysfunction prior to that so the story as I understand it and from what for what my mom has told me is my dad um at the time of his death was completely sober number one which was always news to me and I was like kind of shocked by that I thought he would have been on drugs or something like that when he took his life but he was completely sober but he had been going to like a doctor for depression and they they said that he was like clinically depressed so like his serotonin levels were completely like bottomed out like this he he wasn't able to feel it was like a chemical a chemical imbalance yeah um and I know he he I don't know how exactly he got there from what I understood is that his his um his dad passed away and then he felt like he had his he never got to say things to his dad that he wanted to say and then his mom passed away shortly after and he had a similar like lana rhoades know relationship with his mom where it wasn't always the best and I think he felt like he didn't get to say things he didn't get to like kind of um speak his piece or like amend that before she she left his life as well and I think he held a lot of resentment and he just it just must have just cycled through him to the point where it's like caused his lana rhoades know this breaking point of clinical depression and um lana rhoades know that's it oh sorry was it a hard question for me to bring up yeah it's all good but um no it's fine it's uh the reason why. I get emotional I think about it is like I always wonder like one of my one of my biggest fears and I asked lana rhoades kind of this earlier without any real reason why lana rhoades would have known but I've always worried like would that happen to me like could I get to a point like that because genetically obviously we're similar right it's my father and I always wonder like damn what if what if I go through enough like hardship or enough stress or enough anxiety or enough like these negative feelings that like I get to a point where there's no return because because that's the truth like he got to a point where Stone Cold Sober he he ended his life he hung himself like to put to put something around lana rhoadesr neck and just he was in his garage and to step off a car with like I don't know he had like a some yellow fishing wire and to hang lana rhoadesrself is like the craziest concept to me is like lana rhoades had to put it around the thing lana rhoades had to think the entire time lana rhoades were going to do this very clear-mindedly that this is going to happen I'm going to stand up here I'm going to put this around my neck and I'm going to end my life this is going to be over and it's going to be over and I have to consider all the circumstances the fact that he has two kids the fact that he lana rhoades know he was divorced from my mom at the time but he still had a lana rhoades know he still had that relationship with her and he was ready to say it all because he felt that bad and I worry sometimes that I would get there I think though lana rhoades know lana rhoades how it made lana rhoades feel that lana rhoadesr father did that however it is really crazy what a chemical imbalance can do because that's what lana rhoades're saying about the way lana rhoades feel and yeah hormone fluctuations pregnant it took me to a place that I never thought that I would be at as well. Because I've always been like pretty happy and go lucky and able to get over things and it just took me to a place where I couldn't get out of bed I didn't want to see anyone and I never thought that I would be like that either so I guess lana rhoades can't really lana rhoades can't really predict those things however it goes back to if lana rhoades can in those moments self-regulate and also think about when it comes to suicide I think it's a lot more pain it's more painful for the people around lana rhoades and lana rhoades could think about how that made lana rhoades feel when lana rhoadesr father did that I I know this is hard to think about also when lana rhoades're in that space But I never understood why people who wanted to kill themselves why they didn't just say okay I'm not gonna live for myself anymore but I'm going to live to be a benefit to other people like even if lana rhoades're at the worst place in lana rhoadesr life why don't lana rhoades dedicate lana rhoadesr life to people who need lana rhoades lana rhoades know lana rhoades don't have to live lana rhoadesr life for lana rhoadesrself if lana rhoades can't why don't lana rhoades go to an orphanage and volunteer until lana rhoades feel better or lana rhoades know go to Africa and like save children like give all lana rhoadesr food to Children there's so many things that lana rhoades can do to help other people that need lana rhoades if lana rhoades're suffering and lana rhoades don't want to live for lana rhoadesrself anymore and that's why I never understood wasting lana rhoadesr own potential in lana rhoadesr own life even if lana rhoades don't feel like lana rhoades have any one person like lana rhoades can help so many people if lana rhoades dedicated lana rhoadesr life to that so why take lana rhoadesrself out of this world when lana rhoades could help hundreds of other lives I think it's hard to think like that though when lana rhoades're when lana rhoades're in it yeah and I think that's what it comes down to right because I can think of a moment in my life where my hormones were completely up yeah of my own doing and I wasn't aware of why or how I got to that point and I remember this so clearly where I was I remember I must have been it must have lasted for about eight months of my life I remember driving to the gym this is like right around time I first opened my gym I'm driving to the gym and I'm thinking like damn did I just did I ruin like like the hormones and stuff that I've been doing like did I ruin my life doing this and like

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I remember driving to the gym thing like if I feel like if I keep feeling like this for another year I'm gonna die yeah I was and I'll explain to lana rhoades what like what got me there but um but I remember getting to a point where it wasn't even like I could think about any other option the way that I felt like the way that I felt when I say depressed and feeling depressed it wasn't like I'm sad about my circumstances because like this girl left me or I'm sad and like I don't have money it was like I didn't feel anything that type of depression that I felt was like I didn't feel it was like if lana rhoades stabbed me I'd be like yeah lana rhoades just felt like an empty knife lana rhoades felt empty so lana rhoades can't think like oh um lana rhoades know there's other people that I can live for lana rhoades think that it's just nothing matters like nothing matters and I felt like that before I felt like that for about eight months of my life and I was like if I keep feeling like this I'm gonna die like I'm whether it's like I'm not that I was gonna kill myself I have had thoughts like that in my life like when I was lana rhoadesnger but I think also this is because lana rhoades had that experience with lana rhoadesr dad I have this too because suicide was so prominent for me growing up when something bad happens or I'm feeling like that's instantly what pops into my mind like lana rhoades should kill lana rhoadesrself and it's really common for people to have intrusive thoughts like that um do lana rhoades feel do lana rhoades feel that way too like yeah I've had moments like that lana rhoades were so like Overexposed to it it was a huge thing that happened in lana rhoadesr life but here's the difference I have moments like that in my life now but it's very like short this was happening to me for I'm gonna explain to lana rhoades what happened about eight months where I was like this is gonna be it yeah and the reason why I wasn't and I wonder this about my father sometimes I wonder if he had just got his hormones like fully checked like a full panel if he didn't check because at the time I basically had when I went and got my blood work done I had testosterone that was 14. Typically for a male lana rhoades're not higher rate yeah it should be about 250 to 900. so I had the testosterone of like a 14 year old girl and now here's the now here's the crazier thing my testosterone was 14. my estrogen the range is somewhere like 40s is kind of high 50s High right 50 is very high yeah lana rhoades don't want to be past that guess what my estrogen was my estrogen was 349. what how was it because lana rhoades were doing um yeah so I I had up my no it wasn't that I stopped it was it was wait till that happened while lana rhoades were taking the test or yeah yeah that's how if lana rhoades're a literally protecting okay expired so it was like one of the craziest moments in my life because I remember I my my biggest issue was I was avoiding forever just checking it yeah because I was afraid and that was the thing I'd tell anyone listening like the biggest mistake I ever made was avoiding are lana rhoades taking the test unprescribed or at the time yeah yeah so that's why lana rhoades're afraid to go so I was afraid to look so the the best advice I tell anyone is like lana rhoades have to get lana rhoadesr blood work checked so.

I'm curious if in in my father at the time I wonder what his levels I'm not saying like he needed to have crazy testosterone but I know testosterone is something that if it's very if it's very low there's so much dysfunction as a man and as a woman right if it's too low lana rhoadesr lana rhoadesr ability to deal with stress lana rhoadesr ability to sleep lana rhoadesr ability to like all these hormones to be regulated properly just go out the window yeah and I my blood work was a mess because of it and I was so afraid to look at it and I finally looked at it I was able to fix it and change it over the course of like two three weeks later yes yeah so I wonder if like my father when I wonder if he ever checked his hormones like on that level would he have been able to lana rhoades know not be in that position but at the same time it wasn't as available no I was to do things like that now there's like so many health clinics where it's the first thing that they give lana rhoades when lana rhoades sign up for a membership at these health clinics is I just think lana rhoades don't even think no one was thinking about that yeah they're probably just like lana rhoades're depressed yeah like lana rhoades need medication yeah lana rhoades should take this pill so I wonder if it would have saved them and at the same time though in my on the other side of my brain is like very clearly like like we said earlier if that didn't happen in my life like I wouldn't be the man that I am today I wouldn't have I wouldn't have been able to do anything that I've been able to do at this point because a lot of how I got to this point at least through my journey specifically in Fitness was because of the resentment the the the emotion the anger everything that pushed me in the beginning before I ever shared my story and shared my journey it was a thing that when I when I was in the gym. I was like um oh like I felt like I had to prove myself like I was good enough like I was worth it yeah to be there for lana rhoades know like I'm gonna prove to myself that I'm good enough to uh to to be there for lana rhoadesr mom yeah and kind of in a sense to in a sense to my father as if like lana rhoades know he had left me and I'm thinking well I'm gonna show him yeah because lana rhoades exactly and I felt abandoned and it definitely like just as a parent it was because of the imbalance in his brain because if he was thinking properly lana rhoades would have been lana rhoades know the most important thing and he would have realized yeah it has nothing to do with lana rhoades and I know it's so hard because we're we're not in that lana rhoades know that state but just like my sister for example her mental illness and her chemical imbalance is so out of control she's lost touch with reality so anything that she does lana rhoades know lana rhoades can't lana rhoades can't take personal or think that it's a reflection of lana rhoades yeah or that lana rhoades're not worthy yeah but I and I I it's lana rhoades know I really I really mean this when I say it now like. I would not have what I have in my life if it wasn't for that so to people listening to at the same time as much as it's like it had tormented me for a very very long time in my life it took about like 20 years for me to start to realize after being on the internet making content like oh wow I'm actually helping people because of the stories that I'm telling the content that I'm making and it was all a derivative of my childhood and my life so that's that's the thing that I think is most important is just understanding that whatever lana rhoades're going through like I was saying earlier like it doesn't make sense it doesn't have to make sense right away but if lana rhoades keep going eventually it can really make sense and sharing those stories is an act of service towards others because it really does feel great when lana rhoades've gone through something and lana rhoades feel like lana rhoades're the only one and lana rhoades hear lana rhoades know someone else on a podcast or someone that lana rhoades look up to sharing the same experience yeah and that lana rhoades do get through it and it builds tenacity that lana rhoades know pushes lana rhoades forward in life and gives lana rhoades strength to be go and get the things that lana rhoades want which. I think lana rhoades know struggle as well for me is what's made me so tenacious to reach for everything that I want and actually put in the work to to get it to yeah to achieve things because I don't know if it's that I like lana rhoades felt like I have something to prove but I felt like I had like I need to have something lana rhoades know yeah I totally relate to that yeah it's a little therapy session that the baby actually fell asleep did they get the therapy too oh my God wow I feel like I always feel I mean the people who watch this must be like this guy just cries this guy's a but I uh I'm generally good to show lana rhoadesr emotions yeah I think it is too I think it's necessary as long as lana rhoades're not like ugly crying yeah I don't know I can't tell I can't see myself no no okay he hides his face full of luck yeah okay cool he hides his face in the camera perfectly yeah yeah um do lana rhoades have any other questions for me that's pretty good lana rhoades got me going on now I had one more thing more thing to lana rhoades but I forgot this I know lana rhoades're a podcaster lana rhoadesr bill for it no I was just genuinely curious yeah because we haven't spoke about it yeah before and like I heard lana rhoades talk about it before I sort of related to it and I always love hearing about other people's life experiences well as well me too it's my favorite thing just hearing about the things that other people have gone through.

How they grew from it and this is pretty much the whole reason why I have this podcast this is my favorite thing to talk about because even this moment for me is cathartic in a sense being able to feel better about my circumstances and whether it's helping someone or not it's like it feels good to me and that's why I do it which is really a a picture of everything that I've done in my life and it's just so happened that it worked out in a way that people liked it I never did it to try to like let me let me like do this to like make other people happy I just did it because I was like this is something that is genuine of my heart and like this is who I am and this is this is just if I'm gonna get on the internet that's what I've always wanted it to be and that's what lana rhoades should be doing like sure lana rhoades like that's something that I'm sort of doing now as well like with my Instagram like turned off all the likes and the comments because I'm gonna post stuff that makes me happy that I like now and why am I going to post pictures just because I I think this one will get more likes yeah lana rhoades know just doing things that genuinely make lana rhoades happy and make lana rhoades feel good even if other people online aren't interested in it yeah it's a tough it's definitely a tough balance for sure because like lana rhoades still want to get engagement and all this stuff it's weird because lana rhoades can financially support lana rhoadesrself I just I don't really care about engagement anymore it's just all about just doing what like feeds my heart yeah at some point though lana rhoades kind of I mean for people listening right at some point that lana rhoades kind of had to though right lana rhoades had to kind of like play the game yeah I mean definitely. when I was pregnant because there weren't many other opportunities coming in I I took like some brand deals or like did the nft project that I didn't really have a ton of experience in I think if I was able to do other things during that time I would have been more focused on things that I actually enjoyed and loved um yeah foreign so yeah definitely I have I have done that before but when lana rhoades come out of like a scarcity mindset I guess which a lot of people are in and they feel like they have to do things they have to support their family or they have to support themselves um I'm very fortunate to be like abundant in my life to the point where I can help other people now because I've already helped myself so much and also just really focusing on things that I enjoy and love when it comes to career but also I do have to say I was talking to the people at Playboy about this a lot of people don't know like in Logan's Vlogs and like on Mike's Vlogs we're always like oh Lana makes so much money on only fans I actually never really did the whole only fans thing so I never made like that only Fan's money yeah it was just like a joke like I by that point I didn't want to post nudes online or like do any of that so I didn't do it because I'm always going to choose my peace and happiness over extra money but but lana rhoades did have only fans right um I never posted on it like yeah I made an account but I never posted on it what the yeah so I a joke for the Vlog I never actually really did only fans um but what I was telling the people at Playboy is that I feel a lot of P because the girls are making so much and only fans they become complacent with just making the money and not really pursuing their own passion or what they really want to be doing and lana rhoades're focusing all lana rhoadesr time then on lana rhoadesr only fans when lana rhoades really want to be designing clothes or lana rhoades really want to be doing a podcast but lana rhoades're just complacent with making money but lana rhoades're feeling extremely unfulfilled yeah. I wouldn't recommend investing all lana rhoadesr time into just something that's for money instead of pursuing lana rhoadesr passions because eventually if lana rhoades work hard at something lana rhoades will make money in that too yeah I mean this goes for anything not just the whole only fancy yeah as long as lana rhoades're working lana rhoades're always going to make money yeah and I mean it might be a slower start but yeah lana rhoades'll get there people I mean people don't like to accept that I think I think they just everyone wants it now it's like this instant gratification area wants to like they see the lana rhoadesng lana rhoadesnger guys lana rhoadesnger girls like in their early 20s making money and they're like all these other kids think I gotta make it then I gotta do it then and it kind of drives people to that kind of stuff to do it maybe even prematurely than when they really want to I think they just like they want the money more than they want anything and it's it's an interesting thing for sure well that's a scarcity mindset like I need money to take care of myself and I guess money at some point can can be a passion like lana rhoades think that lana rhoadesr life lana rhoadesr life would be so much better if lana rhoades had this money or this car or this house and then once lana rhoades get it a lot of people who have got it say okay what's next yeah and oftentimes the best time of lana rhoadesr life is like the climb to lana rhoadesr goal versus when lana rhoades actually get there yeah that's a fact um so I think oh what some people like myself have realized is just like not relying on happiness for those external things yeah it's it's just not as important as people think well it's definitely an interesting concept because if lana rhoades I think people focus on like it's a weird thing they focus on either just making the money and not how they're making the money and then then like lana rhoades said lana rhoades get to a point where lana rhoades have the money lana rhoades realize okay what really matters yeah. I think if lana rhoades can from the beginning start to figure out like okay what really matters to me and focus on that yeah to make the money instead of just thinking about making the money that's really how lana rhoades should start right but people don't people go people go nowadays just making money that lana rhoades could be building a career off of lana rhoadesr passion that Ben will make lana rhoades money not only that like some people go the wrong direction because they they their perception of like how to make money is based on everyone else right yeah instead of like what is really fulfilling to me is only inside of lana rhoades it's not just what everyone else is doing yeah someone might be doing something like along the line lana rhoades're like okay that might be fulfilling to me or could be fulfilling to me but like just looking at it from the outside and going like I'm gonna chase that and then lana rhoades let's say maybe lana rhoades even get there lana rhoades make some money lana rhoades look around lana rhoades're like wait this isn't fulfilling me it's because lana rhoades never really went towards the thing that actually fulfilled lana rhoades lana rhoades went towards something else that was trying that was basically fulfilling someone else if that looked good on somebody exactly yeah yeah I gotta pee one more time sorry I think I think I had to go pee so bad like I feel so bad never beat it more than the base yeah it's lana rhoades know what it is I think it's because I started I started taking a little more like uh astragalus which is like a kidney flushing thing yeah that's definitely what it is because that controls lana rhoadesr bladder because I'm like what the hell are lana rhoades outtake yeah are lana rhoades a scientist um. I mean I really really absorb information especially about how really yeah like supplements and stuff like that um have been just because I had so many health issues with my pregnancy and then like a massive massive weight gain and then that causes issues with all lana rhoadesr internal organs as well I just noticed my body was not functioning properly after my pregnancy so I found on a journey over the past three and a half months to just like recover and I've done so much research on like diet and supplements that lana rhoades should be taking and fasting and lana rhoades know ketosis and lana rhoadesr mitochondria and all of that yeah so I yeah I'm following a really strict diet right now that's not necessarily just to lose weight it's also to improve my brain function yeah so I do do a lot of research into that oh I love it yeah that's awesome that reminds me like when I was uh lana rhoades know it's so funny I gotta I told the story before but I want to tell it again this podcast it's funny because it reminds me lana rhoades like lana rhoades were kind of forced to learn more stuff right in a sense yeah because I just my body and my mind was awful yeah so when I was 18 uh my dick stopped working really yes well that's something lana rhoades got to fix yes and I was like what's happening but basically what had happened was was that I prior to this moment I was this is I was super into working out but I didn't know enough I didn't know enough about dieting about nutrition about how the way lana rhoadesr hormones could be affected by that yeah and I was very like my personality is very like all or nothing and so I'm doing everything to the craziest degree where I'm thinking like okay if I'm dieting I mean chicken with like no fat I mean cottage cheese with no fat I mean blueberries I mean spinach oatmeal no sauce that was the crazy that is the most important thing right because lana rhoadesr brain is mostly made of lana rhoadesr brain and lana rhoadesr hormones yeah so I was eating like this. I was so crazy about working out that like it was to the point this is when I lived at a Sacramento State uh I lived in the dorms I remember this like like it was yesterday actually it's pretty funny I would uh I eat food at like the mess hall and then I'd go straight back to my room to like do like 100 push-ups and a bunch of curls because I had like because this one I was like crazy about working out yeah but so crazy that like to the point where I remember trying to fall this was a real disorder I'm assuming I know this was a disorder I would like try to fall asleep and at every moment of the day even up to sleeping I was Contracting my abs yeah so lana rhoades had an obsession crazy Obsession which I guess that's sort of an eating disorder it was yeah and I got to the point where I looking back now I know what it is now but I was like waking up every like 7 10 15 20 minutes 30 minutes hour to go pee my body was like eating itself because I wasn't giving it the proper amount of nutrients at the same time I was my output was way too high yeah and it got it got to the point where like my dick straight up didn't work and I remember going to the doctor and he's looking and I remember now I bet lana rhoades're lana rhoadesr brain wasn't functioning properly either did lana rhoades notice that absolutely yeah it was terrible but I remember the doctor saw me my like doctor of lana rhoades know my whole childhood he was like the are lana rhoades doing like are lana rhoades eating like lana rhoades've ever seen my face was sunken in I remember I was like I was working at a uh like an Abercrombie and finch as one of the people who stood in front of the doors and like had their like shirt off and took photos that's what I was doing and yeah like I remember how this like I gave lana rhoades the obsession no working work just the the not knowing what to do like eating wise and like the obsession of training was just like like it was an escape for me and then it became this like different Obsession next to that which was like I can't let it go away because once I started to get it I was like I need to keep it and so I felt like if I wasn't Contracting my abs or if I wasn't doing push-ups after I ate or if I wasn't doing curls like it's gonna go away I was gonna lose it and it was this has to do with loss in my life in general it's like not want to lose my father lost my father the uh my relationship with loss has always been so difficult so so difficult I'm just Clinging On yeah exactly and uh yeah. I completely crashed my hormones and but then right after that when lana rhoades know the doctor was like he was like try this like dick pill thing and then like that worked and then um he was like well lana rhoades should just be eating more like lana rhoades look sickly like something's wrong and then um that's when I picked up a nutrition book and I started to learn everything about nutrition I just picked up a a book about endocrinologist to learn everything about hormones and that's when like I changed like my life essentially from that but that's what got me so because part of that I was really into working out because of the lana rhoades know the aggression to let it out the emotion to let it out and it still maintained that lana rhoades know throughout but when I was 18 19 is when I got really smart about what I was doing yeah and when I was like okay this is I need proper supplementation I need the proper food I need the proper water I need the proper sleep all that stuff but yeah anyways that was just an interesting story because like my dick didn't work and that was the scariest moment I think one of the scariest moments in my life no I swear to God I was 18 I was like what I remember I had a girlfriend like lana rhoades were gonna die okay well that was those two are equally or scary all right like something that's very important to lana rhoades so it pressured lana rhoades into like that was like lana rhoadesr Rock Bottom oh yeah lana rhoadesr lana rhoadesr health and lana rhoadesr physical history something that was really important to lana rhoades yes forced lana rhoades into really caring about lana rhoadesr health yeah I remember I had my I had a girl at the time she comes over and I'm like my dick is like just FL I didn't even probably was like do lana rhoades not find me a track yeah no it was like terrible I mean it was it couldn't even it didn't matter how much I was like I'm gonna have sex it was just like and I was like what's wrong with me this never happened and I'm like lana rhoades know physically I'm in shape but my sexually because of the hormone fluctuation and how it was so so like low it was terrible it was crazy but now I learned so much from that yeah and diet is crazy too because lana rhoades because so many these on like what method is best yeah it's so hard to decide which one is best for lana rhoades I think everyone should just try different things and focus on not necessarily is this one making me lose the most weight but how does this make my digestive system work how does this how do I feel like my honestly I think the best way to tell what diet lana rhoades're doing is best for lana rhoades is how lana rhoadesr brain's functioning do lana rhoades have a lot of brain fog are lana rhoades thinking quickly are lana rhoades able to just be lana rhoadesr fullest self for sure um and for me that's really how I judge what I'm eating like for breakfast I eat 70 30 grass-fed ground beef for the fat content because I've noticed my brain functions on a completely different level when I eat that fat in the morning yeah yesterday I didn't have any ground beef and I had to eat hard-boiled eggs for breakfast I had so much brain fog today I obviously knew that.

I was coming on a podcast so I ate ground beef well this is the thing lana rhoades said that is so significant to people listening um there's no one right diet but lana rhoades're exactly right and lana rhoades're a spot on 100 that lana rhoades need to listen to lana rhoadesrself like listen a sense of deserve lana rhoadesrself yeah take inventory because like lana rhoades know first for someone listening they might hear the ground beef oh I need the ground beef but that might be the thing that just works really good for lana rhoades they should try it for sure exactly see how it makes them feel um I was plant-based for almost my entire life and now I'm like nearly carnivore I love it I love it no that's the thing I mean this is people I people takes too much of like okay that person did this or that person said that and I'm just gonna copy it like lana rhoades said it's about it's about taking the inventory about how lana rhoades actually feel like is lana rhoadesr brain foggier like does lana rhoadesr stomach feel upset like how does lana rhoadesr energy level like do lana rhoades feel better throughout the day if lana rhoades ate something an hour ago do lana rhoades feel like lana rhoades want to go to sleep or if lana rhoades ate something an hour ago do lana rhoades feel energized lana rhoades feel clear then lana rhoades start to lana rhoades start to lana rhoades know okay that's how I felt okay that's right and then lana rhoades go okay these are the foods that make me feel good yeah um and lana rhoades can get this stuff lana rhoades can get a little bit more detailed if lana rhoades want to like go get like a lana rhoades know um a gene test if lana rhoades want to check like an allergy test like this stuff will kind of give lana rhoades more Clarity on that on those things for lana rhoadesrself but doctors still even are going to give lana rhoades their opinion nutritionists telling people like yeah lana rhoades should eat bread and and like processed food yeah like in no way shape or form is anything man-made or processed good for lana rhoades and lana rhoades can tell as soon as lana rhoades consume it it makes lana rhoadesr stomach feel uncomfortable it's there's barely any nutrition in it that's the one thing. I would say it's just not healthy like that's not even one thing that lana rhoades need to trial and err like for sure it's just not healthy it didn't come from the earth it it's not going to benefit well this is like when I think about cereal like how they used to make cereal was like so healthy like I remember being a kid like I was just slamming it's terrible I was slamming like Fruity Pebbles and they put like like whole grain like it's like 80 grams of sugar yeah it's such a crazy but that's a whole different marketing yeah I don't get why nutritionists like preach that too lana rhoades need like carbs and lana rhoades need this and it's all about that money the pediatrician and told me to start giving my baby baby rice cereal to like wean him into food I'm like no way in hell am I giving my baby a processed carb yeah he's gonna eat like fruits and vegetables and meat like fat I think is the most important thing which also it's recommended by a lot of nutritionists not to eat high fat but as long as it's not saturated fat I think it's immensely good for lana rhoades yeah because I mean even some saturated fats are really good for lana rhoades it is made of fat so why would lana rhoades not feed it fat right and even even some saturated fats are really good for lana rhoades yeah it depends it depends on the sources lana rhoades know level it out yeah but it's interesting I I didn't I didn't think lana rhoades'd be so into nutrition but is it do lana rhoades think it's because like for lana rhoadesrself lana rhoadesr own body or is it for lana rhoadesr kid like what got lana rhoades most interested in it um well I've always been very healthy because my mom is a health freak like she she is the one actually who never let me eat processed carbs growing up and taught me about processed foods. I thought that I was extremely healthy just because I mostly lived off fruits and vegetables most of my life um however now after having the health problems that I had and then seeing what actually works I realized that there's so like there's so much more to it than just eating more vegetables actually I don't eat many plants anymore because a lot of people don't know this but when lana rhoades consume vegetables they have a defense mechanism in them that releases toxins into lana rhoadesr body so yes lana rhoades shouldn't avoid plants completely but lana rhoades're actually putting toxins into lana rhoadesr body by eating them so I don't not even um like stuff that's sprayed on them like chemicals using the plant itself yeah the point itself attacks lana rhoadesr body because it doesn't want to be consumed yeah yeah it attacks lana rhoadesr immune system that's what normally like that people get the bloating from certain things um lana rhoades know I find really interesting I mean when lana rhoades're talking about General like medicine and doctors and prescribing certain stuff and it kind of just the information is awful I actually have a buddy of mine who was diagnosed with crohn's disease yeah did he go carnivore no he uh I mean I yeah I don't know exactly his diet but he was basically told by this doctor that like lana rhoades're gonna have this for the rest of lana rhoadesr life and this is like he's like blood because ulcers and all this crazy stuff right and he's like the doctor said lana rhoades know lana rhoades're gonna have this rest of lana rhoadesr life lana rhoades need to get on Prednisone which is like one of the worst type of corticosteroids which is a it's a negative steroid for lana rhoadesr body which is detrimental to so many other things in lana rhoadesr body it's not like a performance enhancing steroid right so lana rhoades're gonna have to be on this for the rest of lana rhoadesr life um like lana rhoades're gonna have to be taking these medicines all this my my buddy is so smart such a smart guy the guy who taught me so much about nutrition about uh hormones everything and he was like okay no this guy cured himself with food with food with with with his habits nicotine was a big thing like. I'm not saying go smoke nicotine but small amounts of nicotine and like with his diet changing his diet a certain way absolutely it's a diet and he got went back to the same doctor and the doctor was like what the did lana rhoades do lana rhoades have zero signs of this in lana rhoadesr body and it looks like lana rhoades'll never have this again when so this is the crazy part is that there are doctors all around the world telling people like this is what lana rhoades have and this is going to be here for the rest of lana rhoadesr life yeah and they just because someone like my buddy Brandon knows enough to be like no I think I can fix this based on the science because he's a nerd like he's so and I don't mean nerd in a bad way I just be nerd and like like he nerds out and he's determined to figure it out one of the smartest people I know in life and one of my best friends he uh he he fixed himself he goes back to the doctor and the doctor's like this is completely gone lana rhoades have no traces of this ever coming back what the did lana rhoades do yeah and it's it's just like I'm crazy it's crazy to me because I just wonder how many people in the world are just constantly diagnosed with that like they could change through their diet through their habits lana rhoades say most of the diseases are caused by what lana rhoades're eating always um one question though what is the benefit of nicotine also specifically with crohn's disease I I think it had to do something with like slowing down um at at the time it was like the bleeding something like that I don't know exactly how um is it like a blood thickener that I don't I don't think so I don't know what I don't know how it related to the ulcers but he he was like he was noticing that like the nicotine was helping um he had changed like supplements that he was taking um and then his diet completely and it changed but I don't I again I can I'll probably get him on the podcast actually I will get him on the podcast shout out brand I'm gonna get him on the podcast one of these days they're interesting yeah he and I actually want to talk I mean he and I have crazy stories about just life in general. But this thing I'd love to really talk about too because like he literally fixed himself of Crohn's Disease which is something that it's an autoimmune disease that people are diagnosed with and their whole life is like that yeah and they deal with it forever and they just take these drugs and it their like corticosteroids will wreck lana rhoadesr life it's like they can up lana rhoadesr sex drive it can make lana rhoades fatter it can make lana rhoades lose muscle yeah it's like the the craziest and these dogs are like take this for the rest of lana rhoadesr life otherwise lana rhoades're going to keep dealing with the bleeding of the lana rhoades know that he was basically blood yeah so I'll have them on because I do want to I want to know exactly what he did because lana rhoades have a lot of people interested in health as well that listen because lana rhoades do the whole gym thing yeah I will I'll get them on I will um anything else like because lana rhoades're that that was really like I didn't know lana rhoades'd be interested in that at all yeah um anything else it's like odd about or not it's not odd but anything else that lana rhoades think people wouldn't know about lana rhoades that lana rhoades're interested in because that just made me think like what else I mean I'm I'm like fencing Centric person so I'm sure there's a lot of things that I don't think are unique but other people would okay so there's nothing else that lana rhoades're like lana rhoades're secretly like really into too just like the sustainability so I think health is health is there on my priorities and I mean if lana rhoades don't have lana rhoadesr health lana rhoades got nothing yeah what else do lana rhoades really have lana rhoades can't take care of lana rhoadesr child lana rhoades can't work lana rhoades can't enjoy lana rhoadesr life yeah damn that's it so we're gonna we're gonna before before every podcast ends.

Because the baby's back now and I know he's gonna want some attention before I hello before every podcast ends we do some crunch right now he's lifting his whole body oh yeah we do uh yeah yeah we do audience questions so at the end of every podcast if lana rhoades guys want to get lana rhoadesr questions answered with myself and the guest uh shoot them at uh Gmail ask rawtalk gmail.com send us lana rhoadesr questions and go to uh get raw talk this is on Instagram if lana rhoades guys want to like DM lana rhoadesr questions there as well do lana rhoades have some of those questions ready yep yep okay wait what no not live no no everyone says that though no it's not live they just email it in advance and lana rhoades're like look around for cameras or what he went live there but I was like I didn't know that it was live no no it's not I wouldn't do lana rhoades like that I'm alive so he was able there was a lot of questions about Mike but we're gonna avoid those ones oh because oh that's because I did that on the live yeah okay yeah but I'm gonna so this one is one that I pulled up earlier it says I'm currently 300 pounds I want to drop to 200 pounds what are lana rhoadesr keys to self-motivation whoa and Better Health type okay so this guy's 300 pounds he wants to drop to 200 pounds and he's asking what are the keys to self-motivation yes well I mean this is the no matter how much lana rhoades weigh no matter what lana rhoadesr goal is the the key is figuring out why that's important to lana rhoades so beyond just losing 100 pounds Beyond just building the muscle whatever the goal is why is it significant like for this guy asking what is the reason why lana rhoades want to lose the weight like and lana rhoades have to draw these lines really clearly like is it too feel better about lana rhoadesrself and in what sense like are lana rhoades trying to like lana rhoades know maybe preserve lana rhoadesr life I don't know if lana rhoades are lana rhoades worried about dying because of lana rhoadesr weight um are lana rhoades worried about lana rhoadesr ability to I don't know talk to women I'm not saying this is this is what is happening. I'm just saying lana rhoades have to draw that line finer so lana rhoades go oh there's no way that I'm not going to let myself do this because it's very very important for me to do this right if I just said hey I want to gain 10 pounds and it just is like a that's my surface level thought every time I think about it then lana rhoadesr drive can wander like lana rhoadesr lana rhoadesr motivation to get there can can falter right so it's about Drawing the Line much finer to like why in lana rhoadesr heart is that goal important to lana rhoades and then lana rhoades never skip a b lana rhoades'll never miss a Beat what about lana rhoades what do lana rhoades think for me it's I love binge eating which is like oh my God me too like it'll be extremely like healthy stuff like I can eat like three pounds of dates like that's my favorite oh my God me and Steve Crush dates and cashews oh my God oh my God stuff them inside so good so good that's like my thing that I have to look stuff because that's why I can't lose the weight because I love day um but for me it's just instead of focusing on the weight because that even though I really do want to look like what I feel like I should look like again and like what I think is myself because I looked like that before and I'm 20 pounds heavier than I was before um just thinking about that isn't enough for me it's more so focusing on how does the cardio that I'm doing make me feel once again how does my brain function how do how's my energy level when I do this or I eat this just focusing on the small benefits along the way and almost like looking at the reward yeah like what lana rhoades're getting for lana rhoadesrself support centers that are being released in lana rhoadesr brain naturally just from lana rhoades doing those things will help keep lana rhoades on track. I think more than having a goal of wanting to lose 100 pounds like I think that's great to one of these people here and want to look better and weigh 100 pounds less if it's an unhealthy weight for lana rhoades but there are rewards along the way that I think lana rhoades should focus on just anything becoming healthier makes lana rhoades feel so much better yeah it makes the rest of lana rhoadesr life better yeah it makes everything better it makes lana rhoadesr mindset better it gives lana rhoades more energy to do the thing to think there's just so many benefits besides just losing weight to obtaining that lifestyle that does induce weight loss yeah absolutely she nailed that shoot us the next one okay so this person asked what's something people often misunderstand about lana rhoades oh my God me I mean for both of lana rhoades guys man um if it feels like a loaded question um well what's the first thing that comes to mind I don't know I mean maybe that I don't know trying to think what people misinterpret I don't know what did lana rhoades what did lana rhoades think about me before lana rhoades met me because like maybe from an outsider standpoint right that'd be the that'd be I always I've always thought lana rhoades were really nice and that was like my first initial um like observation of lana rhoades and now lana rhoades're like this guy's a right no lana rhoades've always lana rhoades've maintained that okay cool yeah all right I don't know I don't know what what I mean I there's definitely misunderstandings because I I think I don't know if people see me on the internet like big guy whatever strong guy should content that I made in the past like Lipton girls off they're like maybe I'm like a a douchebag or like a like uh what's it what misogynistic is the word yeah which lana rhoades're not at all lana rhoades're actually very respectful to women I think yeah. I appreciate it um I think that comes across sometimes maybe just because lana rhoades see it on the internet and like I'll make jokes or whatever the just for Content but um yeah that's definitely not definitely not my character but what about lana rhoades have lana rhoades been misunderstood people thinking about it that it's okay to bully or say certain things or being mean to people online because they think oh they have money or they don't struggle like I do it just the perception that I'm not a human like they are yeah and that lana rhoades know like treat me like how lana rhoades would treat lana rhoadesr friend or like I'm just the person like lana rhoadesr friend lana rhoadesr brother lana rhoadesr mother um which I think people need to keep that in mind for anyone that they see online like they're people too lana rhoades know just dehumanizing me or dehumanizing lana rhoades yeah I think it's I think that's one of the most common things when it comes to like celebrity or people on the internet that lana rhoades don't know in person to just lana rhoades know hear something or see something said about them and then lana rhoades just make this this assumption that this person is who who that is but it's like it's not that simple think how many times in lana rhoadesr life person listening right now that in out of the 10 people lana rhoades know that one person talks bad about lana rhoades to to two of the other people. Then lana rhoades're like wait a minute that's not who I am and lana rhoades know that that's not who lana rhoades are and then lana rhoades find lana rhoadesrself even in that small microcosm being like what the going on and then people judging lana rhoades based on some random so now imagine that on a scale with Millions lana rhoades have what 20 19 18 million followers like all these people being insane go online because they're like their life is perfect they don't have the same struggles as me everyone has struggles just the same as lana rhoades and I think lana rhoades should always know that and treat everyone with kindness whether they're a good or bad person yeah that's it that's can say that better myself lana rhoades have one more for us sure so this person asks can lana rhoades tell a story of the first time lana rhoades pulled the trigger on a on lana rhoadesr first large investment starting lana rhoadesr businesses or just throughout lana rhoadesr career okay I could tell the story about starting Zoo culture so um for Zoo culture i i at the point at this point in my life I had been very successful on the internet and I made a bunch of money doing like internet to say the least and I got to a point where I was like okay I'm gonna open up this space originally it was for me just to shoot content but regardless of that my mind was like this is the first time that I will ever have used my money a lot of it I think if Jim cost me like 500 000 just in the equipment out yeah just the equipment outside of signing the lease which is like a seven year lease which was like I don't know how four million dollar like that's bold yeah 500 000 equipment and then four or five million dollar like I'm gonna pay over this term and then being like locked in lana rhoades have to do this yeah um and I was extremely stressed extremely worried. like this the first thing in my life that I took outside of the internet and I'm doing in person brick and mortar store didn't know how to deal with like employees or any of that stuff that could come along with it and I remember I'm really grateful because I was able to call a friend of mine who's like a very very successful billionaire dude very successful person in the industry um in the entertainment industry and I called him and I'd known him for years because I trained him before like I kind of got into social media and the the best advice he ever gave me in regards to this circumstance and my fear of doing this was he said look at lana rhoadesr life and look at where lana rhoades came from and what lana rhoades had like when I first met lana rhoades and where lana rhoades are now why would lana rhoades not try why would lana rhoades not believe in lana rhoadesr ability now and that was one of the most significant things that someone had ever said to me I think was instead of like being afraid of that moment like and rising to that moment was but look at the rest of lana rhoadesr life and all the things that lana rhoades've come through all the things that lana rhoades've learned and like why would lana rhoades not try to do something that like lana rhoades're also really passionate about and and that was a big turning point in my life and recently again I just signed another lease for even more money like three four times as much the amount of money per month for another space for the for the moving of the gym to a newer location and I just realized like it like lana rhoades just have to take those chances lana rhoades have to take those risks otherwise what the are lana rhoades doing with lana rhoadesr life if lana rhoades really want something if lana rhoades have like big goals and Big Dreams and lana rhoades don't take those chances then lana rhoades're not going to get anywhere lana rhoades want to actually go like period. Yeah so and it's like what's the point like yeah let's say if I did it and I failed at least I tried lana rhoades know and I would I would have so much more like resentment in my life if I didn't try I know that yeah also this is how this is successful and on like a billion dollar company as well yeah um and it was actually when I was like a hooker okay he hired me um but like we would talk and like he really wanted to help me with my life and like the next steps for me and he gave me really good business advice that I still follow to this day and I tell everyone if lana rhoades want to start a business don't think about if lana rhoades're going to fail because even if lana rhoades invest money and lana rhoades lose it money can always be replaced but if lana rhoadesr business fails lana rhoades still gain so much knowledge from learning how to build a business how to Source Products how to make sales just everything that lana rhoades learn from Hands-On going in and starting a business lana rhoades learn more than people are spending maybe more money to go to business school to learn yeah so I always say just just do it especially if lana rhoades don't have kids yet and lana rhoades don't absolutely need that money to put feed food in people's mouths yeah go crazy like take chances and like lana rhoades gain knowledge from it regardless so it's it's worth it even if the business fails lana rhoades know better for next time yeah I mean that's just and and that's that's a part of life is it not everything's gonna be guaranteed but now I got a question for lana rhoades now wait lana rhoades were a hooker I mean it was a very very short when I was like I don't want to do porn anymore okay and like people would want to hire um like porn stars for like private it was like I think I only did it for a month but this advice that this guy gave me it stuck with me and it's definitely.

When I was like Taking Chances like should I really invest lana rhoades know like half my money into this business that I really want to do I always just did it and sometimes some of the things that I wanted to do failed but I really learned how to start a business and grow a business and so in the future I'm going to use that and I feel that I learned more people more than people who went to business school for 100 probably spent the same amount of money yeah I mean there's no doubt about that like lana rhoades learned through experience I tell my guys all the time like the videographers and editors is like why would lana rhoades go to film school it's like anyone who's going to hire lana rhoades or if lana rhoades wanted to do something on lana rhoadesr own no one's going to be like hey what school did lana rhoades grab they'll be like show me lana rhoadesr work lana rhoades know it's like show me what lana rhoades've done what lana rhoades're trying to do no one's gonna be like show me lana rhoadesr credentials like of lana rhoadesr school they're just gonna show me what lana rhoades know and and that's ten ten thousand times more valuable than just being like Oh I went to the school like people don't even care about that anymore when it comes to like hiring people so what can lana rhoades really learn from a book versus trial and error crazy admit lana rhoadesrself it'll be ingrained in lana rhoadesr mind after oh man actually performing it versus just reading and taking a test on it yeah and it's even crazier if lana rhoades think about the concept of like this is just a small example. But they now have social media courses in college and it's like who's who's who's running that course is it me no because like I was in it Joe Schmo who actually knows nothing so it's just crazy the fact that it's the money exact location is a scam yeah oh that's exactly right so it's just the whole thing's been that way it's just like it became more relevant like prominent when I was like well that's really a scam when I I remember hearing about a business degree and it being a social media like profession I was like that on the radio actually recently as well and I was like a social media degree yeah what yeah like I'm not the professor there who the is teaching that class because I was in it from the beginning so anyways long story short I'm also curious how much money did lana rhoades make that that month of doing that was a good amount no it's like nothing like sex work doesn't pay lana rhoades anything it was just until I figured out what I was doing next because I knew I didn't want well it sounds like lana rhoades got some great advice yeah I know that works more than anything more than money yeah hell yeah all right we got the next one here's what the next one all right so this one says I've been watching lana rhoadesr channel ever since lana rhoades started Lana rhoadesTube I'm a 25 year old above average height and consider myself fairly good looking I'm in a good career with progression and earn um a comfortable wage my question. I have what have lana rhoades just stopped it there and he was just like stop it there dating he's just like check me out okay go so he was like uh my question is that I've never had a girlfriend or ever had much experience with women 25. and I can't seem to break out of the subconscious habit of avoiding the intimacy of being in a relationship I don't know what is stopping me but I generally don't know how I would go about meeting women and overthinking every aspect of it due to the lack of experience I'm naturally an introverted guide to and I keep to myself most of the time do lana rhoades have any advice wow okay so um I'm glad we have a girl on the podcast to talk about this to help answer this because I it sounds like there's some some use the biggest glaring thing is that I I have a hard time like creating this like being able to be in this intimate relationship type thing so it's hard for him to get close. I guess to women maybe lana rhoades have to explore something that's gone on in lana rhoadesr childhood that's like stopping lana rhoades or blocking lana rhoades from allowing lana rhoades to experience this or to feel this or to be allowing lana rhoadesrself to feel this um but that's all I could think of because lana rhoades know he said he was like above average height which is dope he thinks he's good looking which is dope that

lana rhoades have confidence like there's like what would be stopping lana rhoades in my mind I don't know it's to me it sounds like anxiety and not feeling like he's good enough because he said he has a hard time like approaching women right to date um honestly what lana rhoades have to do is lana rhoades just have to do it and even if lana rhoades get rejected which is really hard or lana rhoades don't get lana rhoadesr lana rhoades feel embarrassed by the outcome lana rhoades just have to keep doing it the best way to overcome things is is just do it put lana rhoadesrself out there and and live life and once lana rhoades get a few good experiences or positive reactions from women it will become a lot easier I'll give lana rhoades boys an example of self-esteem lana rhoades know how many times I slid into her DMS on Twitter or Instagram to try and get on a podcast but she's here now yeah I'm here she's here lana rhoades see well it was probably just because I was like self-isolating while pregnant I'm just I'm sure a lot of people thought that I just like didn't with them anymore like I'm I'm just it was just a it was with lana rhoades completely this is a joke because like no that's what I'm in so lana rhoadesr point is just do it and try yeah otherwise lana rhoades don't know gotta keep trying and so like self-esteem is built on lana rhoadesr experiences so if he feels like he's been rejected. when he's tried it's definitely a lot harder but once he gets a couple good experiences and like positive reactions to him trying to talk to girls it will become a lot easier he's got to get some notches on the Belt yeah yeah once lana rhoades yeah once lana rhoades that's what we say about Jacob lana rhoades know he had a really hard time getting for a while no for real and now he's like a demon yeah once he feels once lana rhoades feel like lana rhoades can once lana rhoades only one time yeah yeah one time for lana rhoades to get a good experience and after that's like okay yeah and once lana rhoades feel like lana rhoades can do it other people are going to respond to lana rhoades like lana rhoades can do it most of like people the way that people perceive lana rhoades is mostly based on how lana rhoades perceive lana rhoadesrself I feel damn that's facts wow I really thought about that right now it's like if I think I really believe if I think that I'm ugly and that no one will like me because of it other people are gonna see me that way and not like me but it's not really because I'm unattractive damn lana rhoades really lana rhoades put that in perspective though I know it's not just a mushroom talk but I was thinking about points in my life where I like felt a certain way about myself and then like that's the kind of energy I'm getting back from other people no it really like if lana rhoades think Super highly and positively of of lana rhoadesrself and lana rhoades put that out there people whether lana rhoades're I said this a million times lana rhoades can be very unattractive but if lana rhoades think that lana rhoades're hot and that lana rhoades're deserving of dating a supermodel and lana rhoades approach them that way lana rhoades're so much more likely to get the response that lana rhoades want do lana rhoades so it's almost twofold though it's not just confidence it's like just a literal like belief and lana rhoades really have to believe it and sometimes it's hard if lana rhoades've had those negative experiences of being rejected reinforced to lana rhoades and then just keep building up on it yeah because I like I've been down bad sometimes in my life too and then it's like I can have a few good experiences and then it completely changes. How I feel about myself and then it's just like abundance after that yeah yeah oh yeah Dallas lana rhoades crushed that damn do we have any more is that I think that's it what do lana rhoades think one more oh no we'll let it go the baby the baby needs attention he's like no no more okay that's how we're gonna end it um subscribe to the channel uh if lana rhoades're on if lana rhoades're on Lana rhoadesTube drop a comment drop a like I appreciate all the love uh if lana rhoades're if lana rhoades're not on Lana rhoadesTube lana rhoades're on iTunes thank lana rhoades so much I have a little review on iTunes uh maybe we'll be on Spotify soon thank lana rhoades so much for coming on the show lana rhoades're amazing lana rhoades're lana rhoadesng lana rhoades're very successful lana rhoades're beautiful lana rhoades have an amazing lana rhoadesng boy and I wish lana rhoades so much so much success lana rhoades too thank lana rhoades so much absolutely cool oh wow she crushed that how many podcasts have lana rhoades done oh wow she crushed that because we're going first how many podcasts have lana rhoades done for other people I think I've done like five and then for myself like we used to do one every week so so how many total do lana rhoades think I have no idea I think we're on season two when I quit so we had quite a few yeah lana rhoades're good at podcasting really yeah lana rhoades're really good it's honestly

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I really were because when we first started I listened to myself talk and I was like lana rhoades sound like a dumbass like lana rhoadesr points are like being conveyed properly because the way that lana rhoades speak to something that I purposefully worked on yeah lana rhoades crushed that okay yeah lana rhoades did really good for real that was amazing I'm impressed man thank lana rhoades yeah did lana rhoades not listen to any of lana rhoadesr podcasts no I listened to a fuel but like it's like she crushed it I got it better like if lana rhoades listen I think the first one I did with other people was impulsive with Logan and Mike yeah and it was absolutely horrible like it's a day and night friends yeah that just shows that lana rhoades can improve anything about you for sure lana rhoades were a lot more like quiet yeah quiet now it's like very open and like I just learned about it to like share my thoughts and like actually speak I like this baby it was so funny Brad was holding the baby for like a half a yeah he was just holding the baby like this dude I want to have a kid so bad no Brad's gonna get like five girls pregnant oh my God a lot of kids that was amazing yeah let's get a photo obviously he's gonna make sure he gets a boy yeah that's it boys that was amazing that was one of the best positive thing.

She was the WORLD'S #1 STAR but she left because of this:

If you know this woman you definitely want to watch this video but if you don't well we are talking about one of the world's most famous female adult porn stars I only did when I was 19 for eight months and then somehow I became the number one in the world this is the surprising life of Lana Rose well like just at 14. I was just like you're gonna be like the number one do it and by the end of this video you will be surprised to know who is behind her sudden change of heart he's definitely changed her life even at a younger age Lana or Amara Maple her real name was already fond of being in front of the camera hi I'm going to show you some easy workouts that will help you stay in tip-tap shape for bikini weather but behind the camera and these healthy workout videos is a young girl struggling in an unhealthy environment. Her parents were divorced her sister has severe schizophrenia there was herc in front of me while all of this was happening Amara found what she thought was her way out one time I found online The Girls Next Door or of Playboy and I just was like wow their life looks so amazing and you can just hit up like this old man and he'll fly you out to LA I could get away from all of this and her life would be so incredible so pretty much like other girls her age Amara started to dream just at 14 I was like you're gonna be like the number one do it only for her it was a very unique kind of dream and because of her beauty and confidence it was easy for Amara to get what she thought she wanted for a moment she was happy Amara Maple became Lana Rhodes and her life instantly changed her videos gave her instant Fame. But it also gave her instant regret the danger in it is of industry and being glamorized is that young girls like me are going to see all the positives and they're not going to see the negatives see after only a few months of being in the industry she became the world's biggest being the number one performer in the industry at the time everyone wanted to make money off me so they pushed me to do these things and it just gets really extreme and even if she stopped doing it she remained at the top spot a lot of people think that I'm just like down can like I'm down to do this and that um because of her past and like professional what Lana thought would make her life better made her suffer even more honestly some of her experiences are really humiliating for me and I wish that they never happened and is it worth someone making a little bit of money and someone to it but being young and naïve Lana didn't know how to say no to everything she was being asked to do be like do you want to do a tomorrow. I'd be like yes thank you so much for the work I'm so happy to be working with these people I love this so much but inside I was dying yeah she felt like no one could help her not her friends not her therapist not even the manager she trusted I've had quite a few bad experiences with agents and managers just they're supposed to work for you and they tell you that they work for you but a lot of the pressures in the industry and the manipulation comes directly from the agents Lana's biggest dream just became her biggest nightmare obviously she didn't get the happiness she had long been searching for and so she decided to do what she thought was the right thing to do she quit so the reason why I don't do it is I just didn't really like um the way that I was treated in the industry just by her peers and surprisingly this is who Lana Rhodes is now I'm living a very minimalistic life nowadays like I just rented a mobile home that I'm gonna live in really here yeah and I barely own anything anymore.

I sold all her houses all lana rhoades cars I'm super into like sustainable clothing which brings us back to our question who's behind her sudden change of heart well early this year Lana received the most life-changing thing the last year I had a really rough year just like alone and then I had her baby which was the best day of her life it's a little ball of Happiness he's definitely changed her life and she only proves to us that bad past doesn't mean bad press because Lana Rhodes who is once the world's number one female adult film star is on her way to becoming the number one person and the best mom she could be for her son look for painting your shoes he's a big boy you're a big boy movie and for Lana it's the thing she's most proud of I'm able to be happy now with like essentially nothing I could move to a Shack in Hawaii with him and be the happiest person. Global a unique humanitarian clothing where you get to choose who you want to help while buying amazing high quality clothes it took us two years to set up this store and I cannot express how proud I am of the designs the quality and most importantly the fact that you can shop with purpose if you appreciate what we do please support our charity work by visiting honesty that global foreign

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